
To Him Readers,
One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve It, that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever, the girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't even though she deserves it.
To My heart and mind,
This song so best describe my mood/feeling now. My heart is feeling so topsy turvy.
First time in life I am so stuck. First time in life, I am stubbornly refusing the thoughts from my heart and heeding the advice from what I think. Why cant the thoughts of the heart and mind be the same. Is because of the different thinking, I am at this state. I used to listen to my heart, what happening now?
Or maybe I am just happy with what I have now, that I dont want anything more?
I Think Of You Lyrics
» Tata Young
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
Dear Readers,
Went back to secondary school today, to get my O level certificate, and also see the chinese orchestra. Had a talk with Zhang Shen, and it really lift up my spirits, when he said, he will talk to the Innova Principal to make a Chinese Orchestra with MI. However, I have to find at least 20 people first.
Today also met up with Chia Sin, Jia Wen and also my CO juniors!