I have only one word to describe today's Institute day happenings- Sucks.
I cannot stand the way my life is going right now. I seem to have lost my direction in everything. I have to do something about it, or else I will become crazy. I cannot even help myself anymore, and still I have to help others. When will all these just stop. I really wish time will just stop right now and just let me catch up. Yet, no matter how hard I try, I just keep falling behind.
I lost the smiles on my face.
I lost the positive side of me.
I lost myself.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I am so lost that I can't find my way back anymore. I just wish somebody could just understand. I just wish somebody out there could just encourage me to keep moving on and put on a smile on my face. But, my tears just keep falling...
I cannot stand the way my life is going right now. I seem to have lost my direction in everything. I have to do something about it, or else I will become crazy. I cannot even help myself anymore, and still I have to help others. When will all these just stop. I really wish time will just stop right now and just let me catch up. Yet, no matter how hard I try, I just keep falling behind.
I lost the smiles on my face.
I lost the positive side of me.
I lost myself.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I am so lost that I can't find my way back anymore. I just wish somebody could just understand. I just wish somebody out there could just encourage me to keep moving on and put on a smile on my face. But, my tears just keep falling...