I declare myself the world most happiest girl for today. Words cannot explain the joy I have in finally making my parents proud. For the first time, they acknowledged me. I have been waiting for the longest time for this to happen. My mummy told me she was very impressed and she knows I would make it. These rare words holds so much significance to me. At least I finally understood there was another person other than myself,who believes in me. That is my mummy. My daddy didn't say much, but I could feel that he too was like my mummy.
I seemed to be like a child deprived of parental love. Don't get me wrong alright. They have always love me and my relationship with them are not strained. It is just that, I guess like me, they find it really difficult to express their love. Therefore, words of encouragment and praises are rarely heard. They pushed their children through harsh ways. This however, was ineffective with me. I never do like my encouragements to be in a harsh manner. I prefer it to come in praises, love and motivational words. Afterall hearing these are much more pleseant and beautiful too.
I realised a change in me. I am expressing myself so much more easily than before. I am unsure if that is a good or bad thing, but it feels great to share.
I seemed to be like a child deprived of parental love. Don't get me wrong alright. They have always love me and my relationship with them are not strained. It is just that, I guess like me, they find it really difficult to express their love. Therefore, words of encouragment and praises are rarely heard. They pushed their children through harsh ways. This however, was ineffective with me. I never do like my encouragements to be in a harsh manner. I prefer it to come in praises, love and motivational words. Afterall hearing these are much more pleseant and beautiful too.
I realised a change in me. I am expressing myself so much more easily than before. I am unsure if that is a good or bad thing, but it feels great to share.