That's it! I am neither going to waste anymore of my precious braincells nor my time thinking over what is confusing me. This time 'ignorance is bliss' shall work for me. I can go and avoid it, ignore it or even forget it, I have enough of believing in love. In the first place, I should not have even place my trust in any of this at all. Looking at people around me, I should have realised earlier that true love does not exists at all. With my previous experience, I should have known even better.
Why did I even trade my smiles for tears, my happiness for heartaches, and my carefree life for worries and confusion. Why do I keep believing that Prince Charming do exists out there, he is just an idealistic character afterall. What is love? I don't recognise it anymore. I thought it was suppose to be happiness, why does it only bring fear to me? I am betrayed by my own ideals. All I ever want is to know that there is at least one guy out there that is different from the rest.I was wrong. I never will believe in it ever again! From today onwards, love will be nothing else to me but a four letter word.
Why did I even trade my smiles for tears, my happiness for heartaches, and my carefree life for worries and confusion. Why do I keep believing that Prince Charming do exists out there, he is just an idealistic character afterall. What is love? I don't recognise it anymore. I thought it was suppose to be happiness, why does it only bring fear to me? I am betrayed by my own ideals. All I ever want is to know that there is at least one guy out there that is different from the rest.I was wrong. I never will believe in it ever again! From today onwards, love will be nothing else to me but a four letter word.