Hais. I am so disappointed in myself. My grades have been dropping, and I cant get into the mood for study. Why is it that even though I try so hard, I just cant be able to catch up. How many more "failures" do I have to face before I can be happy?
Today Mr. Ng told the class about the scholarship programme, my chance, my dream, is so near yet so far. With this kind of results I am producing, and whats more, with still a failure in my H1 subject, maths, what are my chances? This final exam, I have to give it my all. The URA scholarship I have been aiming for, one day, I will get it, no matter how hard it takes. This is my only ticket for an overseas education.
I have been depriving myself of sleep for the last few days, thanks to the Prince of Tennis. Somehow today I managed to control myself. I have to, otherwise, doomsday for me will be here in a flash. Hahas!
Ever since term 3, especially for the last few weeks, I find myself dreading school, I have to even drag myself out of bed. I feel very tired and sometimes stressful. But I have amazing classmates that never fails to brighten up my day and most importantly thank you for being by my side! Hehes. Its deeply appreciated! (:
Juging from the number of blog entries I write recently compared to the past, you can definitely see my laziness. Writing blog entries, improves my english. Ever since coming into MI, I learnt many new vocabularies, and I am able to test these new words in my blog, its just like a sentence structuring exercise. Blogs definitely do improve one's english, unless it is written in broken english.
Today Mr. Ng told the class about the scholarship programme, my chance, my dream, is so near yet so far. With this kind of results I am producing, and whats more, with still a failure in my H1 subject, maths, what are my chances? This final exam, I have to give it my all. The URA scholarship I have been aiming for, one day, I will get it, no matter how hard it takes. This is my only ticket for an overseas education.
I have been depriving myself of sleep for the last few days, thanks to the Prince of Tennis. Somehow today I managed to control myself. I have to, otherwise, doomsday for me will be here in a flash. Hahas!
Ever since term 3, especially for the last few weeks, I find myself dreading school, I have to even drag myself out of bed. I feel very tired and sometimes stressful. But I have amazing classmates that never fails to brighten up my day and most importantly thank you for being by my side! Hehes. Its deeply appreciated! (:
Juging from the number of blog entries I write recently compared to the past, you can definitely see my laziness. Writing blog entries, improves my english. Ever since coming into MI, I learnt many new vocabularies, and I am able to test these new words in my blog, its just like a sentence structuring exercise. Blogs definitely do improve one's english, unless it is written in broken english.