Because I am leaving tomorrow, I am not going to bother all the fuck that had happened today. It was just yesterday, where I had finally calmed myself down, thought through all my problems and decided to move on with life, that all these fucking shit come out again. I have never been so angry before in my life.
So what if I am nice, that doesn't give any of you the right to take advantage of my niceness or even bully me. I saw through some people faces today, it is no wonder they say, do not judge a book by its cover. For every thing given to me, I put in my 101% effort and try to help out in whatever there need to be, and for every single help I give, it is already bad enough that you guys don't appreciate my help, but scolding me, you are heartless.
I was asked to take down names for people who wants to have dinner. This is not my job at all, I am not even in the food committee, on top of that I still had my prize giving duties. But nevermind, I still helped out. I got the names down, and somehow, the list got screwed by the interns and I got fucking scolded and blame for just because you guys can't have your dinner. I AM NOT OBLIGED TO GET YOU YOUR DINNER! YOU NEED TO EAT, DOES THAT MEAN I DON'T HAVE TO! I AM SO DISAPPOINTED! Nevermind bout that, I got my friends to help you get the food, and not one thank you I even got from you guys! All you guys did was just keep calling on my handphone asking me bout your dinner! Hello, I was so busy to even order dinner for myself, you scolded me for a mistake and now I have to get you your dinner?!? I had my duties to do too. I didn't even had any time to eat only until now!
I don't care who reads my blog, I don't care if you are going to start bitching about me and stuff, I don't care about anything anymore. My life is screwed up anyway! I just want to get out of that place ASAP and make things right again!
So what if I am nice, that doesn't give any of you the right to take advantage of my niceness or even bully me. I saw through some people faces today, it is no wonder they say, do not judge a book by its cover. For every thing given to me, I put in my 101% effort and try to help out in whatever there need to be, and for every single help I give, it is already bad enough that you guys don't appreciate my help, but scolding me, you are heartless.
I was asked to take down names for people who wants to have dinner. This is not my job at all, I am not even in the food committee, on top of that I still had my prize giving duties. But nevermind, I still helped out. I got the names down, and somehow, the list got screwed by the interns and I got fucking scolded and blame for just because you guys can't have your dinner. I AM NOT OBLIGED TO GET YOU YOUR DINNER! YOU NEED TO EAT, DOES THAT MEAN I DON'T HAVE TO! I AM SO DISAPPOINTED! Nevermind bout that, I got my friends to help you get the food, and not one thank you I even got from you guys! All you guys did was just keep calling on my handphone asking me bout your dinner! Hello, I was so busy to even order dinner for myself, you scolded me for a mistake and now I have to get you your dinner?!? I had my duties to do too. I didn't even had any time to eat only until now!
I don't care who reads my blog, I don't care if you are going to start bitching about me and stuff, I don't care about anything anymore. My life is screwed up anyway! I just want to get out of that place ASAP and make things right again!