Dear Readers,
BIG NEWS: I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!
Anyone, looking from my tagboard, you can basically see my sister, clarice and I quarreling. Hahas. Just dont bother much about that people. We always do that! X)
Back to the topic today, just before writing this blog, "I went back into the past". Looking at pictures when I was in Secondary school, and how I grew up to be this person today. Though about happy things that happened then. Seriously, I do miss secondary school life. Most of all I miss all my friends, especially my "TanBoYue" darlings. Looking through the last concert I performed in, at the National Library Drama Centre. How I simply wish time would have stop at that moment and never move again, cause from then on, I knew I can never perform ever again. The hours spent of each and everyone of us to make this concert a perfect one, and a perfect one it was. One of the best I ever performed in.
Remebering, after the concert, we had a day off and had fun in Sentosa. That was the last time I have been there since, and also the only time I really had fun in Sentosa, the whole group for once was united and having so much fun! I wish, there could be another chance like this, where the atmosphere will be filled with laughter.
Coming to MI,a new school compound, beautiful friends there are, awesome teachers, but, I cant be who I am. I guess its because, I lost my way to express myself; through music. A girl who loves being on stage, not only to perform but to her, its a form of expression to her, how can she be happy not being her?
Now I understand what it is meant" the simplest things in life, is the happiest things you can ever get."
Regret giving up my position in Singapore Poly to come to MI, oh yes, at times I defintely will. I never ever wanted an A level certificate, what am I doing here? But, nevertheless, I will still brave this road that I have choosen. Since I have accepted this path, I wil still continue to strive forward, even if I lose my way, at least I did try, and never give up.
From the aspects of relationship, I have grown up. In the past, all I ever ask from a guy is just 3 things, love, faithfulness and great personality. But now, love is more than just these 3 things. But there is 1 thing that will always stay the same, beauty is from the inside and not from the outside. 3 Ex-es I have all with a big heart. The first taught me whats hope and faith, to 2nd taught me care and concern. The last, Hoang, taught me whats love and trust.
I have been speaking about hoang alot, and you must be very interested who is this person. He is the one that drastically change my life, change the me that I once used to be. He made me understand that love is unconditional. I knew what was, treasure the person you love most, because I lose him once, and I want dont want it ever again. He was the one who can not only tolerate my stubborness, but change it to patience and tolerance, because he was more stubborn than me! Hahas. With him, I never won once in quarrels, because he always have his way. He never lets anyone bullies me, and yet he does it himself. He draws very cute angel pictures, copied from my style and makes me laugh. He take cares of me alot. He was the first person, I ever trusted, because he made me to. His heart was bigger than anyone else I ever knew. He loves and care for others and especially those in need. The cutest of all is he calls himself superman's son. Hahas. We even have a comic strips of it! Will post it next time.
But, he is a very hot tempered person, and always wants things his way. Considering so many things he have taught me. I learnt how to love unconditionally, learnt how to sacrifice, learnt how to give, learnt that if you love a person you will always want to see him happy. Learnt how to be patient and have tolerance. Most importantly, I learnt how to be a cheerful girl who smiles and giggle always. I learnt so much more things, I have grown from a small girl to the girl today.
By the way, I have since moved on after he left for USA. I wish him all the best and may he becomes a pilot which he always long to be or otherwise a nurse.
I have forgotten him, all that is left are only memories. =)
In my next relationship, I wonder what kind of guy will I meet, will he be the one? What important values will I learn? How much more will I learn? Will he be the last I ever will find? Hehes! Hope I can meet him soon enough. X)
Till the day I meet him, may god take care of him and give him smiles and laughter every single day! I want him to be happy!
BIG NEWS: I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!
Anyone, looking from my tagboard, you can basically see my sister, clarice and I quarreling. Hahas. Just dont bother much about that people. We always do that! X)
Back to the topic today, just before writing this blog, "I went back into the past". Looking at pictures when I was in Secondary school, and how I grew up to be this person today. Though about happy things that happened then. Seriously, I do miss secondary school life. Most of all I miss all my friends, especially my "TanBoYue" darlings. Looking through the last concert I performed in, at the National Library Drama Centre. How I simply wish time would have stop at that moment and never move again, cause from then on, I knew I can never perform ever again. The hours spent of each and everyone of us to make this concert a perfect one, and a perfect one it was. One of the best I ever performed in.
Remebering, after the concert, we had a day off and had fun in Sentosa. That was the last time I have been there since, and also the only time I really had fun in Sentosa, the whole group for once was united and having so much fun! I wish, there could be another chance like this, where the atmosphere will be filled with laughter.
Coming to MI,a new school compound, beautiful friends there are, awesome teachers, but, I cant be who I am. I guess its because, I lost my way to express myself; through music. A girl who loves being on stage, not only to perform but to her, its a form of expression to her, how can she be happy not being her?
Now I understand what it is meant" the simplest things in life, is the happiest things you can ever get."
Regret giving up my position in Singapore Poly to come to MI, oh yes, at times I defintely will. I never ever wanted an A level certificate, what am I doing here? But, nevertheless, I will still brave this road that I have choosen. Since I have accepted this path, I wil still continue to strive forward, even if I lose my way, at least I did try, and never give up.
From the aspects of relationship, I have grown up. In the past, all I ever ask from a guy is just 3 things, love, faithfulness and great personality. But now, love is more than just these 3 things. But there is 1 thing that will always stay the same, beauty is from the inside and not from the outside. 3 Ex-es I have all with a big heart. The first taught me whats hope and faith, to 2nd taught me care and concern. The last, Hoang, taught me whats love and trust.
I have been speaking about hoang alot, and you must be very interested who is this person. He is the one that drastically change my life, change the me that I once used to be. He made me understand that love is unconditional. I knew what was, treasure the person you love most, because I lose him once, and I want dont want it ever again. He was the one who can not only tolerate my stubborness, but change it to patience and tolerance, because he was more stubborn than me! Hahas. With him, I never won once in quarrels, because he always have his way. He never lets anyone bullies me, and yet he does it himself. He draws very cute angel pictures, copied from my style and makes me laugh. He take cares of me alot. He was the first person, I ever trusted, because he made me to. His heart was bigger than anyone else I ever knew. He loves and care for others and especially those in need. The cutest of all is he calls himself superman's son. Hahas. We even have a comic strips of it! Will post it next time.
But, he is a very hot tempered person, and always wants things his way. Considering so many things he have taught me. I learnt how to love unconditionally, learnt how to sacrifice, learnt how to give, learnt that if you love a person you will always want to see him happy. Learnt how to be patient and have tolerance. Most importantly, I learnt how to be a cheerful girl who smiles and giggle always. I learnt so much more things, I have grown from a small girl to the girl today.
By the way, I have since moved on after he left for USA. I wish him all the best and may he becomes a pilot which he always long to be or otherwise a nurse.
I have forgotten him, all that is left are only memories. =)
In my next relationship, I wonder what kind of guy will I meet, will he be the one? What important values will I learn? How much more will I learn? Will he be the last I ever will find? Hehes! Hope I can meet him soon enough. X)
Till the day I meet him, may god take care of him and give him smiles and laughter every single day! I want him to be happy!
