Darwina, Shiqeen and Yong Hao spent the whole of yesterday at my place doing OP slides. My life is filled with so much PW deadlines that I am neglecting my Art sketches which 3 boards are due this Friday and math which is arriving in 3 weeks time. There is so little time, yet so many things to do.
Our group unexpectedly stayed back for night study to revise our OP slides and speech. My speech is still too long and I have to speak so fast that sometimes I get out of breath. My headaches are happening so often, especially during school days. Stress? Lack of sleep? Or even my uneven meal time? I guess it is part of everything. Hopefully my terrible headaches will stop altogether one day.
My eyesight is getting worst. A first time in so many years. :( And did I mention how my memory hasn't been good for awhile already. Its feel as though I have become so old and forgetful. Thinking about this, brings me to a point- I have not been taking care of my health. Skipping my meals due to all the workload, I so better not get any gastric. I am very very exhausted.
I have starting reading 'Twilight'. I am in love with the romance Edward the vampire has with Bella the human. I am totally hooked onto the book. Its amazingly good. I stil have 3 more books from the series to go.
Audrey is very poor thing right now. She has been having some skin problems, maybe due to the swimming pool. She did some minor "operation" and she looks really terrible right now. Some parts of her body are left with the flesh only. I saw her crying for a moment just now. It pains my heart so much. Dogs do have feelings just like how we human have too. She must be in pain and very upset about her looks right now. She has to be like Frida Kahlo, be strong girl!
Darwina just made me realised how Frida Kahlo character was so much like mine. Of course, I definitely am much more fortunate as compared to her. However, we always showed the happier, confident and optimistic side of us in front of others. Guess, this is the kind of impression I want to leave on people. There is always a brighter side to life.
Sometimes, it is easy having this part of me. But I also struggle at times. That is when all my foul mood and frustrations comes in. By be it a facade or not, I guess this is just part of me; my character. I used to be a pessimist, but now maybe you can call me an optimist. This facade is not just for show. It is a goal for me to reach out to and change myself to a better person; someone happier, full of compassion, confident, to hope, to dream, to have faith and to believe.
So everytime I fall, I am a step closer to my goals. So Grace keep trying, keep falling but never give up on yourself!! I love my life, do you?
Our group unexpectedly stayed back for night study to revise our OP slides and speech. My speech is still too long and I have to speak so fast that sometimes I get out of breath. My headaches are happening so often, especially during school days. Stress? Lack of sleep? Or even my uneven meal time? I guess it is part of everything. Hopefully my terrible headaches will stop altogether one day.
My eyesight is getting worst. A first time in so many years. :( And did I mention how my memory hasn't been good for awhile already. Its feel as though I have become so old and forgetful. Thinking about this, brings me to a point- I have not been taking care of my health. Skipping my meals due to all the workload, I so better not get any gastric. I am very very exhausted.
I have starting reading 'Twilight'. I am in love with the romance Edward the vampire has with Bella the human. I am totally hooked onto the book. Its amazingly good. I stil have 3 more books from the series to go.
Audrey is very poor thing right now. She has been having some skin problems, maybe due to the swimming pool. She did some minor "operation" and she looks really terrible right now. Some parts of her body are left with the flesh only. I saw her crying for a moment just now. It pains my heart so much. Dogs do have feelings just like how we human have too. She must be in pain and very upset about her looks right now. She has to be like Frida Kahlo, be strong girl!
Darwina just made me realised how Frida Kahlo character was so much like mine. Of course, I definitely am much more fortunate as compared to her. However, we always showed the happier, confident and optimistic side of us in front of others. Guess, this is the kind of impression I want to leave on people. There is always a brighter side to life.
Sometimes, it is easy having this part of me. But I also struggle at times. That is when all my foul mood and frustrations comes in. By be it a facade or not, I guess this is just part of me; my character. I used to be a pessimist, but now maybe you can call me an optimist. This facade is not just for show. It is a goal for me to reach out to and change myself to a better person; someone happier, full of compassion, confident, to hope, to dream, to have faith and to believe.
So everytime I fall, I am a step closer to my goals. So Grace keep trying, keep falling but never give up on yourself!! I love my life, do you?
