There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Monday, June 30, 2008, 9:01:00 PM
I am dead tired! Stayed up the whole night studying Economics and watching the Euro Finals. The best thing is SPAIN WON! I am so happy. Look at the Spain team's style of play they deserve to win. I used to think that Cristiano Ronaldo was considered one of the hottest guy out there, but isn't he too overrated for that. Spain has a whole team of it, especially Fabregas!!! Darwina, I want a Spanish guy, while I find a black one for you. Hahas. By the way, I am just joking about having a Spanish guy. The "All guys are the same" still stands for me. I might even consider being single and unavailable for the rest of my life. Hehes. I just want to live a simple life, travel all around the world, and be someone happy. Surely, this small dream of mine will at least come true right. No love could ever beat the excitement I get from exploring new places and at the top of my list right now is the Colosseum in Italy. I don't seem to be interested in being an Urban Planner anymore, it will be too boring to do that for the rest of my life. But I will definitely do something in the line of Geography, my life has always been around Geography. When I was really small I wanted to be a tour guide, then in Primary School it was a meterologist, in Secondary school it was to be an explorer, then it was Urban planning and once in a while the crazy idea of being a Seismologist and a Volcanologist will pop up. Right now, I am thinking about Hydrologist. The sad thing is I am afraid of water.Besides being a teacher, isn't there anything else out there that has all of this in one? Hahas.Whatever I do in the future, whichever way I choose, I must be happy! :]
Sunday, June 29, 2008, 8:35:00 PM
That's it! I am neither going to waste anymore of my precious braincells nor my time thinking over what is confusing me. This time 'ignorance is bliss' shall work for me. I can go and avoid it, ignore it or even forget it, I have enough of believing in love. In the first place, I should not have even place my trust in any of this at all. Looking at people around me, I should have realised earlier that true love does not exists at all. With my previous experience, I should have known even better. Why did I even trade my smiles for tears, my happiness for heartaches, and my carefree life for worries and confusion. Why do I keep believing that Prince Charming do exists out there, he is just an idealistic character afterall. What is love? I don't recognise it anymore. I thought it was suppose to be happiness, why does it only bring fear to me? I am betrayed by my own ideals. All I ever want is to know that there is at least one guy out there that is different from the rest.I was wrong. I never will believe in it ever again! From today onwards, love will be nothing else to me but a four letter word.
Saturday, June 28, 2008, 11:57:00 PM
Went to East Coast Park with my family just now. Finally did my cycling together with Clarice. I must do it again next Saturday. It has been such a long time since I last did any outdoor activites. The sad thing is I have to do it in the evening, otherwise the heat rash on my arms will get worst under the terribly hot weather. The photos below seems very blueish, it reminds me of Picasso's blue period. Hahas.
Friday, June 27, 2008, 8:29:00 PM
Another batch of photos in Indonesia from my cousin. These pictures were taken during our day trip to Bandung. Our coach. Yummy pineapples along the way. Supposedly due to the volcanic soil they use for farming, the pineapples are much sweeter than the usual. The hotspring. During lunch in a Sudanese Restaurant. Guess that will be all for the Jakarta photos that I will be uploading.
The weekends has finally approached and my physical geog paper is finally over. Feels like I am undergoing physical weathering as this heavy burden is lifted away from me, you may call this 'pressure release'.
Now, I am only worried about my marks for this paper. If ever I were to fail this paper, I am going to regret so badly for not reading the essay questions properley. I was totally frightened by the chimilogy of the 'Either' question that I straight away went to do the 'Or' question and it was horribly written! After finishing the essay, I went to re-read the 'Either' question, and it was everything that I have learned! There goes my 25 marks. How could I make such a mistake, now I have to study extra hard for my human paper to pull my marks up.
I have been wanting to go cycling early on Saturday's morning at ECP, and that is tomorrow! It has been such a long time since I have been to the beach. After this whole week of cramming, I should also be getting my rest. That is, hopefully and wishing very hard on my luck tomorrow that it must not rain! I have changed my blog song too. Its called 'Far longer than Forever', one of the songs for the animation 'The Swan Princess'. It brings back memories of how I used to watch this animation over and over again. I am a fan for Disney productions, so you can't blame me for believing in fairytales and the morals that comes with them; like how true love will eventually comes and from my favourite story, beauty and the beast, on how beauty lies in the heart. Of course, in reality, our lives is made up of many little 'happily ever afters'.
Thursday, June 26, 2008, 10:15:00 PM
More photos from Jakarta, there might be more coming. Hidden Kimberley, Me(: , Clarice, Mummy, Cousin(jiejie elina), Uncle Johnathan, Cousin(korkor Bernie), Daddy.
Geography is driving me crazy with all its theories. The formations of volcanoes an earthquakes are much more than it meets the eyes. Then there is the complicated mass movements and the processes of weathering with all the factors accompanying them. Worst thing, I can't remember any of them! I promise NEVER to study geography last minute ever again.
Sabrina came over to my house to study just now. While in the midst of doing volcanoes, the crazy idea of holidaying on the Hawaiian Islands came popping into our heads. We were like sure anot? So its a promise, we are either going to Hawaii or backpacking around Europe!!! Lets save like nuts now. Lols. Want to be crazy like us? We welcome you. (:
Monday, June 23, 2008, 5:51:00 PM
Today is the first day of term 3 and also the first day of exams, it spells disaster for me too. Chinese paper 2 is super difficult lor! Already not being able to read the words is bad, but even for the MCQ choice answers I don't even understand any. For comprehension was some interpretation stuff, totally screwed that up by answering it stupidly. After today's paper, I am even more convinced Mid Year will be a killer, congrats to the not prepared me. My flu and cough suddenly seems to have revived, not that I have even been fully recovered. My luck is totally playing with me again.Am I really happy already, or am I just trying to be one. What is happiness?
Saturday, June 21, 2008, 11:02:00 PM
Had loads of fun talking to Sabrina and Darwina last night. I want to go on the Singapore Flyer. Waiting for someone to take me up there is taking forever. So Sabby, Darwy lets just go up together with Yi Min. We will definitely have lots of fun screaming for help and vomiting right at the top, right Darwy. Can't believe Sabby fell for that.
Spent my entire day watching television. There was this comedy show, taiwanese drama, prison break and Lord of the Rings. I used to think prison break is stupid, of course that was before I watch it. I definitely have been living under the rock. Lord of the Rings is one of my favourite movies, it was from the same movie that I started admiring Orlando Bloom's acting.
I have decided to spent today's night awake. I must finish all my microeconomics chapter revision. Hong and I will be cheering for Holland tonight, ahahas. Darwina don't jealous okays.
I definitely do sound happier today, don't I? :D
Friday, June 20, 2008, 9:13:00 PM
Before I start blabbering on my boring life, just want to say thank you to my friends for showering their concerns. I appreciate it. To Sabby and Darwy, sorry that I got you guys worried. I didn't reply you guys because I just wanted some time alone, but thanks. I am one lucky girl to have this 2 dear friends for me. (: To Dinesh, I am so honoured to have you mention my name in ur blogpost. Hahas. It was so shocking that I even had to ask you, " is that grace you mention in your blog referring to me." Hahas. Seriously for a moment I seriously thought it was the other one. Anyway, thanks dude. I will kept your advice in mind. Of course, these weren't the only others who were there for me. Thanks to all. My flu is almost cured. I am now left with occassional cough and a sexy voice. LOLS. I feel so much better crying it all out yesterday. I am still lost, but ignoring it may be the best way for me now. Spent the whole day locking myself up in my room. Like that I can even prevent new quarrels. My mum sent me a sms just now, saying how terrible she felt after hearing words yesterday and blah blah blah. Anyone can easily guess correctly how I was feeling at that time. All I know is- I am tired of being a nice girl. Did some studying today. Read finish two books on volcanoes, read the economics mid year exam 2007 answer sheet and did finish my chinese homework. The only thing that got me headaches is I just remembered we have to finish ALL the geofiles including the new book on population!!! Geofiles nightmare again. Jakarta: 13 June '08 - 16 June '08Here are the photos I've taken in Jakarta, and Yes sabrina, I have uploaded pictures of the volcano crater as well. Enjoys. Day 1:
The 3 pictures below were taken while I was in the bus, there were some examples of the slums we saw at the city fringe. They were by the riverside and you should really see how terrible living conditions were over there. (Double click the picture for a larger view.) This is definitely one burning dish that is too hot to resist. Guess what is inside. Chicken. Thought it would have been something unique, guess this is the Indonesian way of cooking chicken. The back view of our hotel- The Borobudur Hotel. Random shots taken around the Hotel. The mini hotel park, there is even a running track. Our floor lobby. Day 2: Went to some shopping center right after breakfast. But the shopping experience was so terrible that we decided to just go back to the hotel to slack before the dinner in the night. I should have taken pictures of the clothes they were selling over there, you will definitely not buy anything at all. Lets say, dressing sense in Singapore and Jakarta differs way alot! Had lunch in the hotel and played tennis with my sisters. Definitely had a hard time, it is not as fun as playing tennis with Darwina, Fandy and my brother. Had the dinner at this place. The outside of this building looks terrible, but it is very grand inside. Looks can be decepting. Hahas. A picture of my cousin Elina- the star of the night and me. Thats my Auntie on the left, also her mum. Some random shot taken inside the ballroom and a precious one too. Ask me and I might tell you why. Hehes. Needless to say, a beautiful, graceful and stunning pictures of me. Day 3: Woke up at 6am, because the whole Wong family is going on a day trip to Bandung. We had to take a 3 hour bus ride to there, so the earlier we leave the more time we have. Random pictures of landscapes in Bandung taken during the bus ride. Bandung is a beautiful place, so much more better than Jakarta and to think that Jakarta is classified as an urban area and Bandung a rural area. The picture above is supposedly a tea plantation. You could see this kind of structures along the roads of Bandung. It is their home as well as their shop. Photos below are on the Hotspring, can't remember the name. After lunch, we visited my first love.
Above are beautiful pictures of sceneries surrounding my first love, but only the magnificent Tangkubanparahu Volcano caught my eye. My first love, definitely have a super long and difficult to spell name. My first love is an active stratovolcano. It last known eruption was in 1983. The picture above is the crater of my first love. The fact that there is the presence of gases (supposedly sulphur dioxide) emmited out from the volcano shows that it is alive. Finally a picture of My first love and I. I also did horseriding over there, but my dear handphone decided to die out on me. This is the second time my handphone ran out of battery when I was in the mood of taking photos. Anyway, as for the remaining time, we went to some shopping district in the city center. Shopping there is way better than Jakarta. As for Day 4, we just slack in the hotel until the bus was ready to pick us up to the airport.
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