Dear darlings,
The title of this post speaks clearly of my feelings. Yesterday, something happened, a thing which I had long for ages to happen, yet only when I moved on, it happened. Its totally madness and all I know is, things can never be the same as before again.
"There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and all you need is one."
All I just need is one person, who loves me the way I am. To cherish and treasure me, to pamper me, to shower me with lots of love, care and concern, to be there for me. A someone who understands what is give and not take, someone who understands what is unconditional love and understands me.
My expectation for love is very demanding, WHY? Because I know, I will love and treasure him with all my heart.
Dont you find it amazing that some people, they just say these small little things, once sentence and it could change the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little things that could hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing in you is ever the sameagain, even if you dont know it, it does happens.
I have realised, sometimes following one's heart is just so tiring. It makes me more confuse as it brings me furthur than reality itself. Yet, the day when I stop following my heart that carves my own unique way of life, my heart died, I am just not me anymore. Because I lost myself when I stop following the every beat inside of me.
Maybe, just maybe, I should believe in myself once again, start listening to my own heart and follow the road which I trully want to go. With that, I shall continue my journey with life.
The title of this post speaks clearly of my feelings. Yesterday, something happened, a thing which I had long for ages to happen, yet only when I moved on, it happened. Its totally madness and all I know is, things can never be the same as before again.
"There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and all you need is one."
All I just need is one person, who loves me the way I am. To cherish and treasure me, to pamper me, to shower me with lots of love, care and concern, to be there for me. A someone who understands what is give and not take, someone who understands what is unconditional love and understands me.
My expectation for love is very demanding, WHY? Because I know, I will love and treasure him with all my heart.
Dont you find it amazing that some people, they just say these small little things, once sentence and it could change the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little things that could hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing in you is ever the same
I have realised, sometimes following one's heart is just so tiring. It makes me more confuse as it brings me furthur than reality itself. Yet, the day when I stop following my heart that carves my own unique way of life, my heart died, I am just not me anymore. Because I lost myself when I stop following the every beat inside of me.
Maybe, just maybe, I should believe in myself once again, start listening to my own heart and follow the road which I trully want to go. With that, I shall continue my journey with life.