FYI: The Shandong Post is at the bottom, dated 6 June'08.
I cried myself to sleep last night. The pain of having to accept reality keeps lingering around my already broken heart. Past hurts adds up more to this pain. I knew this was coming right before I started to try loving again, was it my stubbornness to just try or was it just because somewhere deep inside this heart of mine, I believe that fairytales do exists in reality.
I said I have let go. In my head I kept thinking that you don't matter to me anymore. I thought my feelings felt so much lighter and happier to take this whole load of me. But at the end of the day, my heart still says, I really, really love you so much.
Tell me how am I suppose to let you go?
I cried myself to sleep last night. The pain of having to accept reality keeps lingering around my already broken heart. Past hurts adds up more to this pain. I knew this was coming right before I started to try loving again, was it my stubbornness to just try or was it just because somewhere deep inside this heart of mine, I believe that fairytales do exists in reality.
I said I have let go. In my head I kept thinking that you don't matter to me anymore. I thought my feelings felt so much lighter and happier to take this whole load of me. But at the end of the day, my heart still says, I really, really love you so much.
Tell me how am I suppose to let you go?
