Dear darlings,
I am here blogging at Carolyn's house. Just now was supposed to go for a job interview at united square shopping center, BUT I forgotten to ask whats the shop name and I couldn't get through the person number. Ended up applying for another job though at sports link. Have to go kallang Leisure Park tomorrow for the interview.
I don't know what is seriously wrong with me. It is 1 month before school starts and here I am suddenly searching for a job and yet I hate working. Today is the 3rd day of December. I made myself a promise that I will start studying on the very first day, but I have still yet to really get into the mood of revising. I have started reading up on weather and climate for geography though. I will still say, I hate that chapter! Why? Cause I have to memorize plenty of stuffs and I just cant really imagine the processes and stuff. I just don't have the affinity with the weather! Hahas. Though I only read 2 pages of this chapter but I know the difference between the weather and the climate. I also know about the 4 layers of the atmosphere and their characteristic. Though right now I can only name out the stratosphere, which is the 2nd highest layer. Hahas.
Oh boy, I am babbling about geography again. But I just love that subject so much. There's so much to learn. But, after exams, I have not yet touched my books already. I have forgotten or gotten most of my facts and the dates all messed up. Hahas, I better stop typing about my subjects, otherwise all you will ever hear is stuff on geography.
You know what! Half of my this post has disappeared, and it was a really well written one about my thoughts! Arghhh! I cant really possibly type all of it again.
I shall summarize that 4 missing beautifully written and inspiring paragraph into a shorter one. Maybe you aren't meant to read the 4 paragraph.
Well, I have thought through about my problems, and that no matter what happens, life just goes on and it is up to me to move on. Things will happen along the way, be it bad or good, thats because this is just life. But, I don't want to live my life fretting over problems. I want to live my life happily every single day, and living not one single day with regrets again. Living every single day happily is not easy, but be it a good or bad day, I want a smile to be drawn on my face. Though I have written in my previous post that this belief of mine is rubbish, but I realized that is just me. I cant possible hate myself.
Spreading happiness is easy, yet at the same time hard too. But seeing all the happy faces around me, will make me happy too. Life has many problems, but I have to learn how to take it by my stride, otherwise, I will lose plenty of my braincells thinking. I know time will heal all wounds, thus I shall let time do the job. I cant really say, I am still angry over that problem, but I am still really upset. Yet, I don't have the time to sit forever thinking and complaining. I will just need to learn how to forgive and forget. Life is too short to waste over such silly stuff. There can be so much for me to do, to make a difference!
I shall not give up trusting in myself and my believes, but I shall understand myself more. I shall listen to my heart and not my thinking, and follow whichever path my heart brings me to.
Though sometimes my heart defies the norm, but at least I know that is what I want and not just following 'instructions' step by step.
This is just the short version and not really inspiring as compared to the one I have written before. There are also plenty of parts missing, but once the mood of writing is gone for me, everything I write will also be boring. So there isn't really much of a point to type out boring stuff. But I have learn a precious lesson that is to love my life no matter how bad it will turn out to be. Because, somewhere out there, someone is having a worst time than me. Thus, it certainly gives me no right to be complaining about how unfair my life is. I am still considered a fortunate one.
I shall end abruptly here, as I have spent a whole 1 1/2hr typing and re-typing this post out. This is a long time for me to be blogging. So byebye, and take cares! Enjoys!!! (:
I am here blogging at Carolyn's house. Just now was supposed to go for a job interview at united square shopping center, BUT I forgotten to ask whats the shop name and I couldn't get through the person number. Ended up applying for another job though at sports link. Have to go kallang Leisure Park tomorrow for the interview.
I don't know what is seriously wrong with me. It is 1 month before school starts and here I am suddenly searching for a job and yet I hate working. Today is the 3rd day of December. I made myself a promise that I will start studying on the very first day, but I have still yet to really get into the mood of revising. I have started reading up on weather and climate for geography though. I will still say, I hate that chapter! Why? Cause I have to memorize plenty of stuffs and I just cant really imagine the processes and stuff. I just don't have the affinity with the weather! Hahas. Though I only read 2 pages of this chapter but I know the difference between the weather and the climate. I also know about the 4 layers of the atmosphere and their characteristic. Though right now I can only name out the stratosphere, which is the 2nd highest layer. Hahas.
Oh boy, I am babbling about geography again. But I just love that subject so much. There's so much to learn. But, after exams, I have not yet touched my books already. I have forgotten or gotten most of my facts and the dates all messed up. Hahas, I better stop typing about my subjects, otherwise all you will ever hear is stuff on geography.
You know what! Half of my this post has disappeared, and it was a really well written one about my thoughts! Arghhh! I cant really possibly type all of it again.
I shall summarize that 4 missing beautifully written and inspiring paragraph into a shorter one. Maybe you aren't meant to read the 4 paragraph.
Well, I have thought through about my problems, and that no matter what happens, life just goes on and it is up to me to move on. Things will happen along the way, be it bad or good, thats because this is just life. But, I don't want to live my life fretting over problems. I want to live my life happily every single day, and living not one single day with regrets again. Living every single day happily is not easy, but be it a good or bad day, I want a smile to be drawn on my face. Though I have written in my previous post that this belief of mine is rubbish, but I realized that is just me. I cant possible hate myself.
Spreading happiness is easy, yet at the same time hard too. But seeing all the happy faces around me, will make me happy too. Life has many problems, but I have to learn how to take it by my stride, otherwise, I will lose plenty of my braincells thinking. I know time will heal all wounds, thus I shall let time do the job. I cant really say, I am still angry over that problem, but I am still really upset. Yet, I don't have the time to sit forever thinking and complaining. I will just need to learn how to forgive and forget. Life is too short to waste over such silly stuff. There can be so much for me to do, to make a difference!
I shall not give up trusting in myself and my believes, but I shall understand myself more. I shall listen to my heart and not my thinking, and follow whichever path my heart brings me to.
Though sometimes my heart defies the norm, but at least I know that is what I want and not just following 'instructions' step by step.
This is just the short version and not really inspiring as compared to the one I have written before. There are also plenty of parts missing, but once the mood of writing is gone for me, everything I write will also be boring. So there isn't really much of a point to type out boring stuff. But I have learn a precious lesson that is to love my life no matter how bad it will turn out to be. Because, somewhere out there, someone is having a worst time than me. Thus, it certainly gives me no right to be complaining about how unfair my life is. I am still considered a fortunate one.
I shall end abruptly here, as I have spent a whole 1 1/2hr typing and re-typing this post out. This is a long time for me to be blogging. So byebye, and take cares! Enjoys!!! (:
