There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Saturday, May 26, 2007, 12:18:00 PM
I'm leaving on a jet plane
Dear Readers,
Finally the holidays has arrive. Will be departing for Shanghai in half a day time. Going there for the first time and whats more, its an economics trips. Going with friends and teachers. Wonder how it will be like over there? Hmm.
For friends who are unable to join us on this trip, Thank you for sending me your warmest wishes! It is deeply appreciated. Here, I would also send you my warmest wishes! Take cares, and MISS ME! Cause I will be missing you. X)
Going there, also means no 1 week of blogging. AwWw.
Yesterday, argued with someone again. Argue somthing about, choices to live and to die, money is important, and also me not understanding people lives, for I am more fortunate then them.
Before I leave for Shanghai, I will leave you all a long post to read, understand, and make your choices wisely. I realised, I had to repeat myself twice to two person yesterday, so here, I want to tell the whole world what I am about to say.
First and foremost, I would like to ask you a question. Would you live or die if you were given a choice? If you have choosen to live, then you have already learnt how to appreciate live, and learnt how to accept it. Most importantly, you are contented with life, with yourself.
If you have choosen to die, for death can solve all your problems, then I despise you for thinking that way. I despise you because you are a coward, and dont know how to face things strongly. Why do I think this way? Its because, besides dying, there are many ways to solve your problems. Its only whether you have tried enough anot, whether you have search enough anot. Whether you are willing to be strong and face your problems. Whether you are willing to seek help from people around you. And so many reasons and ways thats could solve your problems. Why give up on yourself, when this world have not given up on you. God has give us life, we have choosen to live, we should live it to the fullest and live life every single day with no regrets. If you have regretted, like me, then be strong, start a new beginning, for I know, life is filled with much more than sorrow, anger, unhappiness, and regrets. It is a journey given to us, and we have taken that journey. Some may even say, if you have no life is all about sorrow, you would have never choosen to live, you would rather be dead! RUBBISH! This is seriously stupidity. Let me ask you a question and think about it. You came into this world not knowing what will happen, so you can know what happen when you die? Does it mean that you will be happier in the other world? Can you assure that in the other world, is the place for you?
My heart especially goes out to the aborted babies, people on their deathbeds. Why? Both of them dont even have a choice to live, espcially aborted babies. We, are given a choice. If you think you are the most unfortunate person on earth, think again! You are wrong! Its only how much you are willing to accept your fate. How much effort you put inside to change it. Next time, before you think of such non sensical stuffs, just start thinking, how many people are given the choice to live.
Money is important, I do agree. But yet, there are much more things more precious in the world then money. Money can buy you anything in the world, but it can never buy you happiness. It can buy you love, but can you assure its gives you true love or rather than they are after your money only. In this world, there are the lower, middle and upper class people. But to me, there are only two kinds of families. Families who are happy, who are contented with their life. The other are families who are so busy, earning money that they themself forget what is most precious in the world. Till they forget what is the true meaning of happiness. They will forget what is smile.
In this modern world today, money is indeed essential for us to survive. But a poor man is a happy man. A man, who can be happy with the little things they have. Yet a rich man, can never be contented with anything.
I agree with you that with money comes great power, with power comes great responsibility, and with responsibility you have to give up freedom. Without freedom, theres no happiness. Which man can ever live their life to the fullest without happiness?
I may not understand these people alot, I may be one of the fortunate people. But I understand life is no simple, its very complicated. Sometimes, too complicated, till you have misunderstood me. Under my smiles, lies sadness. Under all of my success, lies failures. Under all my coolness, lies problems. Under my family, lies unhappiness once upon a time. Under me happiness, lies a girl who is lonely.
But I will always believe that everything will be better, as long as you believe in yourself, and works towards it. Under these words, lies a girl who cant be confident in herself, to live with her words.
Now you understand me. I am not as fortunate you think I am. I have problems. The world have not given up on me, so I wouldnt too.
Tell me what you think. Tell me your unhappiness. Tell me if theres anything wrong with my post. Tell me if theres anythink wrong with my thinking. But, dont tell me that, death is the only way out. For your life is in your own hands, since you have already said it that way, then go ahead then. For I will just ask you to go and meet your death then, since you believe in death so much more than the joy of living. Since you have already choosen to live in darkness, then go ahead. No matter what happens, Life goes on.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 9:14:00 PM
shattered!
Dear Readers,
Finally found the time to blog. Am very super busy. Got my new handphone! haha! YEAH! Just came back from mcdonalds. Before that was at Andersen JC having some debating training. Have my very first mock debate. Did not do well, but as a first timer, I am proud of myself. Have to work harder. Heard that if I do well in Geography, may have a chance to take H3 geography. I am so going to work hard! That is my dream, never thought I will ever be able to take it. Now, I am given a chance to prove it, and I WILL! It is my passion to study geography.
My love affairs, well, seriously complicated. Am very confused with it too. Have been asked many times who is my "him" and then later it changed to who is my "you". Oh well, I wont say it. All I will only say is that "you", is a special person. LOL!
Didnt post for 2 days and I am lost at how am I to start writing. Still have tons of homework and project to rush out!!! Especially chinese homework, or she will start complaining about me again. Saying I am the disgrace of A6, why? Cause I dont hand in my homework on time. HELLOS! It was once only, when I handed in super later. The rest was with the class, so you are judging me from just that one time.
Seriously dont know what to say anymore. HAHA! I know you all are more interested in the "you", well tell you all more when I know. HAHA! Byebye! x)
Sunday, May 20, 2007, 1:26:00 PM
Moving on.
Dear Readers, Despite sleeping very late last night, woke up very early and clean up the mess in my room. Phew! Its tough job ok. Now, my room looks spick and span. I am so proud of myself! HAHA! Time passes by so fast, and we are coming into the very last week of the 2nd term. Reflecting back where school started, there was anticipation, joy, fun and laughter. Yet there was also troubles, anger, and sadness. Well, these are all part and parcel of our life. It is what shapes us. May it be our character, or may it be our experiences, all these makes us to be a better person. All these depends on whether you want to move on with life, live life to the fullest and learn from life itself. Living in the past, is just the same as being stuck in your own illusion. There is seriously no point. With that, I am proud to say, I am moving on. I dont want to live in the past. Aquarians, always look forward into the future, and so will I! Its just another 6 more days, and off we go to shanghai. So very excited about the economics trip. Neither have I been on a trip withe the school before nor have I been to shanghai before, therefore looking forward to it. Have to start packing finish my lagguage soon. During this June holiday, will be studying and studying and EVEN MORE STUDYING! Mid year exam will start immediately after school reopen. I am having high expectations in my H2 subjects, especially my geography. My favourite subject. I have still not yet reach the mark I have planned long time ago. HAHA! Have to do it this time. Be starting mathematics tuition soon, I have to catch up on my maths before its too late. So everyone during this coming holiday, lets cram and study! LOL! I just seem too excited for June holiday to come quickly. Of course I will miss my dearest friends and also teachers. But, I have to really take some time off from school and rest. I have been too troubled with things. I have also delayed my precious time thanks to these nonsensical things happenning. So Seriously need to catch up with schedule. So to me, june holidays = no more nonsensical things, no more rubbish, PEACE! LOL! Well, thats it for today, I will just continue stoning for the rest of the day till, its going out time!!! I need a new handphone!!!!
Saturday, May 19, 2007, 9:48:00 PM
the affairs of the heart
Dear Readers, Sitting down and seeing the truths and facts, made me understand more. I have plenty of whom I call friends, yet out of the whole bunch, who is a true friend? Its just too early to say anything. Yet, theres one, who is always there for me. That is QiaoYing. I have never even wanted to trust anyone. Yet, I did otherwise. Coming to a new school, makes me want to live my life differently. For once, I really wanted to trust. I believe that everyone is a true friend. Yet, it wasnt. Now, I am afraid to trust anyone anymore. I dont even know who is a true friend. I have been blinded. You can scold me for being stupid, yes I am. You can encourage me, but I cant be encouraged. The very first time of learning to trust someone, turned out to be like this. How can there ever be a 2nd time? Nevertheless, I will still want to thanks all those who have been there for me. Whether it is true, or may it be againt your will. I thank you for taking all the trouble for helping me, listening to me, encouraging me on. I realised something, I am much happier when I am not myself. For when I am myself, I want people to be happy, yet ending up, me being drag down unhappy too. Its my nature for asking people to smile. It is my nature for me asking people to be happy, but the saddest thing is, I, myself, dont know how to make myself happy. I am yet having troubles with my heart again. Guys, Please dont be nice to me. I fall for it easily. I dont know why, for cause its just me! To me there are 3 types of guys. The first is guys I would like at first sight, but well, that just stops there. For its just admiring. The 2nd is guys which I will never like, dont ask me why? Well, it could sort of be their character? Or maybe they have nothing that makes me admire them. HAHA! Lastly, the 3rd is the kind where love just grows after a period of time. To me, this is no longer like, this is love. This kind of love will last a long long time. I dont know what kind of love I am looking for. I miss being in love. I have 3 things I look in a guy that is presentable? personality and how he treats me, he definitely have to be FAITHFUL. Yet, I realised, there is a 4th. Which is something so special, that I find it hard to explain. There just one thing I hate that is short term relationship. There is simple no point in it. Oh well, now, though I miss love, I cant be assured by it. I dont have that trust in myself. I dont have that confidence in myself to love someone. I am just afraid that I will make that someone sad, through my wilful ways. I am afraid, I will take him for granted. Most importantly, I have not yet learn how to trust. I always have a thinking in my head that is " The grace right now, isnt worth to be loved anymore." That is how I lose faith in myself. That is how I cant never be confident. To me, loving someone, means being able to see that person happy. Its not really that bad. I can spend more time in my studies. Hehehe. But nevertheless, I am still looking forward to the day, where I am loved, where I have yet ti recieve my favourite flower, where I find my extra happiness, sadness and anger. Where I can give my heart to someone, to care for him, to be there for him, to make him smile and to Love him wholeheartedly. If there can ever be a day, I promise, I would learn how to trust.
Thursday, May 17, 2007, 8:53:00 PM
Dear Readers, Today, is a very emo day for me. In short, today LIFE JUST TOTALLY SUCKS! I am in a seriously stucked position now. Want to clear things up, he refused to. Want to ignore things, others just wouldnt let me. What am I suppose to do? I am glad I have great friends ( Sheralyn, Darwina and especially Qiaoying ) to be there for me. To cheer me up, and also asked me not to worry too much. Today, I finally understood what it is meant by friends and foes. I also understand what is backstabbing. All of you keep blaming me that I backstabbed you, ever wondered, who is the one backstabbing who? Dont you find all these scences all so familiar in Primary school, Seconday school. Surprised to find it in Millennia Institute, Well I am not, Cause I am stuck in one. Worst thing is, I dont even need to speak. MOUTHS will just start wagging for me. HAHA! Funny right! Thankfully, my patience is good, and my temper has improved alot. Anyway, I just decided to concentrate on studies. Concentrate on the goal I am moving towards to, my scholarship. Hehehe. And also me being top in class! Never have all these dreams before coming true, but I am determined to work hard for it. I am quite happy with the grades I am producing right now, but I still need work harder. I still need to improve alot. As for my geography, I will still move towards the A1 goal, i always dream of having. HEHE! I am moving on, you all want to stuck in the past, thats your problem! HAHA!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 8:34:00 PM
Dear Readers, Didnt have the time to post the past few days, been having hip hop practices and coming home to deal with my problems. Seriously, dont know how these problems started. I was a happy girl going home one moment, and the next, DAMN! Haha. But wish that I would solve everything really soon. Just really sick of all these "going to nowhere" fighting. For your information, I am very patient, and dont you dare scold me shut the fuck up, for this has nothing to do with me. A GUY DONT SCOLD A GIRL LIKE THAT! And whats more, since it has nothing to do with me, why am I bloody damn involve. I shall shut my mouth up to here, cause I am seriously sick and tired of all these nonsense. I have better things to do, and that reminds me of economics test, GP test, Chinese project!!!! ARGH! So much time have been wasted on these stuffs. Seriously, I find it no point in fighting whos right and whos wrong any longer. CAUSE THERE CAN NEVER BE A CONCLUSION! We are just beating round and round the bush. Lets us just not be childish anymore! Let us just wake up, look into the future, and not live in the past. Otherwise, our studies will be affected! I dont think it is what we want. I cant say all these are totally your fault, I am partly at fault too. I dont even know who the damn started all these problems, and I guess you are going to say you dont know too! So Lets just be Adults, apologize to each other, and thats it! I am seriously sick and tired of going on. Happy with Hip-Hop, know my dance steps, but always towards the end got one step sure miss one. Today, I not good girl, Miss aungklung and art club! HAIZ! Feel so bad lor, cause jelaine teach the Pre U 1 as she promised me!!! ARGGHHH...... Got my shanghai trip itinery today, hehehe. Very excited, and its gonna be real fun and cool too! Cant wait for next saturday. Today, I placed that display picture because I LOVE STARS! Hahaha. To me, every star carries a new dream, a new hope for me. And it dazzles me with its shine. It also reminds me, to be a Star, always so sparkling and dazzling and a person, who carries brighter dreams, and brighter hopes! And also WISHES! With that, I want to end this post with a wish, I wish that tomorrow will be a brighter and better day! For every tomorrow brings a new beginning. SMILES! =))
Sunday, May 13, 2007, 9:22:00 PM
Mother's Day = Happy Day!
To all mummy's around the world, Happy Mother's Day to you! Dear Readers, I wake up this morning and told myself that I want to be a happy girl today, I want to make people around me happy too, so here I am a happy girl today. Woke up preferably early, and read the newspaper. Then for lunch, went out as a family to have lunch at a thai restaurant. The food was yummy! Bought my geography textbook. Seriously regretted it, the notes is so insufficient, should have bought the pure physical geography book. After that, send my grumpy dad home, well, dads just dislike shopping right. Went to parkway and shop!!! Well, just got a few novels, its been such a long time since I last read. Haha! My poor Mummy, spent lots of money on us today, Haha! Whats more, its Mothers' day. Opps! Tomorrow is Monday! Miss my friends, miss the school, miss my teachers and also miss studying! Haha. Cant wait for it to start school. . . Hmmm... I dont know what to talk about on today's blog entry. But I want to tell everyone to smile and be happy! For it will brighten up not only the lives of yours, but also the lives of people around you. So start by waking up, and telling yourself, I want to be happy today! HAHA! Yes, its stupid, but it does wonders! X)
Saturday, May 12, 2007, 3:36:00 PM
Saturday afternoon "Stoning"!
Dear Readers, Yesterday, Hip Hop ended early than the usual. Why? Cause we are a student initiated group, therefore, we have no teacher to look after us, so we need to go home! What rubbish is that! Whenever the name Hip Hop is mentioned, everyone starts to shun it. Even the teachers do too. As if "HipHop" have some type of allergies that can spread. That of course made me fumed. Went for debating briefing yesterday, had real fun, but well, screwed my speech up okays! Firstly I was nervous, secondly I had no previous experiences, thirdly I was given the roles of rebutting, which I unsuccessfully did, for I do not know how to rebutt my 2nd speaker points, WHY? Cause I dont even know what my 2nd speaker was speaking about! Well, not blaming anyone here, no offence! Since I also had no experience, and totally freak out! But I would like to point that TEAMWORK is very important in debating. Today went back to school in the morning for Institute day, though there were some parts which was boring, but the overall performance was flawless. The way the event was managed captivated me. When one is told about the principal giving a speech, one would think it will be boring! Well, surprisingly, it wasnt. I posted that sunflower picture here is basically cause I love sunflower very much! Its yellowish brightness never fails to cheer me up, and reminds me that every new day, marks a new beginning. It reminds me of happiness and also reminds me to smile. As each smile I make could make a little difference not only to my world, but also to the world of others. I am happier now. I guessed its because I have sort things up, and is now less stressful. Most importantly, I guessed I have found back the once grace I used to be, the carefree, cheerful girl. The girl who always giggles at everything. Haha! I even remember my secondary school art teacher told me:" why do you giggle and smiles always!, unlike your sister." hahaha! Thats because by doing that I am happy, and I when I am happy, people around me will be happy too. Cause the spreading of happiness dont just stop at me. So just be happy and smile/laugh, you will brighten up the day of people around you! Thats for sure.
Thursday, May 10, 2007, 8:38:00 PM
No more un-necessary worries!
Dear Readers, Got this picture from my sister computer again! Haha. Apologize for the no post yesterday. Was so tired after hip hop practice yesterday. Meet a new friend today!!!! Hehe. Nice girl! Today was quite okays to school. Miss joann. She is sick, wish her to get well soon quick! Would also like to thanks some friends, for helping me and being there for me, especially Darwina and Dinesh! Haha. Feeling much more better and of course happier since the starting of the week. I finally have sorted out my thinking. I have to be a strong girl and resists all temptations. I came to Millennia to study! To reach my goal, thats is the scholarship, to go to my dream university, which is Princeton (though its quite impossible, but cant I have dreams?). I dont want to regret, cause life is simply too short for regrets, though, I will long for someone to be there with me, to love me, to encourage me on, to my journey to my dreams, I guess that have to wait. I promised myself not to be affected by this nonsensical stuff, and yet I have wasted so much time in it. Worst thing is I dont even know why! But if Ihave someone there for me, why not? Hehehe. For all I know is that, if I continue, I will just simply start hating him. And, I dont want that to happen. Well, you can basically say, the affairs of the heart is just so simply hard to understand. Well, I am happy to have such fantastic friends around me, to cheer me on. Not forgetting, Wendy and Joann too!! Hehehe. They have always been there for me too! Therefore, I shall be ignorant of all those problems going on, for in the end, the one most hurt will also be me. So why dont just be happy! =))
Tuesday, May 8, 2007, 8:32:00 PM
HURT!
Dear Readers, Today is a very long and tiring day. Very sad day for me too. P.E was tough today, guess its in preparations for next week NAFA test. Its already the 8 week in school. Time pases so fast, life in MI is great unlike secondary school life. Studying of my favourites subjects, extremely caring teachers, extra long breaks which we usually dread and most of all Great and Caring friends. But, for me, one thing still is lost when I am in MI. That is true happiness, my willingness to just smile and laugh all the time. My cheerfulness. I guess, cause its tiring. I have everything single thing I could wish for in MI, yet, I cant be as happy as I was in secondary school. I just feel that I lost myself. Haha. But, I will be in search of that once me again, so it wont be long! X) My knee cap have been increasingly painful. My bones will often hurt, and its painful to bend my knee and also when I am dancing. Mummy says that I might have a torn knee ligament, and I should refrain from strenous exercise, and yet, tomorrow I will be doing my Hip Hop dancing. Missed 2 lessons have to catch up, otherwise, I will missed all the steps. I really dont want to have a torn knee ligament. It takes very long to heal and that means no dancing for me! Nafa test is also just round the corner, I dont want to missed it, after all the PE training I have gone through. But all these thinking will just have to wait till I have gone for my checkup. I am feeling so Emo today. HAHA! Darwina cheered me up by saying I look different today cause I was wearing a earring. OK LA! so I look younger when I wear earring? HAHA! That Nazirul says that I look like 18 years old!!! SADDENNING remark. AM I THAT OLD! ARGHHH! Basically, i finally understand why I can no longer listen to my heart, cause it has frozen. Guess, this adds up to my non-cheerfulness. Was in a very stuckked up position today, but I have already gotten over it. Caused I promised myself, no matter what happens, I have to learn how to be strong. Whats more, guess, he isnt worth my selfless love. Could just give it to someone who deserve it, but in the end I wont be happy? Well, I will be happy of course, who isnt happy when they are in love. But, I will feel pity. HAHA! I have learnt not to play the waiting game and I am too afraid to fight for what I want already. I have dropped to many tears in love, guess I just want to be happy thats all. Haha. The only reason why I dont want to like singaporeans guy is because, I always hurt them in the end. They will spoil me and I will take things for granted. One thing I will always believe is beauty is only skin deep, cause true beauty lies in the inside of one self. Hehe. I will always remember this: "As long as the person you love find happiness, you too will also be happy, even if you cant be with him!" HAHA! Chimilogy? NAH! Thats Grace's type of love! HAHA! NO MORE EMOing FOR ME! Bleahs! =P (p.s But well I have always been an emotional person, so dont blame me for emoing all over again! Haha!)
Monday, May 7, 2007, 10:36:00 PM
To love or not to love
Dear Readers, Have many things to post down today, but the moment I start typing out my thoughts, I just get lost in how to start. Took 2 hours thinking and reflecting and yet, I am just lost for words now. It was only until today, that I realised how beautiful the view of stars are from my house. I am fascinated by stars, and love them extremely alot! I could just spent days of sleepless nights just staring at them. Today, is a very long and tiring day. I am still in search of myself. I wasnt who I am today before, I just totally lost my smiles and laughter ever since March 28. Now, I have let past be past. I learnt how to pick it up, therefore, I have to learn how to let it go. I have since let it go already. Ever wonder, why when you are attached you always wish to be single, and yet when you are single you wish to be attached. Haha. Why does life just love fooling around with us. I realised one thing in the past few months, I realised that love is an extra to everything. To make you extra happy, extra sad, extra anger, extra... ... Then I started thinking, Love is just for people who cant be contented with their life. Who can ever be contented in life? Certainly not me! For me, as a girl who has always listen to heart, is certainly confused over my affairs of the heart. Thats because, my heart is just equally as confused. I guess, I was hurt by love itself, therefore I am afraid of it. I need to learn how to be strong, and confident of myself. I need to learn how trust. I do adore singlehood, having my own freedom, but sometimes, its just gets boring, and most importantly I hate loneliness. Now, I am stucked with "to love" or "not to love". I dont know the answer yet, but in time I will. Till the time where my heart is no longer confused, till the time when I have straighten out my thinking to make my choices, I will be search of the grace I once used to be. The once always smiling and cheerful grace filled with laughter. Till then when I find back myself, then only can I bring laughter to someone else.
Sunday, May 6, 2007, 11:15:00 PM
chilling out day
Dear readers,
Today went to Orchard with Joann, Wendy and Max. I was late, so was the others except poor Joann. Was lost, couldnt find which entrance to meet at, end up just met at the entrance of Plaza singapura. Initially, wanted to watch spiderman 3, but in the end we just decided to hang up together and chill. Played pool, well, given me, myself as a lousy pool player, what can one expect from me? HAHA! Went to take neoprints and went to have our dinner! Thanks Wendy and Max, for accompanying me to buy my mum's medicine! :))
Reach home at 10! Haha. It was fun hanging out with them, we shall do it again sometime okies! Haha. Talk to a guy friend of mine just now. Had a very bad impression of him, therefore, talked to him in very harsh tone. A tone which is "not like me.'' Hmphx! Who ask him want come talk to me. We were debating about Singaporeans Guys! Well, for me, I never fancy Singaporeans boyfriends, they listen to your every beck and call, most of them do. Its a good thing, but its boring after sometimes, and I will get spoilt very easily, then big trouble will come along. Haha. Singaporeans guys are also too busy, not really an ideal other half. Especially for me, searching for someone who is a man!
A guy should makes me listen to him, but not to his every beck and call! I need my freedom too. I am an aquarius, I love freedom more than anything else in the world. But I, will love him more than anything else in the world, even without my freedom. Haha. Like that then more interesting relationship marh! Rather than everytime the guy also listen to you. AND dont woo a girl just for the sake of having a girlfriend, and still dare tell me because I dont give guys a chance thats why. Depise guys who are like this, cause I want a guy to love me for who I am, and also to love me because he does love me. I do believe in giving guy chances, but not to guys who arent worth my love, especially those who just wants a girlfriend just for the sake of having one!
So Singaporeans Guys, do buck up! :)) HAHA! (p.s Not all are bad larh! Haha.)
Saturday, May 5, 2007, 5:25:00 PM
Memories.
Hellos reader, You all must be stunned to see a new blog skin, I have decided to change to this! Cause its more striking in a way then the previous pain and boring skin. And whats more I wanted a one page blogskin. HAHA! Woke up today past 12pm! GOSH! I dont know I slept till so late. My body is aching so much from the dancing yesterday. Haha. Spent my day slacking at home. Talk to a friend on msn just now, she is getting married at the age of 21. She is also my confidente helping me with my problems, especially with mine and hoang. Well, that age may sound too early for marriage for most of us, including me, but when you have met your the other half, why not? They are both very happy couple, have different lives, but yet, they still have the trust and commitment to each other. Most of all they treasure each other. Its very rare right! haha. I am happy for them. This made me remember the times of Hoang and I. 2 very different people being together is extremely difficult. We had plenty of happy memories, but also plenty of horrible memories too. I guess what ended it all was due to our huge differences, or was it our similarities? We both are stubborn people, and want things our own way, and also had high expectations on each other. But, yet, we were both happy, till he decided dreams are more important. He is now in USA, chasing after his dreams of becoming a pilot. I am happy for him. :) I have different views as him. To me, dreams arent as important as love. Family love, somebody you love love and whatever love you can think of. For hoang case, I would say:" every pilot needs a co-pilot to fly." Chasing your own dreams, also requires someone to be there for you. To give encouragement, to give praises, to lighten up your day. This is LIFE. The day, When I stepped off the shores of Singapore to chase my dreams. I hope, I will remember what my dreams are made of.
Friday, May 4, 2007, 11:48:00 PM
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