IF YOU LOOK INSIDE A GIRL
you would see how much she really cries
you would find so many secrets and lots of lies
but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay
strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong.
It is finally the last day of school, yet I am not looking forward to the June holidays. My holiday are packed with so much activities and I will definitely be studying for my exams that I doubt there is even time for myself. It is no wonder that A level Students have boring lives.
During this weekend, I have to finish up and submit my first draft of EOM, fill up application and write an essay for project proposal for the Youth Environmental Envoy Programme to be submitted by Monday. I would really love to attend this programme but on the other hand I am also wishing hard that my application will be rejected as it will be held during my last 3 days of holiday!! But, the most important thing right now is doing up the essay and I do not even have any idea on my mind for a proposal in changing the environment. Then I will also need to start packing my luggage for the China trip.
Have Maths extra lesson on Monday too. There goes the first day of my holidays and with one week gone spent in China. Then another Maths extra lesson again on 3rd June. Hais. Don't even know why there are so many Math lessons, I don't even bother listening in classes and I doubt extra lessons will be useful to me anyway. Then on 4th June, the arts student have a tour with artist Amanda Heng. Then in which I will be having at least one week of self-studying and consultation before flying off again. This time to Jakarta for my cousin's wedding. Will arrive back in Singapore on 15 June and I will just be left with a week more to prepare for the exams! By the end of the holiday I am expected to finish up my EOM too.
Oh no. This holiday is going to be a havoc. I could feel the stress just by thinking about all these activities and it just got worst after listing all these down here and realising I only have 2 available weeks left for studying alone which is definitely not enough. HAIS.
Miss Alicia Ng is leaving soon. It is kind of sad. She is one of my favourite teacher in school and I really love her lessons and she made me understand GP and its complex format. Will miss her teaching us! Hopefully A6 new GP teacher isn't what the rumours have been going around. Otherwise my life will be in even more chaos.
Received the yearbook today and my nightmare just got worst. Why must they put those ugly publicity photo of me inside!!! OMG. I have been getting comments that I look like some korean person. Heck NO. Don't know where to hide this beautiful face of mine liao. Hahas.
All my recent post have been just accounts on my daily life and some inspiration stories. It has been quite some time since I last wrote anything inspiring. Hopefully I will be able to write one tomorrow.
By the way, Pedra Branca have been awarded to Singapore! Wheee! However, middle rocks were awarded to Malaysia. At least this 28 years row have been brought to a close.
you would see how much she really cries
you would find so many secrets and lots of lies
but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay
strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong.
It is finally the last day of school, yet I am not looking forward to the June holidays. My holiday are packed with so much activities and I will definitely be studying for my exams that I doubt there is even time for myself. It is no wonder that A level Students have boring lives.
During this weekend, I have to finish up and submit my first draft of EOM, fill up application and write an essay for project proposal for the Youth Environmental Envoy Programme to be submitted by Monday. I would really love to attend this programme but on the other hand I am also wishing hard that my application will be rejected as it will be held during my last 3 days of holiday!! But, the most important thing right now is doing up the essay and I do not even have any idea on my mind for a proposal in changing the environment. Then I will also need to start packing my luggage for the China trip.
Have Maths extra lesson on Monday too. There goes the first day of my holidays and with one week gone spent in China. Then another Maths extra lesson again on 3rd June. Hais. Don't even know why there are so many Math lessons, I don't even bother listening in classes and I doubt extra lessons will be useful to me anyway. Then on 4th June, the arts student have a tour with artist Amanda Heng. Then in which I will be having at least one week of self-studying and consultation before flying off again. This time to Jakarta for my cousin's wedding. Will arrive back in Singapore on 15 June and I will just be left with a week more to prepare for the exams! By the end of the holiday I am expected to finish up my EOM too.
Oh no. This holiday is going to be a havoc. I could feel the stress just by thinking about all these activities and it just got worst after listing all these down here and realising I only have 2 available weeks left for studying alone which is definitely not enough. HAIS.
Miss Alicia Ng is leaving soon. It is kind of sad. She is one of my favourite teacher in school and I really love her lessons and she made me understand GP and its complex format. Will miss her teaching us! Hopefully A6 new GP teacher isn't what the rumours have been going around. Otherwise my life will be in even more chaos.
Received the yearbook today and my nightmare just got worst. Why must they put those ugly publicity photo of me inside!!! OMG. I have been getting comments that I look like some korean person. Heck NO. Don't know where to hide this beautiful face of mine liao. Hahas.
All my recent post have been just accounts on my daily life and some inspiration stories. It has been quite some time since I last wrote anything inspiring. Hopefully I will be able to write one tomorrow.
By the way, Pedra Branca have been awarded to Singapore! Wheee! However, middle rocks were awarded to Malaysia. At least this 28 years row have been brought to a close.
