I have not been blogging diligently; did not have the mood to do so. I have been busy for the past few days with outings, watching a new drama (HotShot) and preparing myself for teaching. Right now I am very nervous about my first day of teaching, which is tomorrow. I have so many "what ifs" on my head. "What if I don't know how to answer the students questions", "what if they don't listen, what am I going to do?", "what if I screw up tomorrow" ... ...
Am very afraid that I cannot do the job properley and all the negative thoughts in my head. Told you, if there is one thing I need to learn that would be Confidence. I just finish an hour crash course on Primary School work by my younger sisters. It feels like I am taking PSLE tomorrow. It has been ages seen I last touched science, if I were to be teaching six years earlier, I could have done the job perfectly. There is still math, english and CHINESE to worry about too. Furthermore I am a Chinese Relief teacher. Now, this explains further why I am so worried.
Firmness, patience, confidence, hopefully I will have all these by tomorrow.
Moving on to today activities. I went to cut my hair. My fringe is much shorter and I still have my curls!! No way am I going to have my curls cut away again. In the evening I went for a run/walk with Audrey from my house all the way to Bedok Reservoir. Promised myself to run everyday till the Standard Chartered Marathon.
On Wednesday, went to Seoul Garden to celebrate Wendy's birthday. On Thursday stayed at home and watched Hot Shot. On Friday went to the Singapore Biennale in the morning with Sabrina. By the time I finished with the exhibition, my leg almost broke. In the evening met up with Ashley and Fandy at Parkway to play pool and have dinner together. Then, they came over to my place to visit Audrey and Tiger. However, my sisters totally ruined that mood with their hurtful remarks. Well, those who visited my house before knows what kind of "welcoming" treatment they give to guests. Super spoilt brats they are. Anyway, on Saturday went to Parkway with Clarice to shop around. Met up with Qiao Ying and gave her her birthday gift.
I will upload the pictures soon and wish me luck for tomorrow. :D
Am very afraid that I cannot do the job properley and all the negative thoughts in my head. Told you, if there is one thing I need to learn that would be Confidence. I just finish an hour crash course on Primary School work by my younger sisters. It feels like I am taking PSLE tomorrow. It has been ages seen I last touched science, if I were to be teaching six years earlier, I could have done the job perfectly. There is still math, english and CHINESE to worry about too. Furthermore I am a Chinese Relief teacher. Now, this explains further why I am so worried.
Firmness, patience, confidence, hopefully I will have all these by tomorrow.
Moving on to today activities. I went to cut my hair. My fringe is much shorter and I still have my curls!! No way am I going to have my curls cut away again. In the evening I went for a run/walk with Audrey from my house all the way to Bedok Reservoir. Promised myself to run everyday till the Standard Chartered Marathon.
On Wednesday, went to Seoul Garden to celebrate Wendy's birthday. On Thursday stayed at home and watched Hot Shot. On Friday went to the Singapore Biennale in the morning with Sabrina. By the time I finished with the exhibition, my leg almost broke. In the evening met up with Ashley and Fandy at Parkway to play pool and have dinner together. Then, they came over to my place to visit Audrey and Tiger. However, my sisters totally ruined that mood with their hurtful remarks. Well, those who visited my house before knows what kind of "welcoming" treatment they give to guests. Super spoilt brats they are. Anyway, on Saturday went to Parkway with Clarice to shop around. Met up with Qiao Ying and gave her her birthday gift.
I will upload the pictures soon and wish me luck for tomorrow. :D