I hate my father, I hate my father so much!!!! I never would have wished to say this of him, but I really do hate him right now. I just let my mummy signed my report book, and all my dad did was to just keep shouting at me, to keep saying how lousy I am, and to keep comparing me. Even right after I shouted at him, that I didn't care what he thinks, it's my results anyway. He still could'nt keep his mouth shut and kept saying all those hurtful words.
So what if I top my class, so what if I am on the top 10% chart, I am still a failure to him. All I ever wanted was to hear a word of praise, I just wanted my parents to be proud. But at the end of the day, I still cannot be happy. My heart hurt really bad to hear these words from him. How could a father say that to her own daughter.
Maybe I really am a failure.
Not only my life is screwed, even my love life is too. I don't understand, why is it so difficult for me to face the person I love. Why am I so fucking arrogant, where are my Hi's and Bye's. I don't seemed to even be in love with him at all. I'm sorry; I am afraid of so many things that I could never once show you I love you. I must have been the worst girl to ever love you in such a way.
I don't want to hide anything to myself anymore. It is so tiring bottling everything up. I am tired of living my life in a wrong way. As much as I may be a failure of my life, I am not going to give up. As much as I fall, I will keep on trying. This is my life, as long as I don't give up on myself, Life may still be beautiful.
Can I have this dance
Take my hand
Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
It's like catching lightning
And with every step together
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Take my hand
To be afraid
And you can't keep (even a thousand miles)
It's like catching lightning
And with every step together
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance)
Oh,No mountain's too high enough
Let it rain, let it pour
It's like catching lightning
And with every step together
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
So what if I top my class, so what if I am on the top 10% chart, I am still a failure to him. All I ever wanted was to hear a word of praise, I just wanted my parents to be proud. But at the end of the day, I still cannot be happy. My heart hurt really bad to hear these words from him. How could a father say that to her own daughter.
Maybe I really am a failure.
Not only my life is screwed, even my love life is too. I don't understand, why is it so difficult for me to face the person I love. Why am I so fucking arrogant, where are my Hi's and Bye's. I don't seemed to even be in love with him at all. I'm sorry; I am afraid of so many things that I could never once show you I love you. I must have been the worst girl to ever love you in such a way.
I don't want to hide anything to myself anymore. It is so tiring bottling everything up. I am tired of living my life in a wrong way. As much as I may be a failure of my life, I am not going to give up. As much as I fall, I will keep on trying. This is my life, as long as I don't give up on myself, Life may still be beautiful.
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Went to The Cathay and watched High School Musical 3 today. The story is beautifully plotted. It is better and so much more grander than the first 2 musicals. I love the music, especially " Can I have this dance". The lyrics is beautiful.
Can I have this dance
Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.
Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next
It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?
Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me
To be afraid
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you
Through it all
And you can't keep (even a thousand miles)
Us apart (can keep us apart)
Cause my heart (cause my heart)
Is wherever you are
It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?
Oh,No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
I know I believe That we were meant to be,
Yeah,
It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (we do) do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Beautiful lyrics ain't it. In all, it was amazing. The sad thing is, this is the last of the sequel.