Dear darlings,
It is like the 3rd week of school and it feels like the mid year examinations like that! And I wonder why the teachers just love giving surprise test this year. I hate economics so much right now, I just can't think on the macro scale cause I don't even know how to!
My economics homework has given me such a big headache yesterday, and even though I have completed it, it is still a chunk of bullshit rubbish that I have still yet to understand. Whats more I am going to have a Economic test on some rubbish which no matter how hard I try to squeeze it into my brain it still will never make sense. I wonder why?
Geography test revision is not as big a problem as Economics, but this year topic is kind of hard for me to understand. I guess my brain has turned smaller thats why I just can't understand any shit I've learnt so far!
Don't you find it irritating when no matter how much effort you put in to understand, your brain would just do so otherwise. Sooner or later I will go crazy. All these irriating stuff attributes my moodiness. Its like stress=moodines without fail. And boy, I can have a really bad temper when it comes knocking!
The fustration is killing me!
I hate fickle-minded-ness( if there's such a word). Its makes me feel like I am being fooled around especially when my shitty attitude is out! I hate being a forgiving person, all I get in return is to be taken for granted. I hate pretending to smile as if everything is alright, like as if smiling can make everything alright.
I really need a shout and slaps to make me wake up!
JUST HOW LONG IS MY BRAIN GOING TO SLEEP , I HAVE
TONS OF WORK WAITING TO BE UNDERSTOOD!
Just how long would I be fooled enough? I am crazy, mad, whatever~
It is like the 3rd week of school and it feels like the mid year examinations like that! And I wonder why the teachers just love giving surprise test this year. I hate economics so much right now, I just can't think on the macro scale cause I don't even know how to!
My economics homework has given me such a big headache yesterday, and even though I have completed it, it is still a chunk of bullshit rubbish that I have still yet to understand. Whats more I am going to have a Economic test on some rubbish which no matter how hard I try to squeeze it into my brain it still will never make sense. I wonder why?
Geography test revision is not as big a problem as Economics, but this year topic is kind of hard for me to understand. I guess my brain has turned smaller thats why I just can't understand any shit I've learnt so far!
Don't you find it irritating when no matter how much effort you put in to understand, your brain would just do so otherwise. Sooner or later I will go crazy. All these irriating stuff attributes my moodiness. Its like stress=moodines without fail. And boy, I can have a really bad temper when it comes knocking!
The fustration is killing me!
I hate fickle-minded-ness( if there's such a word). Its makes me feel like I am being fooled around especially when my shitty attitude is out! I hate being a forgiving person, all I get in return is to be taken for granted. I hate pretending to smile as if everything is alright, like as if smiling can make everything alright.
I really need a shout and slaps to make me wake up!
JUST HOW LONG IS MY BRAIN GOING TO SLEEP , I HAVE
TONS OF WORK WAITING TO BE UNDERSTOOD!
Just how long would I be fooled enough? I am crazy, mad, whatever~