I am fucking pissed today!
And when my prohibited word comes out, it seriously means I am angry. It is the end of my exams, should'nt I be feeling happy, relieved, or whatever word you can use to describe. But I am not happy at all, in fact I feel worst! I am not going to blog those things out here and dampen my mood further. Sabrina and Darwina thanks for always being there for me whenever I needed a listening ear.
Just now after Art paper, I made my way down to Cityhall to meet up with Darwina and Yimin. We had our dinner at Gluttons Bay and finally savouring our ice cream waffles from Gelare. It has been almost a year since I last saw Yimin. Had lots of fun talking to her, except sorry that I wasn't in my usual mood. Guess it must have been the tiredness from the Art paper.
During our waffles date, I suddenly talked to them that I want to live a simple life. I don't need riches, status,the perfect job nor comfort in the future.
I want to have a farm house in a countryside, far away from the city. In my farm I will rear my own animals, grow my own vegetables and fruit trees. Behind my farm there will be the picturesque mountains that will constantly put me in awe by its magnificent beauty. In between the mountains and the farm, there lies a never-ending river. My only riches are the diamonds that hangs on the dark clear skies. Every night, I will lie on the grass, look up the clear dark blue sky and read the stars.
During days when I am free, I will teach the poor children how to read and fill them with knowledge through amazing stories of this world. As and when I like, I will leave my farm in the care of friends and travel around the world, exploring new places and creating new stories to tell to this children.
This is my dream, my pursuit of happiness.
I will work hard for this dream of mine and when it happens, I hope prince charming will be in it too. Prince Charming doesn't have to be charming at all, he has to be a guy who will always be there for me, he has to be a guy who shares the same dream as me. He must be a great lover of nature, we will grow our own plants and take care of the animals together. We will travel to places and teach the poor children. We will laugh, cry and be angry together. He must be a guy who is contented with just the simplicity of life. And every night when I will lie on his arms reading the stars together, my heart will says: "He is that guy, that will love me forever."
& I will love that one guy who is different from all the rest forever too.
This is my pursuit of happiness. It will happen one day. (:
And when my prohibited word comes out, it seriously means I am angry. It is the end of my exams, should'nt I be feeling happy, relieved, or whatever word you can use to describe. But I am not happy at all, in fact I feel worst! I am not going to blog those things out here and dampen my mood further. Sabrina and Darwina thanks for always being there for me whenever I needed a listening ear.
Just now after Art paper, I made my way down to Cityhall to meet up with Darwina and Yimin. We had our dinner at Gluttons Bay and finally savouring our ice cream waffles from Gelare. It has been almost a year since I last saw Yimin. Had lots of fun talking to her, except sorry that I wasn't in my usual mood. Guess it must have been the tiredness from the Art paper.
During our waffles date, I suddenly talked to them that I want to live a simple life. I don't need riches, status,the perfect job nor comfort in the future.
I want to have a farm house in a countryside, far away from the city. In my farm I will rear my own animals, grow my own vegetables and fruit trees. Behind my farm there will be the picturesque mountains that will constantly put me in awe by its magnificent beauty. In between the mountains and the farm, there lies a never-ending river. My only riches are the diamonds that hangs on the dark clear skies. Every night, I will lie on the grass, look up the clear dark blue sky and read the stars.
During days when I am free, I will teach the poor children how to read and fill them with knowledge through amazing stories of this world. As and when I like, I will leave my farm in the care of friends and travel around the world, exploring new places and creating new stories to tell to this children.
This is my dream, my pursuit of happiness.
I will work hard for this dream of mine and when it happens, I hope prince charming will be in it too. Prince Charming doesn't have to be charming at all, he has to be a guy who will always be there for me, he has to be a guy who shares the same dream as me. He must be a great lover of nature, we will grow our own plants and take care of the animals together. We will travel to places and teach the poor children. We will laugh, cry and be angry together. He must be a guy who is contented with just the simplicity of life. And every night when I will lie on his arms reading the stars together, my heart will says: "He is that guy, that will love me forever."
& I will love that one guy who is different from all the rest forever too.
This is my pursuit of happiness. It will happen one day. (: