You finally saw me completed the cube.
It was just you and me. |
There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. - Edward Cullen to Bella. |
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Monday, January 25, 2010, 11:28:00 PM
You finally saw me completed the cube. Sunday, January 24, 2010, 10:19:00 PM
Then, the unsolved cube, represented my pursuit to happiness. Now, with your help, even the impossible had turned possible. I've solved the puzzle to my happiness. Does it mean anything that, our lives are being intertwined by that little box of puzzle. Wednesday, January 20, 2010, 11:20:00 PM
2010; Wednesdays are my favourite days of the week. I dislike solving the Rubik's cube so much and that is the last thing I would do in my entire life. It makes me fustrated and I do not have the patience to sit through the entire time just to get the colours right. But it became top of my to-do-list, just for you. Just to prove to you I am not stupid. And today, through sheer determination, tremendous amount of hard work, handful of late nights and of course with my intelligence, I solved the entire cube! Of course, a small portion of my success was because of your teachings too. I am so proud of myself! At work, I find myself becoming like some old naggy grandmother to the children. Just to knock some sense into them, I even have to start preaching on some inspirational future talk. But children these days seem to have short term memory, it just wouldn't get my words into their head. And I'm also so tired of shouting and scolding them. But, it would be unfair to say that they are naughty at all times. They still have their fair share of lovable moments. They will show their appreciation for us through cards and just today, they asked me to stand outside the class to prepare for a surprise. It turns out, the classroom wall ended up filled with chinese new year cards from them. Hahas! Maybe they were expecting to recieve some red packets from me in time to come. Too bad, I'm not married. :D Also, I've paid for the Super Junior's Super Show 2 live @ KL tickets already. I'm $600 broke for 3 tickets. Just for you, Kyu Hyun. But! it is just temporary! I'm going to get back $400 from the $600 I pay. Oh wells, either way, I am going to see super junior and that would be the best birthday present I can give to myself this year. With the Super Show 2 in place, my korea trip is definitely going to be delayed. ): I am still waiting for the tour agencies to release their April air flights to Korea prices, before I can start planning for it. I am also tempted to get myself an Ipod touch to store all my SuJu videos even before I go for my korea trip. Don't understand why I can't stop being a spendthrift and start saving for the future. CPF are made for people like me. Love is the word I would use to describe my feelings for Kyu Hyun, but, Love is too strong of a word to describe how I feel for you; just for now. Not because I am too crazy over super junior to return back to reality, but, because you existence is real, I am more protective of myself towards you. I am learning to lift the walls of my heart, so just for now, please wait for me. Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 10:18:00 PM
Was on my way home from a bad day with my mind filled with thoughts of you. Then like a miracle, you appeared in front of me putting a smile on my face. Was it sheer coincidence or was I fated to meet you? Horrible day at work today! Have so much admin work piling up and yet not having any time to clear any of it. Not when I'm so busy with student care duties. My little angels and devils seems to be getting more and more naughty and it's getting a little bit difficult to control them, especially those in the upper primary. That explains why, I am starting to get impatient and very hot tempered towards them. Worst thing- there's this P1 boy, while playing Monopoly, he said f-k. We scolded him, he cried and promised us not to do it again. Then, in the evening, he said it again in front of another child parents. Speaking about wrong timing. Wonder what kids these days are learning. Sunday, January 10, 2010, 12:10:00 AM
New blog song; it's called"Listen.... to you". OST for a new drama series called "Pasta" and it's of course sung by my one and only beloved Kyu Hyun. Let him serenade you with his warm voice. Despite the OT I had today, I still can't finish all my admin stuff for work. Went to Tampines after work and did some shopping. I just can't stop spending lately, bought three new shirts and a hair dye. Went back home and dyed my hair. In the end, there isn't much of a difference. Unless under the lights, my hair still looks black to me. Tomorow I shall get another bottle of hair dye (this time a brighter colour) and try again. And, I'm going down to the optician to get myself a new set of glasses. Then, I cease all shopping for this month. Otherwise I would never save enough for my Korea trip. After a long time, brought Audrey and Tiger swimming today. They definitely did have lots of fun. I haven't spend much of my time with them these days too. I'm glad, I did today. :D The art students are going to have an evening picnic tomorrow. I'm soooo excited! ((: And if you're wondering why I'm blogging so regularly these days, it's because I need to improve my english. I need to be a better english teacher to my little angels and demons and also for my own good. Also no more singlish from now onwards. I'll try! :)) Friday, January 8, 2010, 10:46:00 PM
Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down. Would it be God's gift, or another heartbreak? Should I be confident, Or take away the courage God had entrusted to me. Dear Lord, Is this one of your wondrous miracle? Or when the sun sets, will this mirage disappear like it has never existed before. Thursday, January 7, 2010, 10:13:00 PM
I am so sleepy. Tomorrow's suppose to be the last day of the week for my work. But, I've got an OT till 9.30pm and OT on saturday too. It's very tiring. But knowing I am doing all this for my dream, it is all worth it. This is the first time I have ever worked so hard, put in so much effort for myself. I will be happy. Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 10:19:00 PM
This is my new handphone wallpaper! Soooo handsome. I refuse to be a fan of Cho Kyuhyun! Because he is not my idol. He is just a normal boy who has a lovely voice, a pair of charming eyes, a kind heart that I can't help but fall in love with. ((: I was at the wrong place and wrong time, when love arrive. It wasn't even the right person. But does love always have to be right? Because being so wrong makes my whole world feel so right. Saranghae. :) Tuesday, January 5, 2010, 10:40:00 PM
'Super' facts time! Did you know that my two blog songs are from Super Junior- Sorry sorry and Song for you. And "Song For You" is actually a christian worship song by them. May God bless them! ((: Now back to my post. Although work today was long and very tiring, time flies, so I really enjoyed my entire time there. I'm beginning to start 'taming' my little angels and devils. The good news is that it is great to see them obeying me. But the not so good news is that every time I start 'taming' them, looking at their frightened or sad expression makes me want to laugh. HAHAS. Good time, I'm good at tolerance. Recieved my December pay today and talked to my bosses about my job working hours and pay. So, now I'm only working for 5 day week for the most 44 hours, whereby the rest would be all overtime pay. So just for this 2 days alone, I've already clocked 6 hours of OT. That's a good thing, because it means more money and the faster I can save for my Korea trip. I had to do closing today and thank god the math tutor stayed back and waited with me. Otherwise, I would be all alone and afraid. He's a very nice guy, smart and good looking too. Somehow, ALL the male tutors in our center are too good looking for their own good. HAHAS. Or maybe my bosses prefer hiring good looking male teacher to attract all the female students. Hahas. You never know. :D Anyways, that math tutor even asked if I wanted to do some part time private tuition. Because he has too many tuition job already, so had to let go some. Too bad, I rejected the offer. I've already have too much things in hand and my remaining time are all for me to have a little bit of life in my life. And yes at this point of time I need to declare that I'm not at all interested in him, because this may sound as though I'm swooning over him. Anyways, he walked me to my bus stop. He's a funny guy, so while walking he talked about many rubbish. Then, we ended up talking about my children in the future la and how I should change my mind on marriage. My stand on marriage right now is that it is the last thing on my future's to do list. I love falling in love. I love to be loved and to love. My biggest wish is for my prince charming to arrive into my life. But somehow the idea of marriage spoils everything else- my freedom, my dreams...... Oh wells, who knows in the future when I found the right one, maybe I'll change my mind. Anyways, he kept saying that unmarried people are sad. I find this so not true, look my at my aunty! She's alive, well and still kicking. Not only that, she only have herself to care about and wherever she wants to travel she just go away and enjoy her life. Actually, it is because my dream to travel the world played a huge part in my decision too. Okays, anyways he told me, about those unmarried people ending up living in the rubbish dump all alone. And he said, its not the matter whether I want to get married or not. It is whether I want to live in a rubbish dump or not. Hahahas. And after talking all his rubbish he actually told me that he shouldn't sway my mind too much. Because it feels as though he is proposing to me. HAHAS! If this is the way he is going to propose to a girl with all the rubbish talk, I would feel very sad for the girl. Okays, I shall end today's rubbish post with me announcing that " I AM STILL VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH KYU HYUN, ONLY." Monday, January 4, 2010, 9:29:00 PM
Wanted to write out my New Year resolution today but I'm too sleepy to do so. Maybe I shall do it sometime over the weekend. Student care started today. Hence officially commencing my job as a student care teacher, adminstrator, cleaner (washing up after the children), tuition in charge, and other stuff. Such a nice name to my post, but the things I have to handle is basically running the whole center. It makes me all the more unhappy with my pay. Worked for ten hours today. The little angels and devils were pretty well behaved today. I say well behave right now because over the next few days, when they start to get use to my presence, they will become chaos. There was this one P1 malay boy whom I had to send to school today. He is so cute and gentlemanly for such an age. It was his first day in primary school and I feel as though I'm his mummy sending him off. He doesn't know what was his class is and he kept asking me not to leave him there alone. So I ended up walking him all the way to his school hall to find for his class. My class learned about vowels and consonents today. Teaching them makes me feels like a real teacher. And it is such a marvelous feeling just to share with them part of my knowledge (not that I have many). Before this week, I was counting and wishing hard for time to pass quickly, now I am wishing hard for time to just stop flying pass. Sunday, January 3, 2010, 11:57:00 PM
Haven't written a proper post in a long time. Neither will I be doing so right now, nor putting up my resolution. Haven't updated for so long and I don't know where to start. I'll shall start with updates on my life. Just came back from a wedding dinner. Everything was so black and dull. I could very well camouflage with the background. Oh wells, as long as they are happy. I'm no longer working as a florist since a long time ago. Resigned even before I went for the second day. Have been holding a job as a full time admin and student care teacher for an education group for almost a month already. Basically, you can call me the EMA ( education management associate). Nice name huh. I don't even know what it means. Spent Christmas day and New Year's rather blandly. It was suppose to be the time of the year, but it just didn't feel special at all. I don't know why. It is as though Christmas and New year has yet to arrive. I'm still waiting for prince charming to arrive and sweep me off my feet and getting a guy would not be part of my 2010 resolution. Time will one day bring him to me. But , I do know much more clearly what I am looking for in my prince charming. From my blog songs, you can clearly see I'm still very much in love with Super Junior. You can't blame me. They bring sunshine to my life. But, I'm no longer in love with Ki Bum;he just isn't there at all. I am slowly falling in love with Cho Kyu Hyun. He doesn't have the best of looks even though when he pin his fringe up he looks seriously pretty. He has small eyes, cute curly hair style, a sweet smile, a smart brain and most importantly a wonderful voice. Every night I've to hear him sing "Yue liang dai biao wo de xin" before I can fall asleep. There's so much sincerity and warmth in it. Oh yes, he has the same birthday and same blood type as me. Coincidence or what? Look! I can't stop speaking about him. HAHA! I'll post a picture of him in a while. Work starts at 7.30am tomorrow. I love my job, but I don't love going to work so early in the morning. Hopefully the children will be good tomorrow. :)) Friday, January 1, 2010, 9:23:00 PM
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