There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Friday, July 31, 2009, 7:21:00 PM
You got to watch the trailer for 'Captain Abu Raed' or even read the synopsis. An independent film with a very touching, unique and inspiring film plot, extremely different from the usual film out there. It won 15 awards. Somewhat reminds me of Slumdog millionaire, but there are no fighting, no conflicts and all. Something peaceful and more like a story of someone inspiring the life of others in Jordon. The sad thing- I doubt it's going be played in Singapore, there is no current release date set. So, hopefully there's the DVD somewhere out there. http://www.apple.com/trailers/independent/captainaburaed/You don't have to spill out anything to me, I know whats going on.
Thursday, July 30, 2009, 11:20:00 PM
ART! That is whats bothering me. Three very simple reasons- ONE- My ideas sucks. TWO- My drawings sucks. THREE- They really do suck big time. Let me ask you something, what is not art? ~Author Unknown
Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 9:46:00 PM
Since I deactivated my facebook, I am back to sharing photos in my blog. Here are some pictures taken during the racial harmony celebrations a week ago- Doesn't wendy reminds you of "The little Nonya".
Monday, July 27, 2009, 10:17:00 PM
Some very kind and helpful lady found my handphone on the bus and returned it to me today! Plenty of thanks to her! And sincerly from my heart- Thank You Lord!!Also plenty of thanks to my good friends Sabrina, Darwina........ for helping me out over the lost phone. Oh thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!! :DFrom now, I am going to safeguard all my stuffs with my life. P.s You guys could continue to contact me at my old number from 11pm onwards. :))
Sunday, July 26, 2009, 9:31:00 PM
Liverpool thrashed Singapore 5-0! I am never a fan of Liverpool. Somehow, I was hoping that Singapore could at least score one goal to save themselves a little face. Okays, maybe 'a little' is an overstatement. But HONESTLY, the 5-0 was kinda expected wasn't it?
Saturday, July 25, 2009, 10:19:00 PM
First my Ipod touch, now my HTC diamond. What am I going to lose next? So, please don't contact me at my handphone number, because I had my line stopped. And IF you had and miraculously someone picked up (or even sms-ing)-IT ISN'T ME!!! Okays, I have been listening way too much ghost stories from my classmates. Somehow I just love to scare the shit out of me. Anyways, school has been the same. Just that this isn't my week. Not only had I been down on my luck, but also extremley blur. Like on friday, I packed my Art file for economics class! Honestly have no idea what am I thinking. Now for my bookwormy moment. I bought a new book from the airport. It's called Love Letters by Katie Forde; one of the sunday times top ten bestseller. Also, I am currently reading Rachel Gibson's 'the trouble with Valentines day'.My results weren't as bad as I had expected, considering the fact that I did not study. Unless you would consider 'the day before rushing to squeeze everything into my head' studying. Well, even if it isn't bad, it is still not up to my standard and I know I need more than that. Anyways, I am still going to fail my GP and Art overall. But I am definitely bucking up right now! And one last thing! I resisted the irresistably tempting Facebook for more than a week already! Somehow the temptation is starting to wear off and that's good news! Okays, I will end here now with a short poem. Will you love me in December as you do in May, Will you love me in the good old fashioned way? When my hair has all turned gray, Will you kiss me then and say, That you love me in December as you do in May? ~James J. Walker
Wednesday, July 22, 2009, 9:20:00 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009, 7:19:00 PM
Still have a thousand and one home works not finished. No matter how hard I try to complete, the pile just stays the same. I spent my weekend 'running' up and down Far East for my bag. Thankfully they allowed me to change the bag, otherwise I would have to stick to the previous pink bag I chose. The first time I buy something without thinking, it made me regret so badly. But there's a problem with the new bag too! Somehow I think it's the same bag as Muneera. I should have just bought that red revoltage bag that caught my eye and everything would be just fine. Oh never mind, life just doesn't go the way everyone wants it to. Especially not mine. I was at Changi Airport last night watching my parents install the national day banner up onto the walls. The design and colour were surprisingly aesthetically beautiful. If you happen to see the four children on the banner, the chinese boy is my cousin. Valerie was suppose to be up there, but her face got rejected. Hahas! While the designer wanted Kimberley, she didn't want it. Okays, that info was random. I'm going off to do my Art homework. Ciao!
Thursday, July 16, 2009, 8:34:00 PM
I am trying very hard to resist the temptation to log into facebook. But a promise is a promise and I must not disappoint myself! :) I spent these two days studying very hard. Stayed back with Munirah and revised 'the theory of demand and supply'. It was refreshing to revised year 1 work. Along the way we also talked on love, relationships....... Okays, today stayed back to do my art. I only manage to paint a small part of my uniform. And I screwed up my Prelim 1 Art exam. One of these days when I am courageous enough, I am going to admit to my parents I did very badly this time because I didn't study, lest they get a heart attack when they see my results. For now, I am going to reward myself by reading my book. Ciao!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 9:05:00 PM
I'm only nineteen and I'm already scheduled for the 3rd surgery of my life. Went to dentist today and I came back with a good and a bad news. The good news is I am done with my entire 'braces' treatment. While the bad news is, I have a date with the surgeon on 7 December to remove my 4 wisdom tooth. I wanted to get it over and done with, but I needed a period of time to be mentally prepared and I can't afford an 8 days MC now with my Art coursework dateline is so near. Also, how could I remove all my wisdom before A level. Hahas. After the last surgery, I could never go into the theatre after knowing full well how terribly painful the experience is going to be and that was just one normal tooth. Now it is 4 wisdom tooth. So thankfully this time, I'm going to be 'sleeping' while they operate on me. Okays, I've got another bad news- I failed my General Paper Essay. Awesome right! More of that type of news to come soon. Well, at least I am putting in damn lots of effort to buck up now! I just want to be very serious with my studies and everything else can be put on hold. I deactivated my facebook account already and hopefully I can resist the temptation to reactive it. So no more procrastinations and no more distractions! Just pure studying all the way. :))
Monday, July 13, 2009, 8:01:00 PM
The consolidated time table totally sucks big time. Not only are lessons so long and breaks so short, school finishes darn late! How am I suppose to find time for Art after school and the due date is only 2 months more away. By the time I reach home I'm too dead to even have any energy left to study and worst still Prelim 2 is just 8 more weeks away. I am seriously starting to hate going to school more these days!
Saturday, July 11, 2009, 1:10:00 PM
Before I change my Fall Out boys music playlist off my blog, just wondering if you guys ever notice this verse from the song 'What a catch, donnie". It is the slow song in this play list. It says- 'They say the captain goes down with the ship, so when the world ends, will God go down with it.'
hmmmmm........................Food for thought! :))
Friday, July 10, 2009, 10:12:00 PM
'New Moon' is released in the US already and I want it so badly. I waited months for it and god knows when Singapore will have any stocks. I will just have to order it online along with my Vampire Academy 4 'Blood Promise'. That is one book, I got to have right on its release date next month! Now~ UPDATES!! I bought my fall out boy 'folie a deux' album last friday already! My prelim 1 exams finished yesterday with a blast! I said with a blast because it was such a killer paper. Geography Human paper would still be a killer even if I were to spent my entire June Holidays studying for it. I was bullshitting my way through the whole paper. I don't understand any of the questions and I honestly don't know the answers at all. So unless I pass my physical paper very well, I'm assuming it's a guaranteed fail grade for me. Awesome isn't it. My prelims is screwed and I am going to be screwed when meet the parents session comes. I watched TRANSFORMERS again! I can never get enough of all the visual and sound effects. I won't promise that this will be the last time I am going to watch it. :)) I finally bought a proper pair of shoes for myself. My last pair were destroyed by Tiger and I have been living off my slippers since then. And as promised before my exams, I went books shopping at Borders after the movie. I've added 'the trouble with valentine's day', 'The one that got away', 'Leopard Rock', 'Hex and the Single girl', 'I'm in no mood for love', 'Testing Kate', 'Decent Exposure' and 'Italian for Beginners' all to my collection .These 8 books are all 'A little black dress Book'. That is the publisher for these girly romance novels. There are more than a hundred of these books out there and I am going to start collecting as much of them as possible. After all I am one girl who loves to read on idealistic romance with happily ever after endings. It is an assurance to me that true love exists, somehow.
Thursday, July 9, 2009, 11:49:00 PM
I was reading the newspaper this afternoon and when I saw the article on MJ memorial service, the emotions inside me started stirring. I had never experienced losing someone important to me before and it took me this long to accept that he was really gone. I can't help but start crying. Not only was he a part of my childhood, but also a role model. And I'm sure he was in everyone else's life too. This whole thing made me realised that life is really very fragile, anything could happen anytime. I can't always take for granted that there will always be a tomorrow. I cannot take for granted of the presence of important people in my life. I have to cherish, treasure and love them. No one knows what the future may bring, but we can live for the present. From today onwards,I am going to start LIVING life and not take it or anyone else presence for granted anymore. As for MJ, he will always be remembered in my heart.
Friday, July 3, 2009, 10:42:00 PM
Who are you that my heart will do the little flips and flops. What are you that could bring a big smile onto my face with just anything you do. Why am I laughing retardedly to thin air just thinking about you? When you made me angry, I would never think twice of forgiving you.
Who are you that I long so much to be in your arms. What are you that I would give my chances to be hurt. Why do I trust you wouldn't.When did I start believing- Maybe you are the one I've been looking for.
Who are you that I need to see every night in my dreams. What are you that could make this list go on and on. Why do I believe that maybe the impossible can be possible. When did I start choosing- To listen to my heart.
How did you make me fall so truly, madly, deeply in love with you; But yet not knowing so . I will be a good girl and keep my promise I made 2 years ago till it ends on 23rd November. After that day, could you promise me that you would help me? I want to have the courage to love without reservations. Please promise me. For the rest of you, happy guessing who. I'm done with my confession. Ciao! :))
Thursday, July 2, 2009, 12:06:00 AM
I am months late, but the temptation to buy Fall Out Boy's " Folie A Deux" Album had never been greater! I always had love this band. The only song I ever heard from this album was I don't care. Just now, I visited their myspace page and found out that the rest of the songs are REALLY GOOD too. I will go grab a copy of the album soon and so far this is the only second album I ever bought after Faber Drive's. In my opinion, good music must be supported! Anyways, I had finished my papers for this week- Economics and geography paper 1. My next paper would be a week from now and hopefully, I will be prepared for it by then. Economics paper 1 was not too bad, it was just as I had expected it to be. While for Geography paper 1 today, lady luck must had been shining on me! Believe it or not, I only started studying for it only yesterday afternoon. With the limited time I had left, I only pick 2 things to study- Global Warming and tectonic hazards management. And thank god, both came out for essay questions and the case studies were relatively easy too. Oh well, it is still too early to say and I still have a Human geography paper to prepare for. You know how I always complained about my father being so strict on us and was never happy with any of my results. I am beginning to change my perception on that. Somehow or rather, I feel that he has become very 'fatherly'. Not too long ago, my mother told me that, even though he was very strict with us, but everytime after a quarrel, he would cry to himself and blame himself for being so rash. I got to admit he has a horribly terrible temper, but it is just because he just couldn't control it. Every morning during the holidays, he would wake up early in the morning just to cook for us because he worries that we wouldn't have any food to eat for lunch. Every evening, he would rush home just to prepare dinner for us. Every night I must sleep with my lights on because I am afraid of the dark and also because of the sleep paralysis thing. However, these past few mornings, I find myself waking up with the lights off. It was only just now, when my dad walked into my room thinking I was already asleep that I realised, it was him who had been switching my lights off for me after I sleep. To be honest, I am very moved. Where on earth would I ever find another father like mine! And of course, I have my heavenly father to thank for giving such wonderful parents. :)) P.s. I wanted this to be part of my father's day blog post but looks like I am long overdue. Honestly, lady luck must be smiling at me right now to make me feel that I am the luckiest girl in the whole world. (:
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