All these started because I love him. My mind is in a mess, my feelings are in a whirl, I am acting all weired like some crazy person. My smiles are appearing more often, my tears are falling more, my prayers are filled with blessings for him, I am becoming more clumsy, blah blah blah... ugh, whatever; I just do not know how to express myself.

Recently I prefer to spent my days outside as compared to at home. Every time I am home, I will definitely get into quarrels with my sisters or my parents. To save such unpleasantness and before my tolerance break lose, I rather not stay at home.

My mum wrote a letter for miss Ong and is going to fax it to her, hopefully this time I can manage to pull out of Pre-U seminar. I am not going to go there as a replacement, just because someone else pulled out. I know that I am losing a good testimonial right here, but how can I enjoy this whole seminar, when my heart is regretting this decision.

Sabrina and the rest were right, I am not firm enough. Which is the reason why I lost my chances. I am such a weakling.

This whole week I am super unlucky. Took cab to school twice consecutively, because of investiture next week I cannot be late. My PI needs serious editing. My falling rate is increasing again, don't understand why I keep tripping over stuff.

Did Umbrella duty on Friday, it was really exciting to be in the rain helping others. Though I fell sick after that, but by noon I was well enough to be my joyful self again. Decided to change my blog song, as this song have been stucked in my head throughout the whole of Friday, after hearing Noorie singing it in class, MLTR have amazing songs! Hahas. Tuesday will be the G.I.S results for the finals, hopefully after all the hard work and stuff, our group will make it into the finals. Then it will be another week of hardwork! (: