Dear Readers,
Its been such a really long time since I last post, and yet, I had formed this really bad habit of laziness of writing a blog. Despite all these laziness I face, when I am sad, I will never fail to come to this page and start typing out all my sorrows.
While now as I am trying to buy some time off from the buffering of the POT movie, I would like to express my thoughts on recent events.
Firatly, I have gotten my promo's time table last week. It will be around mid-end september. This week is also the last week of school. By right, I should be happy, yet I feel sad, a few of my classmates have already withdrawn from MI, and theres more to come. The friends I have been with for 2 months, not here around me, it feels weired. I guessed, I have already accustomed myself to their existence around me. Right now, I feel lonely.
To my dearest friends who will be leaving or have left: Though our meeting may not be long, but through meeting you, you have made a difference in my life. I thank you for being there, and appreciate all that you have done, I wish you all the best in your road ahead. I wil always miss you guys! Forget me not!
For HIM if he ever sees this: Thank you for believing in me. You never knew how much it meant to me, and never will you know. A friend who is willing to believe in who I am, is a rare find in this now materialistic world. Those words for me to be kept in my heart, will always remain in there as a memory. All the best.
Now I shall come back to my life.
I took my chinese Oral today. Teacher said I have to improve on my fluency of my reading. But my conversation was not bad. Hahas. Quite unexpected for me, I thought it was supposed to be the other way round. Stupid braces, its giving me problems in my speech. Not only in debating and now also want to interfere with my Oral! Grrrr.
I have gotten used to my single life, ever since 29 March 2007. Its only 5 months of singlehood, yet it feels like years. But I am able to do things which a person in a relationship cant experience, that is loving myself.
In a relationships, we often think of our the other half alot that we often forget ourselve. I took this special opportunity, to reflect on myself, and also to start learning how to trust. I also have learnt that I am ME, and no one should change the way I am suppose to be, much less me changing myself to accustom other people. I also learn that I should have pride in myself, and NEVER again should I ever look down on myself. I have to believe in who I am, and what I am capable of being. I have also learnt that I have to push beyond my limits to scale greater heights.
Most importantly, I learnt that without these dear friends around me, all these efforts will be futile.
Can a person in a relationship learn what I have learnt? They can, yet its very rare, cause a relationship is always about the other half.
Yet though I am sort of enjoying myself, sometimes, just sometimes, I will still ponder upon the thought of when will I ever say those 3 words again. Then I realised, the grass on the other side is always greener.
I am feeling quite of an emo this few days. Hope there will be much brighter and cheery days to come before me.
Its been such a really long time since I last post, and yet, I had formed this really bad habit of laziness of writing a blog. Despite all these laziness I face, when I am sad, I will never fail to come to this page and start typing out all my sorrows.
While now as I am trying to buy some time off from the buffering of the POT movie, I would like to express my thoughts on recent events.
Firatly, I have gotten my promo's time table last week. It will be around mid-end september. This week is also the last week of school. By right, I should be happy, yet I feel sad, a few of my classmates have already withdrawn from MI, and theres more to come. The friends I have been with for 2 months, not here around me, it feels weired. I guessed, I have already accustomed myself to their existence around me. Right now, I feel lonely.
To my dearest friends who will be leaving or have left: Though our meeting may not be long, but through meeting you, you have made a difference in my life. I thank you for being there, and appreciate all that you have done, I wish you all the best in your road ahead. I wil always miss you guys! Forget me not!
For HIM if he ever sees this: Thank you for believing in me. You never knew how much it meant to me, and never will you know. A friend who is willing to believe in who I am, is a rare find in this now materialistic world. Those words for me to be kept in my heart, will always remain in there as a memory. All the best.
Now I shall come back to my life.
I took my chinese Oral today. Teacher said I have to improve on my fluency of my reading. But my conversation was not bad. Hahas. Quite unexpected for me, I thought it was supposed to be the other way round. Stupid braces, its giving me problems in my speech. Not only in debating and now also want to interfere with my Oral! Grrrr.
I have gotten used to my single life, ever since 29 March 2007. Its only 5 months of singlehood, yet it feels like years. But I am able to do things which a person in a relationship cant experience, that is loving myself.
In a relationships, we often think of our the other half alot that we often forget ourselve. I took this special opportunity, to reflect on myself, and also to start learning how to trust. I also have learnt that I am ME, and no one should change the way I am suppose to be, much less me changing myself to accustom other people. I also learn that I should have pride in myself, and NEVER again should I ever look down on myself. I have to believe in who I am, and what I am capable of being. I have also learnt that I have to push beyond my limits to scale greater heights.
Most importantly, I learnt that without these dear friends around me, all these efforts will be futile.
Can a person in a relationship learn what I have learnt? They can, yet its very rare, cause a relationship is always about the other half.
Yet though I am sort of enjoying myself, sometimes, just sometimes, I will still ponder upon the thought of when will I ever say those 3 words again. Then I realised, the grass on the other side is always greener.
I am feeling quite of an emo this few days. Hope there will be much brighter and cheery days to come before me.
