There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
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Saturday, June 30, 2007, 2:29:00 PM
Never Let you go lyrics.
Never let you go, lyrics.The rain just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains My heart cant seem to learn to part the hold you left your mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now but give in If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know I'd never let you go The way you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything that day I can't believe we'd never dance just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance Tho I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now but give in If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know I'd never let you go
Tears of love
Tears are words that my heart could not say, A crystal drop of it could touch someone's soul, The silent tears are the worst that love can gives you, No matter what I do for you, A thousand tears will always flow from my eyes.
Friday, June 29, 2007, 6:20:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOH THENG AND FION!
Dear Readers, Today was woken up by 2 phone calls, specially by Qiaoying and Anthony, to get my butt out of my bed and meet them on time at Bugis! Hahas. Oh well, drag myself out of bed and took my own sweet time to prepare. Thats explain why I am a little late. HAHAS. But its considered early already okays. Got the present for them and off I went to bugis. Took up some time to choose the cake for them, ended up with a mango cake. The already melted cake by the time we ate it. When we went to Bugis Seoul Garden, horros of horrors, It was booked for a private function. That leave us no choice but to change our plans. Took an whole hour, to decide where to go and have our lunch! Anyways, went to Taka outlet of Seoul Garden. Well, it was originally planned for Seoul Garden, so its a MUST no matter what happens. Hees. We were queuing behind 2 guys, but they were such a gentleman, and let us have it! So sweet of them ya. Heys, Singaporean guys, you better learn from them okays!! BE A MAN! =D At Seoul Garden, we were basically like having steamboat instead of BBQ! Hahas. I was like a lightbulb sitting in front of the two lovey birds. =X LOLS! Oh well, had lots of fun, until on my way home. Lets see the pictures first behind telling you the experience back home. [Special Thanks to Anthony for taking our group pictures, hahas, this explains why he isnt in any of the pictures!] Continuing on with my entry, will be talking on Manners of Singaporeans(esp, AUNTIES)! Was taking the green line back home. There was these VERY OLD AUNTY( she doesnt deserves to be called young!)who was so very inconsiderate. Considering the time is 5.45pm, its the peak hour, and the train would certainlly be packed with plenty of peoples. It was so hard to even hold on for grip. THAT AUNTY was SO CONSIDERATE to take lean against the whole pole, and onto my hands and a few others. So nice of her. After that throughout her whole ride, she was moving closer and closer to me! "Do you like my hands so much till you want to kiss it?" Imagine how annoyed I was. By the time we reach lavender, she was already directly in front of me! She can move around the pole 90 degrees. And she started SNEEZING! EWWWWW. Worst of her, right in front of me, she picked her nose! THAT WAS HORRIBLY DISGUSTING! Her daughter was also no better. Knowing that her mum was such a PEST, she didnt even say a would. Like Daughter, like mother, she loves my hand also. Throughout the trip she keeps holding on my hand for grip!!! Ask your mummy stand properly lah! Thankfully for all passengers, she alighted at ALJUNIED! HAHAS. Sometimes it just simply makes me wonder, this kind of situation is common in Singapore. How do we, as Singaporeans, feel about ourself! Even it may not be us, but we are of the same species. They are labelled as Singaporeans, so are we! Because of this minority of us, We are labelled as typical singaporeans!
Thursday, June 28, 2007, 6:59:00 PM
RANDOMNESS
Your Love Style is Agape | You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male | Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
You Would Do Anything For Love | Anyone who stands between you and love better watch out! You'll do almost anything for your true love - even if it puts your life at risk. You are an old fashioned romantic and believe in unconditional love. Once you love someone, you'll always love them... no matter what. |
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating | You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
Your True Sign Is Virgo | Shy Picky Genuine Smart and Logical Caring and Helpful A Total Perfectionist On the Conservative Side More Listening Than Talking |
You Are 76% Happy | You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
You Are a Natural Beauty! | You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless |
You Are 80% Intuitive | You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead. |
Never Date a Libra | Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear. Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear.
Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio |
Your Love Life Secrets Are | Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
You Are An ENFJ | The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.
At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud |
You Are a Daisy | You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in. |
You Are Pretty Happy Being Single | You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything! |
You Are 28% Shy | You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. |
You Are The Star | You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.
Your fortune:
Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better! |
You Are 86% Thankful | You're an incredibly thankful person, and everyone around you feels very appreciated. You inspire people to be more optimistic, forgiving, and grateful. |
You Are a Realist | You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope. |
You Are A Good Friend | You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
Your Emoticon Is Smiling | Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world. |
You Are A Blue Girl | Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
Your Travel Personality Is: The Adventurer | For you, travel is how you learn about the world. And you like to learn the stuff that's not in guidebooks. You truly have wanderlust. When you're not traveling, you're dreaming about where you'll go next. And your travels are truly legendary - they leave you with stories you'll be telling for the rest of your life! |
Your Hidden Talent | You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there. |
You Follow Your Heart | You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind |
You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained | The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
POST EXAMS.
Dear Readers, Finally MOST of my Exams are over, left only with the last paper, ART. Oh well, shall enjoy myself first before I start studying on Principals and Elements of ART. Economic paper was a breeze, especially for the 2 essay question. Hahas. Somwhow, my Data response was quite screwed. But, definitely hope to pass! Then it was the Chinese paper. That was the Most tiring paper throughout the whole exam. I was so sleepy and couldnt concentrate on my paper, even had thoughts of giving it up. Hahas! Oh well, nevertheless, pull it through that paper. Yesterday was Math and geography paper. Math paper was.... oh well, no comment. LOLS! All I only know how to do is press the calculator and draw out the graph given, and 1 log question that is 2 marks. HEHES. Before geog paper, wendy and I went to Joann home to study! HAHAS. It was so comfy, that after awhile, well, we stop studying! LOLS! Her Mummy is indeed a good cook! Geography Paper was a killer paper! Its super hard lor the essay! Oh well, or should I say, maybe I didnt study hard enough. Unexpectedly there was so many earthquake questions. Hais. I can count myself lucky if I manage to pass the paper. Hehes. But definitely no more A's for geog AGAIN! HAIZ. When will that A come popping by. And theres no more chance for me to take h3 geography. but FAILURES WAS NEVENT MEANT TO STAY AS FALURES, therefore, I will study even more harder and get my A that I have been longing for since last year. Today stayed at home and waste my day away. HAHAS. Finally, am able to catch a very good sleep! Now, before I go out with my friends tomorrow, I have quickly got to nurse myself back to health! X)
Friday, June 22, 2007, 10:19:00 PM
Singlehood!
Dear Readers, So, I’m single, with no intentions of looking for a guy, this time I’m letting him find me.
Thursday, June 21, 2007, 8:56:00 PM
SIMPANG BEDOK!
Dear Readers, I finally was able to catch a sleep at 5am this morning!!! Hahas. I was being a very nice girl, helping Darwina to set up her blog. And it was ready at 5am!!! HAHAS. Woke at 12pm, decided to skip lunch as I was expecting a heavy dinner tonight, and it definitely was. Oh well, besides me lazy to prepare my own lunch as another excuse. Hehes. Was suppose to meet Shikin and Suhaimi at 5pm, HAIZ. I thought I was always the one who will be late, oh well, I was definitely wrong. Ahahas. It was around 5.45pm, when everyone reached and we walk to Bedok Market a.k.a Simpang Bedok. Hahas! Dont know why they called it Simpang bedok, heard it was because it is located at the junctions of this roads. Interesting ya. This is the very first time, where I went there to eat, and also meet up with friends to eat at a non-aircon place. You all should try it! Though its very stuffy, but I sort of feel free and its a whole new different experience. There were plenty of food. Finally for the first time in life, I tried Roti John. There were also oyster with egg, hong kong bee hoon, black pepper chicken rice, satay with my favourite ketupat. Just having 3 of us, having to eat that much!!! Imagine how full we were. We had fun chit chatting. Suhaimi had fun with that serangoon waiter yea, hahas. One bad thing about that place is customer service. The thing which I always have been stressing on. Oh well, what can you expect from a hawker. This is definitely a heartwarming experience for all of us! p.s Hooda, you missed out all the fun!!! Next time Suhaimi and I will go down to the west! Hehes.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 10:58:00 PM
Thinking of someone.
To Him Readers, One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve It, that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever, the girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't even though she deserves it.To My heart and mind, This song so best describe my mood/feeling now. My heart is feeling so topsy turvy. First time in life I am so stuck. First time in life, I am stubbornly refusing the thoughts from my heart and heeding the advice from what I think. Why cant the thoughts of the heart and mind be the same. Is because of the different thinking, I am at this state. I used to listen to my heart, what happening now? Or maybe I am just happy with what I have now, that I dont want anything more? I Think Of You Lyrics » Tata Young When I'm down and all alone When nothing seems to matter When I lose my hope When I'm sad and confused When it all gets turned around and 'round I can't seem to reach for solid ground When everything I've believed in seems untrue All I have to do [Chorus] Is think of you I think of you and it's gone Like you chase away the storm Making it all okay I think of you I think of you and I'm strong And I know I can go on It's like you set me free When life gets the best of me I just think of you Now I know what love means And whatever life may hold for me Through the fire Through the rain I believe Cause there's nothing I can't bear Knowing that you will be there If I fall I won't break Through it all I'll make it through Cause all I have to do [Chorus] And when I think I'm all alone I can't see the way to go Lost in the rain of my own tears To wash away the pain and fear [Chorus] For the good times and the bad times I just think of you Cause you know you get the best of me I just think of you Dear Readers, Went back to secondary school today, to get my O level certificate, and also see the chinese orchestra. Had a talk with Zhang Shen, and it really lift up my spirits, when he said, he will talk to the Innova Principal to make a Chinese Orchestra with MI. However, I have to find at least 20 people first. Today also met up with Chia Sin, Jia Wen and also my CO juniors!
Monday, June 18, 2007, 1:23:00 AM
LIFE.
Dear Readers, What is Life?Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. Everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could just freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come. Whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, at that time, everything was perfect. A story which I came across and would like to share it with everyone! "A boy sits in his room. With unseen tears running down his face. Not about to end any time soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just shattered his heart into pieces. Not too far away from that boy's home. Sits a girl, all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end. She understands that things will never be the same. She takes out her notebook and a pen. Starting to write of anythign that comes to mind. She tries not to think about the boy...because the only pain worse then having your heart broken...is breaking your own."
Sunday, June 17, 2007, 1:29:00 AM
Slowing down our pace.
Dear Readers, Haiz. Yet another unproductive day again. I have wasted 3 days in the row without concentrating on my studies. I better catch up. Have my computer reformatted. Lost many of my documents, the most saddening is my emoticons. Hais. Nevermind, I will just collect those all over again. Wonder if I ever get back my smiley face. Hahas. I do have a topic which I wanted to speak on, but yet, everytime I start writing, will just forget what I wanted to say. I guess, its already 1am in the morning, and I am very sleepy and tired from this long and tiring day. Its father's day. Hahas. Have to wake up very early tomorrow. Will be meeting up with my grandparents, aunty and uncles for breakfast in chinatown. Want to know something, I love my grandparents more than anything else in the world! Hehes. This bring me back when I was very young. Speaking of which, I just remembered looking back at photos when I was a little girl. Hahas. How so many things have changed. Will someday post up my pictures when I was small. Anyways, back to the story. When I was young, my parents have to work, that is because they want to give us a better life. I was placed in my grandparents home to live. Imagine me, growing up my childhood days with them, how can I not love them so much. Of course, I do love my parents also. They gave me what I wanted. They taught me whats right, and whats wrong. My grandparents will always bring me out, and my parents will work hard in order to bring me to see the world. I was very much luckier than my sister as I saw much more of the world than the have seen before. I started school when I was 3. Hahas. Surprising? I went to pre-nursery classes. When I was 4,I have to go back home and stay, as that time, I already have my sister. However,I never fail to cry to my parents to bring me back to my grandparents home, and every sunday was a must to visit them, oh well, unless if they bring me to mcdonalds! Hahas. By the way, the grandparents which I speak of is of my mum side. My grandparents from my dad side, doesnt live in Singapore. Maybe that explains the difference of attachment I have between them. Hahas, speaking up to here, I realised a topic have been started already! Oh well, I sure continue my childhood story some other time. Those memories seems to relive in my mind again. Haha. Such happy times, oh well, I am a happy girl now too! :) It only depends on whether you want yourself to be happy or not. In today's society, theres no time for anything, sometimes, we should just learn how to slower down our pace, stop and take a look of things happening around us, learn and understand how this world can be so beautiful. This world, my life, your life, is beautiful. The only question lies in, have you ever stop to look, understand and feel. SMILES :))
Friday, June 15, 2007, 11:11:00 PM
MOODINESS
Dear Readers, Let me start of with yesterday's happenings first. Was so fustrated yesterday! Argued with someone over my dreams. Oh well, its fine now. Today went for debating practice. Haiz, I felt content wise was okies, but the way I presented my speech was horrendiously horrible! I was sucking in my words Haiz. So when I came home, I pick up a book, and started on learning how to read properly. Learning on how to pronounciate my words properly. That is with a price, my throat is hurting badly now, also thanks to the help of 2 packets of potato chips. Cant concentrate on my economic revision, which I should have finish by today!!! AHHH~ I have to speed up! With that I will end with some cute maths pics solutions from my sister clarice! As requested by her! Ciao~
Wednesday, June 13, 2007, 5:30:00 PM
Sleepy Late Afternoon.
Picture taken from deviantart.Dear Readers, Let me first account for yesterday activities. Had fun catching up like the old times with Chiasin. Haha, she was using NYP chinese orchestra, and slowly convincing me to join NYP. Haha! Oh well, I am convinced, and I do want to join NYP for the orchestra, but what course can I take? Had a very tough time going shopping with her! She just simply loves seeing me being tortured! Haha. Now I know why Jiawen didnt join us. Hmm? Jiawen, did you go shopping with her before? LOL! But, oh well, It wasnt that bad shopping with ChiaSin la. Well, I am still alive and my legs are still intact, Ahahas. But we had great time, and also lots of eating. First was the Ban Mian, then milk bread( SUCKS!), the choc eclairs, the blackforest cake, the ondeh ondeh and lastly the spicy fishball! Haha, I must have put on quite a number of weight there. Today woke up at 8.30am to meet Darwina and Sabrina at mcdonalds and study. Once again, Darwina is late again. Hahaha. Next time when we meet, I will give you special time. Hehe. But today study was torturing, I was so sleepy and I cant concentrate well. Going through the MCQ econs question was a torture to me. Oh well, but had fun out with them. Haha. Went home at 2pm and slept all the way to 5pm. Until some liars call and entertain me with their lies. Oh well of course its lies. Liars tells lies, thats why they are given a very special name called liars! Oh well, I dont trust anyone, because of these very special people. Hello, mind you, you hate this kind of people, does that means I like them? I am here officially announcing, I HATE LIARS! If you mean it as a joke, Oh well, lets just say it that I cant take a joke. When I had ask you upteens times, and I have also told you I hate people lying to me. Hellos! I am 17years old, not some 3 year old kid. Oh well, unless I do look that young, HAHA. Dont play with me this kind of game, and especially when I am in a fucking bad mood! Oh well, good job in getting me pissed off!
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