There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 12:55:00 PM
My new blog song is my favourite song from Boys over Flowers. I finished the whole drama last Monday. It was good but the story line got very draggy in the middle and why do most of such drama has a similar story plot. Anyways, back to the song. This saxophone song was played by my favourite character in the drama and that scene was so touching. And he isn't the male lead. Moving on, I won gala premier tickets to the Night of the Museum 2 held at the National museum last Wednesday. There were buffet, artistes and that movie was better than I had expected. It was very funny. And just last Sunday, my mother brought us to watch this movie again. I had been focusing most of my time on Art recently. I just want to get the coursework over and done with- preferably by the end of June. That means almost my entire June holiday would be spent in the Art room. This would also mean even less blog entries. I skipped school today to revise for my general paper. But from the looks of it, it had been YouTube (check out Susan Boyle's rendition of Memory), face book, blogging and napping. Later on I still have to make my way down to the polyclinic and lie my way through for a MC. I seriously don't like lying, but if placed with the condition that I had to satisfy my form teachers thirsts for MCs, I can't do much about the lying part.
Monday, May 18, 2009, 11:45:00 AM
I know it is a terribly bad time, but I am terribly hooked onto the Korean drama "Boys before flowers". it is horribly good! Oh dear....
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 11:23:00 PM
I am not going to take a gamble with my heart. I can never fix fate, while letting go works for a lot of life, actually. So, that is the end of my love for him.
Friday, May 15, 2009, 10:51:00 PM
The piano piece is dedicated to you. Won't you hear me play?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 9:10:00 PM
I'm currently hooked onto Air Supply's "Every women in the world". An old song, but not too old to touch anyone's heart. Apart from having plenty of holidays, life have been the same to me. My weekdays are spent in school, while my weekends are either spent slacking around or just revising my work. Spending my free time reading books after books. Right now, I am reading "Vision in White" by Nora Roberts. Term 2 is almost finishing and GP exams are coming in two weeks time. Time really flies. Apart from these, I had also been spending plenty of time thinking about life, love and more. Lately, I have been giving up plenty on life even to the point where I don't even care if I will ever live to regret not trying. Partly because I am seriously confused with what I want, what I was looking for; I just wanted to stop pursuing everything altogether. On the contrary, as much as life is so difficult to comprehend, that is the fun of it. All the more you will appreciate life. Love is very complex, even to the point I am very afraid of it. Honestly, if I were a realistic girl who listens to my mind, that would mean "I don't want to fall in love ever again." Luckily, I am an idealistic one who listens to my heart. Ideal versus reality; the idealistic ones always loses out. Maybe it is because of our impossible fairytale demands? I don't know. However, it takes one to vision and dream for something to come true in reality. It takes time, but not impossible. I am not afraid to try to love again. In fact, if up till this point I tell myself that I only like him and nothing more than that, then I am definitely in denial. It is because I am afraid to fail, that is why it is better for me to be living in denial. The last thing I ever want is the person whom I love to hurt me. I rather hurt myself. I don't want to be sad or cry because of a guy, ever again. I have been asking myself this for the past week. "If loving someone is so difficult, would I wait for the one whom I love, or go with the one who loves me?"And so far my answer would always be, I would wait for the one whom I love. I am such a weirdo right. But come to think of it, why be with someone who you could never fall in love with. What is the point of having someone else's love, when I will never have true happiness. The question I need to answer now is "Do I dare to take a gamble with my heart?"Either way, when he is happy, I will be happy for him. I'll be there to catch him when he falls. I'll be there to shower him with encouragements, I'll take all his troubles away...... That is the number 1 rule of Grace's love. Hahas!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 8:21:00 PM
If your happiness is not for me, Will letting you go actually mean having you?
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