There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 11:33:00 PM
If we could shrink the earth's populationIf we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following. There would be: 57 Asians 21 Europeans 14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south 8 would be Africans 52 would be female 48 would be male 70 would be non-white 30 would be white 70 would be non-Christian 30 would be Christian 89 would be heterosexual 11 would be homosexual 6 people would possess 59% of the entire world's wealth and all 6 would be from the United States. 80 would live in substandard housing 70 would be unable to read 50 would suffer from malnutrition (ONE)1 would be near death; (ONE)1 would be near birth; (ONE)1 (yes, only 1) would have a college education; (ONE)1 (yes, only 1) would own a computer. When one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need for acceptance, understanding and education becomes glaringly apparent. And, therefore . . . If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If you can attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than three billion people in the world. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 500 million people in the world. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, but most do not. If you can read this message, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all. As you read this and are reminded how life is in the rest of the world, remember just how blessed you really are!
What do you perceive as the seven wonders of the world?The following short story which you are about the read, is my all time favourite story and I would love to share it with you guys. This story is kind of popular, so for those who have read it before, let it be a reminder to you; and for those who have not read it before, let it be a new lesson learnt A group of students was asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes: 1. Egypt's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St. Peter's Basilica 7. China's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noticed that one quiet student hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the 'Seven Wonders of the World' are: 1. to see 2. to hear 3. to touch 4. to taste 5. to feel 6. to laugh 7. and to love." The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. This are simple and ordinary things that are in everyone of us, yet have we ever appreciated these gifts? Or are they often overlooked and taken for granted? I hope that you, after reading this story, will just pause for a moment and start appreciating these special gifts god have given to us. (: The most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 9:41:00 PM
Wheee! Went to TPJC investiture with Darwina today. My house is so near TPJC and amazingly I got lost on my way there. I took a cab from home as I was running late. Apparently, the taxi driver have no idea where TPJC was and I don't even know the exact address of that place, then we ended up driving around Tampines in search of that place. Why does Tampines have so many streets and avenues, it is so confusing. Thankfully, Darwina and I were not late for the Investiture. Their Investiture was less formal as compared to ours. It was heartwarming to see the seniors putting on the badges to the juniors and also they coming together singing their own council song. The song is beautiful. It was all over within an hour. Then we went to the reception and mingle around with the rest. Made friends with many TPJC-ians, but I could not remember their names, cause there were simply too many of them. Hahas. They just keep coming and going and we talk on lots of stuff. They are very friendly people. Meet up with James and Randolf again! Hahas. Made friends with them during the MI investiture when we were stepping up, and yet, now I am seeing them step down. They didn't forget me! Hahas, but apparently James remembered me as Sabrina and Randolf totally forgot my name. HAIS. After talking to them, James and Randolf brought us around the school to look. Their canteen is totally different from MI! Hahas. It looks exactly like a scene from the market! They even have the tables and chair a market will have. After walking around their school, you will definitely feel how blessed you are to be studying in MI. The very nice people: Randolf, James, Me and Darwina. While walking and talking to Darwina today, I suddenly fell again! This time I landed on my ankle, very pain lor. Don't know why I keep on injuring myself, yesterday was my arm and today is my ankle. Hais! I have been feeling very tired lately so I am off to rest.
Monday, April 28, 2008, 10:53:00 PM
Lets start the post of with pictures from SLA Competition, 23 April 2008. Beautiful sceneries from the River Terrace in th ACM. G.I.S group picture taken after the competition (1) G.I.S group picture taken after the competition (2) Our poster... As you guys have maybe already heard numerous of times, Our G.I.S team clinched the 2nd place for the competition after R.J.C and also won the best booth award. All of our hard work, staying back late in school everyday since the March Holidays have all paid off. The preparation for this competition and also the memories and things I learnt during the whole competition period will be the most valuable experience that I will never forget. Finally, I am officially withdrawn from Pre-U seminar!!! (: I helped a stranger today! Hehes. This morning while waiting for bus 506 to arrive, there was this middle-aged man who was alighting the bus. However, he seems to be having problems, whereby half of his body seems to be in semi-paralysed condition. Everyone in front of him was just staring at this poor man dragging himself down the bus. Even till one point whereby he reached out his hands hoping that someone will just reach out and helped him. Yet, those people right in front of him, just continue staring, unwilling to help him at all. Seeing that no one could be bothered, I just went up to him, held his hand and helped him down the bus. This set me thinking throughout my bus ride to school. There was so many people right in front of that guy, yet everyone decided to just use their eye power. Are they too caught up with their own lifes, that they do not even have the time to help a man in need. That man even reach out his hand for help, yet no one right in front of him took it. Is Singapore becoming a city of self-centered people? You decide.
Sunday, April 27, 2008, 1:01:00 AM
I have not been in the mood to blog lately. Will update EVERYTHING tomorrow. Today I shall leave you guys with a story. THE BOY AT THE TRACKMany years ago I drove a taxi for extra money. I primarily worked the east end of Toronto. This was back in the days when the Greenwood Racetrack was in operation. The track was a pretty lively place. Crowds of people were always streaming in and out. I did a lot of business down there dropping off fares and picking them up. When I think of those days, I remember one particular summer about 30 years ago. Each time a taxi drove up to the front of the track, a group of local kids would run along the sidewalk angling for position by the passenger door. One lucky kid, or to be more accurate the most aggressive kid, would open the passenger door and say “Good luck at the track, Mister!” The man getting out of the cab would invariably mumble thanks and flip the kid a quarter on his way from the taxi to the entrance of the track. It was a routine that everybody knew. Sometimes the cops would chase these kids away but they always came back a couple of hours later or the next day. Throughout the summer, one kid caught my eye. He was bigger than most of them but he was pushed away by even the smallest of all the other kids. He never pushed back. In fact he would even step aside when others pushed forward. He was actually courteous in the midst of all these aggressive kids. Each time my cab or any other cab drove up it was another chance to be the one to open the door and say, “Good luck Mister!” and maybe get a quarter. This kid never stopped trying. He would watch the cab approach, figure out where it would stop along the sidewalk and then try his best to get to the door. He never made it. He always got pushed aside. But he never gave up. Then one day his chance arrived.As I was pulling up to the sidewalk all the kids were scrambling for a cab that had arrived just ahead of mine. They didn’t notice me pulling up. The boy saw me and walked toward my taxi. As I pulled up I made sure to position the passenger door right beside him. He didn’t miss a beat. He opened the passenger door with a flourish and said to the man getting out, “Good luck at the track, Mister!”But the man who got out of my cab did not say thanks. He did not flip him a quarter. He said, “Get out of my way kid!” and he pushed him aside so hard that the boy fell on the sidewalk and I knew it hurt him bad. I was out of the cab in less than 10 seconds but I knew I would never find the man that pushed this boy down. He was gone in the crowd. So I looked for the kid. I decided to give him $20 for the effort and gumption that I had watched him go through. By the time I spotted him he was far up ahead, walking away through the crowd, hands in his pockets and his head hanging down. I could not get to him. The other cabs behind mine were honking their horns and drivers were screaming obscenities at me, telling me to move the cab. The traffic cop was waving at me to get back in my taxi and get going. The kid was walking the opposite way. By the time I got the cab turned around I lost sight of him. All I could do was pound my fist on the steering wheel. I never saw him again.Over time I have thought about that kid. I thought I would like to find him one day and tell him that if only he had stuck around a little longer I would have given him a whole $20 instead of the lousy quarter he was after, because I was so struck by his spirit. After 30 years I realized that maybe I learned an important lesson from this kid. And maybe I am supposed to pass it along. When things seem so hopeless that you are ready to give up, that is the time when things are most likely to turn around for you. One day we will all be recognized for how we tried. Not necessarily for what we did.So don’t ever let up or walk away from integrity, because it will be the reason for your reward. I got this story from " http://www.inspirationpeak.com/cgi-bin/stories.cgi?record=72". There are also plenty of others touching and inspiring stories on that website. Hopefully after reading this story, it did inspired you. (:
Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 11:03:00 PM
I only had Art, PW and PE lessons in school today with the rest of the subject teachers being absent from school. It was very slacking during school hours. Stayed back in school for GIS till 8.30pm and it is seriously scary to be the only few left in school. Tomorrow is finally the GIS competition, we will definitely do our best and hopefully do well. I am very tired now, so I going off to sleep. Nights. Wishing to hear the blessings from you.
Saturday, April 19, 2008, 11:17:00 PM
SC Investiture's PICTURES.* To save pictures, click on the picture, it will open in a new window screen and save it from there. Enjoys! We were suppose to do some fierce look like Darwy, but ended up with 3 different expressions.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 9:23:00 PM
I shall put today's post in point form cause I am very tired and want to sleep asap. Today was SL investiture. Was embarresed wearing a super big blazer walking around school like spongebob, but got used to it after awhile. Volunteered to do ushering duties. My parents did not turn up in the end due to work. Sitting up on stage for the whole ceremony was tiring, but exciting. I enjoyed the mixing around session with the guests. Made friends with councillors from Duman JC, HCJC, ACJC and TPJC. Brought ACJC and TPJC guys around the school and I realised our school is very small compared to theirs! hahas. Had lots of fun talking to them and learning more about their school. After the whole Investiture thing, went for G.I.S. With the help of Wei Lee, Darwina and "Andy" we finished taking the footage for our interview session. Now all we have to do is to make it into a proper video. Then had to accompany Darwina to do her first duty as an SC, that is detention. While waiting till 6pm, helped to clean up the S.A.C which was filled with flour and feathers. Played horribly on the spoilt S.A.C piano. Then went home really really tired. Tomorrow is going to be another busy day and most importantly our first day as Student Leaders. Hais. P.S Will upload today pictures another day!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 10:58:00 PM
I woke up this morning and told myself, Today will be a brighter day and everything will be alright, I will be happy. And that was what exactly happened today! Attitude is everything. Hahas. Finally I have good news to blog on. Our G.I.S Team entered the finals for the competition which will be held next wednesday at ACM. That would also means staying back every day for preparation for our presentation and interview videos. After raising my hopes and disappointing me for three times already, my chinese teacher finally found a vacancy for me and hopefully this time I won't be disappointed again. Hahas. Lastly, my parents might come and attend my investiture afterall! Hahas. I am so happy, afterall they have not step into the school at all before and it is their first time seeing their daughter making them proud! I am praying very hard that they will turn up tomorrow, and hopefully they will. After such a long time, I can finally tell myself, I am very very happy today.
Monday, April 14, 2008, 10:02:00 PM
You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true. - Sidney MadwedCourage and cheerfulness will not only carry you over the rough places in life, but will enable you to bring comfort and help to the weak-hearted and will console you in the sad hours- William OslerThis were the 2 quotes that gave me comfort when I was sad today. I cannot believe my foul luck today. I was late for school on a Monday and I even left my house way before my assigned time. Got a lecture from the vice-principal and hopefully I do not get another one from the council teacher tomorrow. Got a cut on my hand thanks to my geography book and god knows where I got another unknown blueblack from. On my way back home I encountered my monthly road accident experience again. Sometimes I really do feel like a jinx.With all these bad stuff occuring to me almost everyday, I should have long declared: Life Sucks. Yet, I did not. Because I have learnt no matter how bad life is and how much you hate it, it goes on. Life is full of choices indeed. I can choose to cry over my hundred and one reasons of ill luck, or I can choose to forget everything, be happy and hope for a better tomorrow. Who would not be upset with so much terrible stuff happening on a daily basis? But somehow between those sadness, I just have to learn how to accept it. I will cry, I will blame myself, but after all those tears and blaming, I am going to courageously accept everything with a smile and most importantly believe in myself. Tomorrow will be a better day, my life can't be that bad. (: Be a strong girl, Grace!
Sunday, April 13, 2008, 11:52:00 PM
I had similar nightmares again last night. I was so terrified that I have to leave the lights on before I could fall back peacefully into sleep. Woke up early today morning to attend my mathematics tuition. Revised on differentiation today and had a tough time trying to solve even the basic sums. After tuition, I decided to take some time off, slowly appreciate and observe the smallest little things that I would missed during my usual rushed day. Though it was only a short while, but I enjoyed every single minute of it. (: Then I sleep through my whole afternoon, before waking up in the evening and start doing my homework. If only everyday was this carefree, I would definitely be the most happiest girl on earth! Hahas. Hopefully, I think.
Saturday, April 12, 2008, 12:17:00 PM
Dear Lord, Why raise my hopes and take them away? Why make me fight so hard for something that just won't happen? Why make me think, when there are not going to be any answers? Why make me love when " happily ever after" do not exists? Why make my tears fall, when I could have just smiled? There are so many questions, yet no answers...All these started because I love him. My mind is in a mess, my feelings are in a whirl, I am acting all weired like some crazy person. My smiles are appearing more often, my tears are falling more, my prayers are filled with blessings for him, I am becoming more clumsy, blah blah blah... ugh, whatever; I just do not know how to express myself. Recently I prefer to spent my days outside as compared to at home. Every time I am home, I will definitely get into quarrels with my sisters or my parents. To save such unpleasantness and before my tolerance break lose, I rather not stay at home. My mum wrote a letter for miss Ong and is going to fax it to her, hopefully this time I can manage to pull out of Pre-U seminar. I am not going to go there as a replacement, just because someone else pulled out. I know that I am losing a good testimonial right here, but how can I enjoy this whole seminar, when my heart is regretting this decision. Sabrina and the rest were right, I am not firm enough. Which is the reason why I lost my chances. I am such a weakling. This whole week I am super unlucky. Took cab to school twice consecutively, because of investiture next week I cannot be late. My PI needs serious editing. My falling rate is increasing again, don't understand why I keep tripping over stuff. Did Umbrella duty on Friday, it was really exciting to be in the rain helping others. Though I fell sick after that, but by noon I was well enough to be my joyful self again. Decided to change my blog song, as this song have been stucked in my head throughout the whole of Friday, after hearing Noorie singing it in class, MLTR have amazing songs! Hahas. Tuesday will be the G.I.S results for the finals, hopefully after all the hard work and stuff, our group will make it into the finals. Then it will be another week of hardwork! (:
Thursday, April 10, 2008, 9:32:00 PM
Once again, my hopes have been dashed.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008, 9:02:00 PM
Today is the submission for the G.I.S project. I feel so relieve to have this heavy weight removed and this means I can finally catch a proper sleep after weeks of slogging. I am left with SC investiture which is next wednesday, waiting for the GIS prelims result and finding a chinese girl to replace me for Pre-U seminar. By hook or by crook, I am going to find someone to replace my position in Pre-U seminar or get myself withdrawed. After persuading my chinese teacher countlessly to get back my application for the trip, I am given the last chance. Hopefully, this time everything will fall nicely in place. All my recent blog post are just accounts of what I am going through for the day. It is only once in a blue moon that I would type something on my feelings and thoughts. Guess it is the difficulty of expressing, but I will try to do so now. I will try typing on love. It has been about a year since my last relationship so I may be pretty bad at this now. (: Even as time has passed, my perception of love has still remained the same. " What is love?" This is the question that have been asked countlessly practically by everyone, some will find the answer and some never will. For me, Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.Love is not about gifts, going out and all the tangibles. It is all about the tiniest things that could touch a person's life. A little gesture, appreciation, words, care and concern, smile, thoughtfulness, sacrifice and understanding, are the essence of love. I will continue this another time. When I fall in love, I hope it will be forever.
Monday, April 7, 2008, 9:07:00 PM
I was seriously dumb today!Will leave you guys on something to ponder upon.What if... a long, long time ago... somebody told you that you would one day live on a beautiful planet, surrounded by stars and mountains and oceans and where almost anything was possible.. What if they told you that you'd have the ability to laugh and sing and love... and that you'd also be met by many interesting, sometimes painful challenges, all of them designed to teach you important lessons you will need for future journeys. What if somebody told you this hundreds of years ago - before you were even born? Would you have believed them? I would. (:
Saturday, April 5, 2008, 12:30:00 AM
I went to withdraw from Pre-U seminar today and the teacher replied me: " Unless you can find another chinese girl who has the same calibre, pass our interview, willing to take your role. If not, it is not possible." How can I find someone that is me!?! Those conditions are definitely impossible to meet. This is totally unfair, I am being forced to do something I don't even want. Hais. This seriously sucks. My studies is definitely going to drop! With just the GIS competition alone, I am staying back so late in school, spending all my time on the preparation, much less having any time left for studying even for my tests. With SC investiture in 2 weeks time, apart from the final leg of GIS competition, there will be many rehearsals up ahead. My life is totally in madness.On a lighter note, I am thankful that our write up is almost complete. Today was the first time I went to a MPS session. I learnt plenty of stuff and it was a good experience. I even helped them to write appeal letters! Hahas. Would love to try it out again. Yesterday filming and interviewing of our group was broadcast on the chinese news today! It is a pity I did not manage to watch the broadcast. Yesterday injured my thumb and today my knee cap problem is back again! I got alot of problem hor. Hais. This is the life of an unlucky girl. (:I will leave you guys a story to read. Two ChoicesJerry was the kind of guy you love to hate. He was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life." "Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life." I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it. Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business. He left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma centre. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body. I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he said, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live, or I could choose to die. I chose to live. "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the emergency room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read, 'He's a dead man." I knew I needed to take action." "What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big, burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything. (:
Thursday, April 3, 2008, 10:05:00 PM
Today interview and filming was held in school instead, due to the heavy rain. For the first interview with CNA, we were like so stone and formal unlike the one with SLA. That was pretty engaging and fun, we were ourselves. Overall the experience was awesome and we definitely felt a sense of accomplishment. Now the important thing is to rush finish the whole project by saturday morning and hopefully we will be able to enter the finals. Finished the whole thing at around 7 plus, came back home pretty late and tired. I will definitely get a big fat zero for tomorrow math's test. I finally made my decision for pre u seminar. For my own good I am going to drop out of it. This time I will firmly say NO to the teacher.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008, 8:52:00 PM
Dear darlings, From today onwards, I am going to start putting in effort in my studies. With so many activities, I find myself lagging behind, it is time I should catch up, especially for my mathematics. I was very moody today and guess it is due to my tiredness and headaches. Hopefully the headaches will go away after tonight's good rest. Tomorrow is going to be a very long day. Our GIS team will be going down to Bishan Park again, this time we will be filmed and interviewed by CNA. Hais. This means before I sleep tonight I have better to know how to answer the questions tomorrow in case if I am asked. SC investiture is coming in 2 weeks time and that means rehearsals starting from this saturday!
Tuesday, April 1, 2008, 10:32:00 PM
For the past few days that I did not blog, I was busy with plenty of activities. On Sunday, I tried to make the cereal chocolate again for the 2 nd time and this time it tasted way much better than the first time! Then I spent the whole night doing the CIP presentation board which turned out lovely and I am so proud of my hard work! Yesterday was my mummy birthday, gave her a flower and her favourite tiramisu cake. For once after such long time, it is heartening to see my mum smiling radiantly on her special day. It made me feel happy too! Spent yesterday night trying to finish my PI draft, which was totally useless as my whole template format was wrong. I ended up writing a report style PI draft. Had to redo the whole format and had a hard time summarising my points. I was like the last few people who submitted my PI for commenting. Despite all these headaches, I was pleased with my draft, especially with my English! Hahas. Compared to before entering MI, my English have definitely improved by leaps and bounds; which is also all thanks to some people. Today is Wei Liang last day in MI! This means that it will be harder to find A6 now and chinese lessons will be even more boring now- there will be one less person to talk to, cannot reference anymore chinese homework from you and no more interpretation of chinese to me! One less person to play tennis with, no more advice from you and A6 is definitely not the same without your entertaining sacarstic remarks. HAIS. I am definitely missing you, my dear friend. =( With the GIS dateline and SC investiture nearing, it is going to be really tiring. Hopefully Sabrina and I can manage to summarise and re-type the entire GIS write up by tomorrow. Then at least I have time to study my geography test on Thursday and hand in all my art homework due long ago. I have been thinking about Pre-U seminar and I have tried to at least put in a tiny amount of effort to accept it. But the more I think about it the more I regret being in it. How would you feel if you are asked to do something you do not want to in the first place? How can I willingly put in any effort or even enjoy when my heart is not there at all. I am not going to be happy. Hais. Wanted to blog on something interesting, but my eyes are already half closed. I shall leave it for another time. Nights(:
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