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I feel really fucked up. I am stressed and confused. Have been trying to look at the brighter side of life, I have been trying very hard to find my direction in life. I have so many troubles to share, but who can understand? I am lost.
I have read somewhere before that 'pain is mandatory, but suffering is choice.'
Can I really face up to this pain? I have been trying very hard for so long, but still I found no answer. I can only feel carefree temporary, when reality returns I am back to square one. I wonder will there ever be a day where I will just give up trying.
Chinese Paper was very difficult and I screwed up. I don't even know how to read most of the words in the passages much less being able to understand it. Mathematics Paper was tough, my answer for the first question was so weired I didn't even bother finishing up that logarithm sum. Hopefully statistics can pull my marks up. Geography Paper is MURDEROUS! Not only can I 100% confirm that my targeted grade won't be reached, there is also a high probability that I will fail today's paper. I have better buck up for my Human Paper. This is so worrying given the fact that I need to have 2 H2 passes to promote, I cannot possibly just depend on my Economics and Art. I have never failed any of my H2 subjects before in examinations, and if this time I do; I will be very sad. Furthermore, it is my favourite subject; the subject that I have been putting most of my effort into.
The only paper that seemed reasonable enough is the Economics Paper. I better start concentrating in preparing for Paper 2.
I feel really fucked up. I am stressed and confused. Have been trying to look at the brighter side of life, I have been trying very hard to find my direction in life. I have so many troubles to share, but who can understand? I am lost.
I have read somewhere before that 'pain is mandatory, but suffering is choice.'
Can I really face up to this pain? I have been trying very hard for so long, but still I found no answer. I can only feel carefree temporary, when reality returns I am back to square one. I wonder will there ever be a day where I will just give up trying.
Chinese Paper was very difficult and I screwed up. I don't even know how to read most of the words in the passages much less being able to understand it. Mathematics Paper was tough, my answer for the first question was so weired I didn't even bother finishing up that logarithm sum. Hopefully statistics can pull my marks up. Geography Paper is MURDEROUS! Not only can I 100% confirm that my targeted grade won't be reached, there is also a high probability that I will fail today's paper. I have better buck up for my Human Paper. This is so worrying given the fact that I need to have 2 H2 passes to promote, I cannot possibly just depend on my Economics and Art. I have never failed any of my H2 subjects before in examinations, and if this time I do; I will be very sad. Furthermore, it is my favourite subject; the subject that I have been putting most of my effort into.
The only paper that seemed reasonable enough is the Economics Paper. I better start concentrating in preparing for Paper 2.