There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Monday, November 30, 2009, 11:25:00 PM
I'm listening to my blog song with my ears plugged in. And boy, the sound effects are so good. It is so different unlike when it is played out loud from the speakers. Life has been mundane for me, but a happy one. That's because I spent all my time watching Super Juniors funny shows and I can't stop laughing at it. Anyone who sees me might think I'm probably some mad women. Tomorrow's my first day of work. I'm filled with anticipation. Firstly, it will be my first time working with flowers and I love flowers. Secondly, I've met the people there, they are very nice. And thirdly, I need to earn money for my holiday trip and a new Ipod touch that will be called Dimitri. This time, I'm going to guard it carefully with my life! Hahahas. That's basically all for my life's happenings. Told ya, it is mundane. Oh yes before I forget, I've got a new addiction from Super Junior. My number 1 is still always and forever Kibum.<3 My number two is still always and forever Donghae. And now, for my new addiction it will be always and forever Kyu Hyun. HAHAS! That is all for my love life. As you can see I'm still living in my delusional world. But! Who cares, It's my life! Muahahaha.... Don't love me. I can't love you.
Friday, November 27, 2009, 1:55:00 AM
What is love? Do people love so easily? If they do, would you call it love? If they don't, is that love?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 10:42:00 PM
I'm finally done with exams...... for now!! HAH!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 6:51:00 PM
For the past three years, I've been waiting just for tomorrow to arrive. I am supposed to be looking forward to it. It is suppose to be The new beginning of a new chapter in my book. But as it gets closer, I am beginning to fear its arrival. But you know what Without a 4-leaf clover I am still a lucky girl. Because I have God by my side. Just like he had been with me for the past 3 years. He will be my strength, He will be my courage, He will be my light in my darkest hour. I won't run away again Like how I did 3 years back. Because I know What I fear Is what I have been longing for, so long. I have just been living in denial, thats all. Okays, enough of me babbling on what's to come the days after tomorrow. All thanks to my newfound addiction to Twitter, I have not been updating much. It is also partly because I haven't been sad enough to write any new poems to post. Well, that is good news isn't it. By the way, I've got a new addiction. That is my Kim Kibum. ♥♥♥He is Korean, a great actor , a great model, a great singer and an awesome dancer. Very unrealistic of me to swoon over him. But at least he doesn't go around breaking my heart. Come to think of it for something so irrational like this is quite rational, don't you think. His killer smile, could warm up any hearts. And the sincerity in his eyes, could touch deep within any soul. I can go on and on with my analysis on how perfect he is, but doubt you would find any of it interesting. Hais........ You make me want to find a prince charming, just like you.
Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11:43:00 PM
Where are you? I need you. Can't you hear my call of despair, echoing through the night. Can't you see my tears flowing; flowing into the abyss of the night. Please tell me you believe in me
Because that's all I ever need to hear.
Saturday, November 7, 2009, 10:55:00 PM
What is a Poem? Does it have to be imaginative Does it have to rhyme And whoever said poems needs to be artistically beautiful? I refuse to interpret my subjects imaginatively , I refuse to rhyme my lines, I refuse to create a poem that all romanticise. A poem is a poem because, I call it so.
It wasn't because I was at the wrong place and wrong time. It wasn't even because it was destined to be this way. You are the wrong guy, just simply because we are from two different world. I don't believe that two people from two different world can converge. Neither can I believe that your words are true. Maybe, I am just not ready for all this. Or maybe, I'm just afraid to fall in love. Whenever I think of love, the pain will always over ride the happiness. I've been hurt many times before, I don't want to give you a chance to do the same as the rest. You can blame it on my lack of confidence. Or blame it on my lack of faith. And if you must; blame me for not trusting you. Because I'm sorry, You'll never get to know how much I love you. I'm sorry, because I am going to break my own heart before I even give it away. This is life, isn't it?
Friday, November 6, 2009, 10:44:00 PM
My new blog song is the theme song for the Princess and the Frog. It contains beautiful lyrics, especially for those of you who are in love. ((: Never Knew I Needed, By Ne Yofor the way you changed my plans for being the perfect distraction for the way you took the idea that i have of everything that i wanted to have and made me see there was something missing for the ending of my first begin and for the rare and unexpected friend for the way you're something that i never choose but at the same time something i don't wanna lose and never wanna be without ever again
you're the best thing i Never Knew I Needed so when you were here i had no idea you're the best thing i never knew i needed so now it's so clear i need you here always
my accidental happily (ever after) the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter) i must admit you were not a part of my book but now if you open it up and take a look you're the beginning and the end of every chapter
you're the best thing i never knew i needed so when you were here i had no idea you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed) so now it's so clear i need you here always
who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here) so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly) undeniably happy (hey) said with you right here, right here next to me girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed) so when you were here i had no idea you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed) so now it's so clear i need you here always baby baby now it's so clear i need you here always
Thursday, November 5, 2009, 8:01:00 PM
If you fell in love with the wrong guy, was it because you were at the wrong place and wrong time? Or was it just destined to be this way? If you fell in love with the wrong guy, what would you do? What should I do? Because everything seems so crazily insane.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 10:07:00 PM
What do I want in life? Do I want to be rich or someone who just have enough to live life by? Do I want to be single and yearned to be loved till the day I die,Or do I want to be single just because it makes me happy that way?Do I want to marry because I have found The One,Or do I want to marry just because I don't want to be left alone?Do I not want to fall in love because there's no one right for meOr do I not want to fall in love because I am afraid of hurt?Do I want to fall in love because I want to be loved,Or do I want to fall in love because I love?BUT, what if....Falling in love means I'll get to love and be loved, he's perfect for me and he'll never dream of hurting me. And that I could still have enough to live my life by and still be happy in every other way.Sometimes unanswered questions are best left alone, sometimes unanswered questions are better answered. So should I answer mine, or not?
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