There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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Thursday, October 30, 2008, 10:20:00 PM
A level Chinese paper was manageable. As usual my composition would always be question 2. For the first time, I wrote 4 pages for my composition. Paper 2 was like the two extremes. The textbook passage part and the comprehension was easy, but the close passage and MCQ was so difficult. With the helping words and choices to choose from, it was suppose to help me. However, whats the point of it when I don't even understand or even know how to read it. The choices seems all alien to me, so I ended up just anyhow choosing the answers. Hahas. Project Work seems very long and draggy today. Maybe it was because we were the last group to do our presentation and we were already tired from waiting. OP was fine, but not as good as yesterday. Tomorrow is the day!!! My group's PW official OP. I feel really excitied but yet nervous. Hopefully I will do fine. After all it is the last time the Frida Kahlo group will get to do something together. I am blessed to have such wonderful group mates and I will definitely miss the times we spent on PW together. I better pray hard, I don't get my "speech fright" tomorrow after seeing the audience. Otherwise I will start speaking like a train with my cue cards shivering along with my hands. Will be drawing the uni brows for OP tomorrow. I hope no one will laugh that bad, otherwise I will feel embarressed. Now, Check out our unibrows. Swear I look really weired and funny. Better not laugh tomorrow if you do see me.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 10:48:00 PM
I was very moody, listless and hot tempered throughout today. Not a side of Grace you get to see any other day. Oral presentation was great today. After spending every night reciting my speech to my sister and recording it, I at least get to see some improvements. I also managed to answer the Q & A relatively fine. If only the question asked during the actual day would be that of this. I better pray hard. Everything was fine, until something made me very pissed and upset. The weired thing is I am not pissed at that thing, but at myself for being so nice. While taking the train home, even with my earphones on, I could hear them discussing it. With my mood already in a bad state and with this thing going on, I was almost close to tears. But I hold it back; I'm a strong girl ain't I? Tolerated everything until I reached home, locked myself in my room and cried my heart out. At least I feel so much more better and lighter after crying. I managed to knock some sense into myself too. I must not have any negative energy, I must be strong, confident and believe in myself and the whole group. This whole week have been shit for me. But since I have already got so far, I shouldn't stop now. Sometimes I am proud of myself to be able to face up to reality and make decisions. It makes my life so much more meaningful. My knee cap is aching again. It must have been the soya milk I drank yesterday again. My knee also goes crazy everytime after I drink soya milk. Hais. Meet up with Sabrina just now. Went to her house to see her baby sister. Her baby sister is so tiny and very beautiful. Then, sat at the void deck and studied with Sabrina. I practiced math!! Hahas. Shared with Sabby plenty of my problems too. Now, I am as happy as the usual me again. :D
Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 9:09:00 PM
I was suppose to watch the last episode for the 9pm Chinese show, before I realise that today is Tuesday!!! I am one day late. Ahhh... Never mind. At least got some free time now to practice math questions. The promise I made yesterday on my blog, I broke it. Anyways school today was fine, except for me being very lame. I keep coming up with really stupid nonsense. Well at least, I brought smiles and laughters to others today. :D This also proves that my sense of humour have not gone bad. Hahas. I guess my craziness can be attributed to the long weekend at home, therefore I am very happy to be back in school today. I kept injuring others today, like how my paper accidentally poke someone else's eyes or how the scissors suddenly flew off from my hand and almost injured people before breaking into pieces. But it was really not intentional. I'm sorry. My mood started to become glumy during math lesson because I was mentally tired by then already. Well, at least Mr Lim siting at the patch of water, TWICE, brought some laughters. Hahas. Well, that was partly my fault too. That table with the patch of water was suppose to be mine, but I had it changed and if I didn't ask him math question this wouldn't have happened. Thinking about all these, makes me feel like a jinx. But I am proud of it, as looking from another point of view, at least it made the day more enjoyable. Hahas. I want to watch Tropic Thunder!!! :(
Monday, October 27, 2008, 9:40:00 AM
Now, I finally changed my blog song to "Can I Have This Dance." My Pw group came over to my place to practice our Oral presentation yesterday. OP is only this Friday. Suddenly everything seems to be going so fast. A level's starts this thursday with MT paper. And once again I am going to announce: I am so not ready for MATHS!Today I am stuck at home with the Deepavali pubic holiday. I am going to make an official promise right here. Why? In this way, I wouldn't break my promise or compromise on it.So... I promise to do my Chinese Homework, complete my latest Math test paper, and revise on normal distribution- all by today! I will blog on my progress later on. Hahas.
Saturday, October 25, 2008, 8:18:00 PM
I hate my father, I hate my father so much!!!! I never would have wished to say this of him, but I really do hate him right now. I just let my mummy signed my report book, and all my dad did was to just keep shouting at me, to keep saying how lousy I am, and to keep comparing me. Even right after I shouted at him, that I didn't care what he thinks, it's my results anyway. He still could'nt keep his mouth shut and kept saying all those hurtful words. So what if I top my class, so what if I am on the top 10% chart, I am still a failure to him. All I ever wanted was to hear a word of praise, I just wanted my parents to be proud. But at the end of the day, I still cannot be happy. My heart hurt really bad to hear these words from him. How could a father say that to her own daughter. Maybe I really am a failure. Not only my life is screwed, even my love life is too. I don't understand, why is it so difficult for me to face the person I love. Why am I so fucking arrogant, where are my Hi's and Bye's. I don't seemed to even be in love with him at all. I'm sorry; I am afraid of so many things that I could never once show you I love you. I must have been the worst girl to ever love you in such a way. I don't want to hide anything to myself anymore. It is so tiring bottling everything up. I am tired of living my life in a wrong way. As much as I may be a failure of my life, I am not going to give up. As much as I fall, I will keep on trying. This is my life, as long as I don't give up on myself, Life may still be beautiful. ________________________________________________________________ Went to The Cathay and watched High School Musical 3 today. The story is beautifully plotted. It is better and so much more grander than the first 2 musicals. I love the music, especially " Can I have this dance". The lyrics is beautiful. Can I have this dance
Take my hand
Take a breath Pull me close And take one step Keep your eyes Locked on mine And let the music be your guide. Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing) To keep dancing Wherever we go next It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone Like you It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do And with every step together
We just keep on getting better So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance? Take my hand
I'll take the lead And every turn Will be safe with me To be afraid
Afraid to fall You know I'll catch you Through it all And you can't keep (even a thousand miles)
Us apart (can keep us apart) Cause my heart (cause my heart) Is wherever you are It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone Like you It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do And with every step together
We just keep on getting better So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance? Oh,No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide Cause together or not Our dance won't stop Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for I know I believe That we were meant to be, Yeah, It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone Like you (Like you) It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We (we do) do And with every step together
We just keep on getting better So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?) Can I have this dance? Can I have this dance? Can I have this dance?
Beautiful lyrics ain't it. In all, it was amazing. The sad thing is, this is the last of the sequel.
Friday, October 24, 2008, 10:28:00 PM
I am in the process of uploading pictures into my "Hari Raya" and "Memoirs of 07A6" albums in friendster. So classmates if you want pictures just get it from my friendster alrights. As I browse through pictures after pictures, it made me feel very blessed to have 07A6 as my class. There are so many beautiful and unforgettable memories. Then, I thought if I never would express my gratitude and appreciation out right now, I may never find another better chance to do so again. Our class started out with different cliques. But along the way, as we bond together, study together, learn more about each other, we have grown to become like a family. Our class has the most rojak subject combination, so we don't see each other much during lessons, but to still stick together in the end, I cannot find another class spirit as good as ours. I cannot bear the thought of having our class splitting up into other classes next year. Goodbye is the hardest and saddest word to say. I love my class so much. Thanks for always being there classmates! :)
Thursday, October 23, 2008, 8:09:00 PM
YesterdayWent to catch a movie- Rocknrolla with a group of classmates. Personally, I find the movie very confusing, very difficult to understand, and I didn't like it. But I had fun hanging out with them. After the movie, we went to Starbucks and sort of have a mini birthday celebration for Marissa and Darwina. I will upload pictures another time. My PW group have also completed our written report yesterday. I feel very relieved and am very proud of our report. It is the fruits of our hardwork. TodayI have so much to say, but the more I edit this part of the post, everything I wanted to say have already been edited off. I just need a shoulder to cry on.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 9:14:00 PM
I did not know locking my blog can be such a troublesome thing. There needs to be another way if I need to prevent unwanted busybodies. I came to school only at 11am today. The night before I slept at 2am just to edit my group's WR. So being a very lazy girl, it was impossible for me to wake up at 6am. Met Ashley at 10am to go school together and he was late, again. This is very normal from him I guess. Project Work lesson was the same. I went to math class late again. For the whole 3 periods I only completed 3 questions. Pathethic right! Alrights off to complete correlation worksheet now and hopefully I do.
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 10:11:00 PM
Friday's Jalan Raya was awesome! It was fun, enjoyable,tiring, and a whole new experience. It was my first time celebrating Hari Raya with friends. There were 13 of us. We started from Fathi's house, then moving on to Huda's, Mala's, Darwina's and ending at Dinie place. We didn't have enough time to do visitings in the West. Every house we visited it, it was eating and drinking. By the time we finished Dinie's place it was already 11.15pm and I was very full and more than half dead. Hahas. Our class should have more of this outings. Jalan Raya Photos. More photos would be posted up as soon as I get if from my friends.
At Darwina's Place: Moving on, my friends from New Zealand- Anita, Nikki and their mum would be coming over to Singapore in December. They would be staying over at my place for a week. It has been more than a year since I last saw them. The last time they visited, they stayed for a month and I became their 'tour guide'. We went visiting to places such as the Zoo, shopping centers and many many more others (I forgot already). Wonder where can I bring them to this time round. They could try out the Singapore flyer, but I am still saving my first ride for my birthday.
To come to think of it, my birthday seemed to have just passed and it is arriving soon again in another 3 months time. Time passes really fast and I am getting old really fast too. HAIS.
So Darwina, hows my sunflower 'surprise' plan coming along? No worries, you have 3 more months to execute it. Hahas.
Went to Vivo City with my mum and sisters today. I realised it has been ages since we all went out together. I ate alot today again. Alrights, shall end my post here. Need to practice my maths. CIAO!
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 10:26:00 PM
I can't wait for tomorrow's A6 Jalan Raya outing. It will definitely be very fun. :D
Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 9:26:00 PM
I declare myself the world most happiest girl for today. Words cannot explain the joy I have in finally making my parents proud. For the first time, they acknowledged me. I have been waiting for the longest time for this to happen. My mummy told me she was very impressed and she knows I would make it. These rare words holds so much significance to me. At least I finally understood there was another person other than myself,who believes in me. That is my mummy. My daddy didn't say much, but I could feel that he too was like my mummy. I seemed to be like a child deprived of parental love. Don't get me wrong alright. They have always love me and my relationship with them are not strained. It is just that, I guess like me, they find it really difficult to express their love. Therefore, words of encouragment and praises are rarely heard. They pushed their children through harsh ways. This however, was ineffective with me. I never do like my encouragements to be in a harsh manner. I prefer it to come in praises, love and motivational words. Afterall hearing these are much more pleseant and beautiful too. I realised a change in me. I am expressing myself so much more easily than before. I am unsure if that is a good or bad thing, but it feels great to share.
Monday, October 13, 2008, 10:33:00 PM
Darwina, Shiqeen and Yong Hao spent the whole of yesterday at my place doing OP slides. My life is filled with so much PW deadlines that I am neglecting my Art sketches which 3 boards are due this Friday and math which is arriving in 3 weeks time. There is so little time, yet so many things to do. Our group unexpectedly stayed back for night study to revise our OP slides and speech. My speech is still too long and I have to speak so fast that sometimes I get out of breath. My headaches are happening so often, especially during school days. Stress? Lack of sleep? Or even my uneven meal time? I guess it is part of everything. Hopefully my terrible headaches will stop altogether one day. My eyesight is getting worst. A first time in so many years. :( And did I mention how my memory hasn't been good for awhile already. Its feel as though I have become so old and forgetful. Thinking about this, brings me to a point- I have not been taking care of my health. Skipping my meals due to all the workload, I so better not get any gastric. I am very very exhausted. I have starting reading 'Twilight'. I am in love with the romance Edward the vampire has with Bella the human. I am totally hooked onto the book. Its amazingly good. I stil have 3 more books from the series to go. Audrey is very poor thing right now. She has been having some skin problems, maybe due to the swimming pool. She did some minor "operation" and she looks really terrible right now. Some parts of her body are left with the flesh only. I saw her crying for a moment just now. It pains my heart so much. Dogs do have feelings just like how we human have too. She must be in pain and very upset about her looks right now. She has to be like Frida Kahlo, be strong girl!Darwina just made me realised how Frida Kahlo character was so much like mine. Of course, I definitely am much more fortunate as compared to her. However, we always showed the happier, confident and optimistic side of us in front of others. Guess, this is the kind of impression I want to leave on people. There is always a brighter side to life. Sometimes, it is easy having this part of me. But I also struggle at times. That is when all my foul mood and frustrations comes in. By be it a facade or not, I guess this is just part of me; my character. I used to be a pessimist, but now maybe you can call me an optimist. This facade is not just for show. It is a goal for me to reach out to and change myself to a better person; someone happier, full of compassion, confident, to hope, to dream, to have faith and to believe. So everytime I fall, I am a step closer to my goals. So Grace keep trying, keep falling but never give up on yourself!! I love my life, do you?
Saturday, October 11, 2008, 8:41:00 PM
"I am confused, my heart is in tangles, my mind is in a whirl and my feelings spells trouble for me." Oh please, not again. I gave myself a life today. I needed a break away from my school work, or otherwise it will drive me crazy. Went to the The Cathay to catch a movie with Kimberley. I have been longing to catch "Painted Skins", but we were half an hour late. Therefore, we ended up watching "The House Bunny".This is the first time that I have ever watched a BAD movie. In fact the storyline is so horrible that 15 mins into the movie, I totally regretted changing my mind. Went walking around Plaza Singapura and bought quite a number of art stuff to decorate my room.
Got back my promotional results today. I am disappointed with not meeting any of my targeted grades, but after going through all the scares and nervousness previously makes me rather contented with whatever I have right now. As compared to mid year, I have also improved for quite a number of subject. I just hope my parents would be happy with my grades when I break the news to them. H1 Math examinations is in 3 weeks time. Here I am so very busy with project work and art sketches that I can hardly even find any time to practice math. As the day draws nearer, I start to worry even more. I need better time management. HAIS!
Thursday, October 9, 2008, 8:51:00 PM
"If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me..."I can't make you love me,want me,or understand me..All I can do Is hope that someday you will.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 10:12:00 PM
Life has been mundane for me. It is all about Math, Project Work, Art and Chinese. Lessons remains the same, except for the fact that my workload is increasing non-stop. There are so many things to do, but so little time. My terrible headaches seems to be occuring more often with the increase stress I have on my workload, promotional results and most importantly H1 A'level examinations. I am very worried with my promotional results. Part of me wants to know the results very badly, but the other part of me is afraid of a whole lot of disappointment. I promise myself, no matter what I am going to see on Friday, I am going to accept everything be it good or bad. There is nothing much I can do about all the disappointments. Rather than fretting over it, why not work so much more harder at preventing history from repeating itself. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. Just accept it and move on with life. :D
Monday, October 6, 2008, 7:31:00 PM
Keep on Knocking, Keep on Asking, Keep on Seeking Unknown When Colonel Harland Sanders retired at the age of 65, he had little to show for himself, except an old Caddie roadster, a $105 monthly pension check, and a recipe for chicken. Knowing he couldn't live on his pension, he took his chicken recipe in hand, got behind the wheel of his van, and set out to make his fortune. His first plan was to sell his chicken recipe to restaurant owners, who would in turn give him a residual for every piece of chicken they sold--5 cents per chicken. The first restaurateur he called on turned him down.
So did the second.
So did the third.
In fact, the first 1008 sales calls Colonel Sanders made ended in rejection. Still, he continued to call on owners as he traveled across the USA, sleeping in his car to save money. Prospect number 1009 gave him his first "yes."
After two years of making daily sales he had signed up a total of five restaurants. Still the Colonel pressed on, knowing that he had a great chicken recipe and that someday the idea would catch on.
Of course, you know how the story ends. The idea DID catch on. By 1963 the Colonel had 600 restaurants across the country selling his secret recipe of Kentucky Fried Chicken (with 11 herbs and spices).
In 1964 he was bought out by future Kentucky governor John Brown. Even though the sale made him a multi-millionaire, he continued to represent and promote KFC until his death in 1990.
Colonel Sanders' story teaches an important lesson: its never too late to decide to never give up.
Earlier in his life the Colonel was involved in other business ventures--but they weren't successful. He had a gas station in the 30's, a restaurant in the 40's, and he gave up on both of them. At the age of 65, however, Harland Sanders decided his chicken idea was the right idea, and he refused to give up, even in spite of repeated rejection.
He knew that if he kept on knocking on doors, eventually someone would say "yes."
This is how Jesus has commanded to approach life. He said, "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." (Luke 11:9) This verse follows a story Jesus told emphasizing the importance of a "never-give-up" attitude in prayer. Jesus is saying, "Ask--not just once, but as many times as is necessary. Keep on knocking till the door is opened." If you have made half-hearted attempts at doing God's will in your life...if you have given up too easily in the past...remember: It's never too late to become persistent. It's never too late to decide to never give up. Keep on knocking. Keep on asking. Keep on seeking. __________________________________________________ Math killed plenty of my braincells today. Practicing binomial distribution was very fun, but it left me with terrible headaches. I am stuck with my insights and reflections draft for PW. I have always never been good in the expression of my thoughts and feelings in anything. I better do something about it quick. A levels are in 3 weeks time! I am starting to feel the stress and pressure slowly piling up. I really need to put in lots of effort and start working super doubly hard. It will be night studying again for me tomorrow! :D
Sunday, October 5, 2008, 11:27:00 AM
You Are Worthy Unkown. Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly; The best way to keep love is to give it wings. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without hope; To be without hope is to be without purpose. Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you have been, but also where you are going. Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way. Beautiful poem isn't it? Lately I have been searching around the internet for inspirational stuff, so over the next few days you will see plenty of inspirational stories, poems and quotes up on my blog. Reading these once in a while, gives me an opportunity to understand and appreciate life more. They are the source of my beliefs. It is World Animal's Day. Remembering in the past, I wasn't really a fan of animals. Even though I have always preferred dogs to any other domestic pets, I am very afraid to even touch it. Right now, I am a proud owner of two golden retrievers. I guess, time changes everything. Therefore all the more we should cherish and treasure what we have right now.
Just a few days back, I started moving towards faith again. After so many things happening recently, it is no wonder I am placing my faith in Lord. I don't know if this is going to be something temporary or permanent. However, no matter how many times we are going to forsake him, he will still love his children all the same. Yesterday I ate alot. Jalan Raya was yummy! So yummy that I am having a bad sorethroat and flu right now. There was rendeng, ketupat, bergadil, lotong, nasi biryani and many many other fried and spicy stuff. Think I am not used to eating so many spicy and heaty food and I didn't drink much water. So poor me, I am sick right now. I've got the bergadil recipe, I will try making it soon. I also have plenty of chocolates at home, this spells good news for Darwina. Hahas. I have decided to start learning all over again. Learning how to live my life as who I am, learning how to appreciate, learning how to understand, learning many other important values and learning how to love again. I guess it is the quote- "Learn like you are going to live forever, Live like you are going to die tomorrow" that spurred me on. Life is filled with penty of lessons and experiences to learn from, I don't want to waste my life away anymore. Time is limited. I only have one life and I never want to regret not making the most out of it.
Saturday, October 4, 2008, 12:32:00 PM
What Is Love? For those who misuse the word love, even kids have a better understanding than adults. A group of professional people posted this question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds: "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. 1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca - age 8 2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4 3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - age 5 4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6 5. Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri - age 4 6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age 7 7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8 8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. Bobby - age 7 9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. Nikka - age 6 10. Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday. Noelle - age 7 11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends, even after they know each other so well. Tommy - age 6 12. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6 13. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - age 7 14. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4 15. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. Karen - age 7 16. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think it's gross. Mark - age 6 17. You really shouldn't say "I LOVE YOU" unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. Jessica - age 8 And the winner was a 4 year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly man who had just lost his wife. When the child saw the man cry, the little boy went over into the man's yard and climbed on top of the man's lap and just sat there. When the boy's mother asked him what he'd said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
Friday, October 3, 2008, 9:55:00 PM
Audrey and Tiger in a very rare moment of being loving towards each other. Audrey is the one who has her head over Tiger. Surprisingly, I was able to stay fully awake throughout the 3 long periods of Chinese lesson today. I even put in effort to do the worksheet. After chinese lessons, I stayed back to watch our classmates played soccer for a period before leaving school early. I had my art lessons cancelled due to some stupid excuses we came up with. So, I reached home really early today. I was so tired that I spend my whole afternoon taking a nap. I am supposed to be practicing my math right now, but Clarice kept on encouraging me to read the Twilight series- a romance story between a human an a vampire. The whole series consists of 4 very thick books. My sister started reading it a week ago and she got so addicted that she can't even stop reading and re-reading it. Guess I would follow in her footsteps if I start reading. The movie is coming out in December too. It would definitely be more awesome to watch it on screen rather than reading it. I have spend a whole day thinking whether I should sign up for OBS with the rest of the councilors. And my answer still remains as a No. I am still not mentally and physically prepared for such activities. Furthermore I've got a phobia with water. Kayaking for long hours out at sea is totally MISSION IMPOSSIBLE! When I am better with water activities in the future maybe I would consider, for now I will give it a miss. Tomorrow I am going for Hari Raya visting to my dad's friend place. This is our yearly event. I can finally eat my favourite Ketupat. They also have the best nasi biryani around. I can't wait for tomorrow's dinner.
Thursday, October 2, 2008, 9:08:00 PM
I was in a terribly crazy mood today. It must have been due to PE today. I got to admit, I seriously suck at catching balls. Math was a little tiring today. Drawing graphs is straining my brain cells. Project Work lecture is quite redundant, I would rather have spend my time getting ideas for oral presentation. My PW group got the presentation dates today. I can't really say it is a good slot with external and internal moderators present. But I believe we can pull it through, because we won't settle for anything less than an A. I better start practicing how to present, lest I get my tongue-tied up during OP due to all the nervousness and stuff. I always get nervous during presentation, it so better not happen for OP. "You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without them."
Wednesday, October 1, 2008, 10:37:00 PM
I spent the whole of my Hari Raya holiday with dogs. Brought Audrey for her swim in the afternoon. After her swim we drop by to look at a male golden retriever which my dad has set his eyes on a week ago. Within the next few minutes, my dad went to purchase it. Now, Tiger is my family's new male golden retriever! Don't ask me why his name is so weired, it was named by my dad and he strongly insists so. Tiger is supposedly to keep Audrey accompany, but ever since they saw each other they have been fighting and biting each other non-stop. I don't know if that is normal But if tomorrow when I come home from school and see a missing leg from either of them, maybe I can give you an answer. Tiger is a very handsome dog. I'm serious; I'm already in love with him. Ahahas. I will post up his pictures once it has been uploaded into my computer. He even poses for his photos. He is very tame and not as much playful and naughty as Audrey. Since he is a male, I thought it was suppose to be the other way round. Oh well, I love them both all the same. And they are so not going to have any kids alrights! Its the "stop at two" policy for our family. I won't be posting up that story I have written yesterday anytime soon. If you want to read it, you can just ask me for the link. I will give it to you. Lastly, I want to wish all the children and the young at heart HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!
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