My life is in a mess, especially for my studies. I cannot concentrate in all my classes cause I am too tired to do so. Mrs Wee has been asking me what happened to my economics and stuff. Much as I would love to answer that I don't know what she has been teaching since day one and I would really want to go back studying economics with my dear classmates. Yet, it is partly my fault too. I have not even started revising for economics at all. I have to start putting in effort.
Just today, I got shouted at for not completing my geofiles homework. But it was finished last friday and handed in already. I hate people accusing me before clarifying things and whats more to shout at me in class. Wth. This totally spoilt my mood for the whole day.
Now I have another 5 more to complete today. Geofiles are totally haunting me.
I don't know why even I choose to go China instead of Japan. Regreting my decisions? Maybe? I don't even know if I will even enjoy this trip. Well, I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
Hais. For once I am going to declare myself sad. Sometimes in life, it is really that difficult to smile, be happy and pretend that everything will just be fine. I used to think like this, but I'm wrong.
I am so tired with all my problems, all the confusing thoughts and whatever stuff that is affecting me. I just wished everything was back to where it was before. I want to let all these rubbish go. I just want to be back to that carefree me, living life just for myself, making decisions just for myself, to do what I really want to do and most importantly to just be myself. I want to be happy again. :'(
Hais, I need advices.
Just today, I got shouted at for not completing my geofiles homework. But it was finished last friday and handed in already. I hate people accusing me before clarifying things and whats more to shout at me in class. Wth. This totally spoilt my mood for the whole day.
Now I have another 5 more to complete today. Geofiles are totally haunting me.
I don't know why even I choose to go China instead of Japan. Regreting my decisions? Maybe? I don't even know if I will even enjoy this trip. Well, I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
Hais. For once I am going to declare myself sad. Sometimes in life, it is really that difficult to smile, be happy and pretend that everything will just be fine. I used to think like this, but I'm wrong.
I am so tired with all my problems, all the confusing thoughts and whatever stuff that is affecting me. I just wished everything was back to where it was before. I want to let all these rubbish go. I just want to be back to that carefree me, living life just for myself, making decisions just for myself, to do what I really want to do and most importantly to just be myself. I want to be happy again. :'(
Hais, I need advices.