Dear Readers,
Today was a high and low day for me. In the morning during geography lesson, my mood was crazy! Like totally. Was doing stupid stuff and laughing and laughing. Hahas. I even had Joann saying that me being possessed by Chucky.
But yet, in my heart, I wasnt happy, yet wasnt enjoying myself at one bit. My heart just hurts. I am very sad. But with my strong and happy stunt who could have even notice or see the sadness that is within me.
This has always been the me. The sadder I am, the more high I will be. This is one way to try and cheer my mood up and hoping that I can just forget everything and be happy. When I am really happy, I wont be high. Thats just because I am already happy, why should I entertain myself.
Walking towards GP class, Darwina and I were have a sing along session. The lucky song is "you are my sunshine". Hahas. Know you can see me desperately needed to brighten my day up. Oh well, but theres no GP.
The Economics presentation was today. Hahas. Thumbs up to everyone!
After HT, I decided to try my hand on the math homework, but no matter how much I redo, I just couldnt solve the equation. I was so pissed off with myself, and attended Math class with a foul mood and not forgetting a splitting headeache. Thankfully, Miss Zhang gave us a 10 mins break in between, and I manage to freshen myself up.
Recently, I have been either not been eating much or skipping my meals. Dont know whats wrong with me.
I just hate it when I know I am sad, I am hurt deep down inside yet I dont really know why I feel this way. Does everything need a reason?
Speaking till here, I have yet to start on my powerpoint slides for tomorrow presentation. Hopefully all will go well just the same as my GP presentation. I finally understood that I will only Lisp( a situation whereby I suck in my words) when I am in front of people I dont know well,just like in debates. hais) when I am seriously nervous. Hopefully that wouldnt happen tomorrow.
Today was a high and low day for me. In the morning during geography lesson, my mood was crazy! Like totally. Was doing stupid stuff and laughing and laughing. Hahas. I even had Joann saying that me being possessed by Chucky.
But yet, in my heart, I wasnt happy, yet wasnt enjoying myself at one bit. My heart just hurts. I am very sad. But with my strong and happy stunt who could have even notice or see the sadness that is within me.
This has always been the me. The sadder I am, the more high I will be. This is one way to try and cheer my mood up and hoping that I can just forget everything and be happy. When I am really happy, I wont be high. Thats just because I am already happy, why should I entertain myself.
Walking towards GP class, Darwina and I were have a sing along session. The lucky song is "you are my sunshine". Hahas. Know you can see me desperately needed to brighten my day up. Oh well, but theres no GP.
The Economics presentation was today. Hahas. Thumbs up to everyone!
After HT, I decided to try my hand on the math homework, but no matter how much I redo, I just couldnt solve the equation. I was so pissed off with myself, and attended Math class with a foul mood and not forgetting a splitting headeache. Thankfully, Miss Zhang gave us a 10 mins break in between, and I manage to freshen myself up.
Recently, I have been either not been eating much or skipping my meals. Dont know whats wrong with me.
I just hate it when I know I am sad, I am hurt deep down inside yet I dont really know why I feel this way. Does everything need a reason?
Speaking till here, I have yet to start on my powerpoint slides for tomorrow presentation. Hopefully all will go well just the same as my GP presentation. I finally understood that I will only Lisp( a situation whereby I suck in my words) when I am in front of people I dont know well,just like in debates. hais) when I am seriously nervous. Hopefully that wouldnt happen tomorrow.
