Just moments ago, I was having fortune cookies. The interesting thing about these fortune cookies is in every piece, there is a fortune message. I had 5 cookies and would love to share with you the messages. Here is my messages in order of eaten:
1) When an obstacle comes in your way, stop crying and start trying.
2) When you listen, you often learn something new.
3) When you love someone, all your wishes start coming true.
4) You will always be surrounded by true friends. (Awww.)
5) Happy events will take place shortly in you house.
That's all for the messages. Anyways, I doubt there is anything negative in those cookies. I have not yet place up my new year resolutions, but no. 4 is one of them.
I wasn't intending to post up my new year resolutions in this post, as I am suppose to be churning out sketches for my coursework. But since I am already blogging, whatever! Hahas.
Let me start reflecting on the year 2008 first. While doing so, I am also viewing my reflections on Year 2007. The year 2008 was definitely better than 2007. Probably because I finally moved on with life. It was a year of achievements in my academics and also not forgetting the GIS competition. It was also when I started to open my heart and love again. Thought I would never give myself a chance to love again, guess I was wrong.Though the results weren't pleasant, I really enjoyed falling in love and doing so many crazy stuffs. I will speak on love again later in my resolutions.
Year 2008 also saw my class coming closer together. My bonds between family and friends also improved by heaps. It was also the year where I tried many new things. There was me running my first marathon, my first clubbing experience and there are definitely more which I cannot remember.
Year 2008 was of course not all blessings, there were also disasters. Can you recount how many times I fell that year alone? At the beginning of that year, I quoted myself as the most unluckiest girl in the world. Thankfully, my luck changed for the better. My health wasn't perfect. My geography grades fell tremendously! And do I need to remind you on how I regret being a student councilor big time. There was also how I screwed my H1 Math paper. Hopefully the results won't turn out the be one of my disasters this year.
Actually reflecting on the disastrous side of the year can be quite a scary thing. It is starting to make my blessings seem so small. I better move on to my resolutions.
Firstly my priority for this year is definitely studying super doubly hard for my A level examinations. From the very day I stepped into M.I, I have already set a target of 3 As for all my H2 subjects and I want nothing less than that.
My second new year resolution is similar to that of no. 4(see above). Friends are very important to me. I want to find not any other friends that comes and goes. But true friends that would be there for me, for life.
My third new year resolution would be on love. You know how I would always say "I am single, but unavailable". Not because I already loved someone else, but because I was not prepared to be in a relationship. On New Year's day, I ended up not watching the fireworks. I stayed back at home and watched the movie "P.S I love you". Besides crying a whole lot during the movie, I was thinking to myself how great it was to be loved.
I am so tired of fighting for the someone that I cared about. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. I once said " All I want is a guy who is different from all the rest." Then, I must had grasped the concept of "different from all the rest" wrongly. Now I understand the meaning.
Love never fails. This is one thing that I had learned. For all that had failed, it brings me closer to the one I am searching for. I had never given any thought to what I was searching for. However, the more it failed, the more I was able to describe the character, the personality, the kind of person I was searching for would be.
"I want a guy who loves me for my personality. A guy who would love the idea of spending the weekends with me counting the stars and watching movies. A guy who accepts the fact that I have my "days", and that a lot of the time I'm completely insecure. A guy who will buy me a sunflower just because he was thinking about me. A guy who would be my bestfriend and my boyfriend, who knows all my secrets, inside and out, and still loves me more than I know.
I want a guy who actually believes I'm worth a second thought. A guy who would call me at midnight on our anniversary every single month just to tell me how lucky he feels that he has me. (: A guy who will promise that he'll love me forever and actually keep that promise. A guy who can look at me and tell me that I'm the most beautiful girl he's ever seen and make me believe it and actually in his whole heart believe it too.
I want a guy who won't care that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning. A guy who would stay by my bed when I am sick. A guy who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usually ones I regret. A guy who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way. I want a guy who isn't like all the rest; a guy who will love me. "
Now this is why I call the someone I am searching for Prince Charming. It was never because of Prince Charming's looks. So, for this new year I decided to face up to my fate. Which is accepting that you and me can't be together. The best new year gift I had given myself is to walk away. It is time to give my heart what it deserves. (:
That is one very long 3rd resolution and that is my last resolution for the year.
Before I end my post, I want to thank all my friends for being there for me in 2008 and still counting. You guys add sparks to my life. I really appreciate to have all of you as friends.
& to All: May your new year be filled with happiness, new beginnings, good health and tons of blessings from God. :) Ciao.
P.S It's exactly a month more to my birthday!!! Hohohos. :D:D:D
1) When an obstacle comes in your way, stop crying and start trying.
2) When you listen, you often learn something new.
3) When you love someone, all your wishes start coming true.
4) You will always be surrounded by true friends. (Awww.)
5) Happy events will take place shortly in you house.
That's all for the messages. Anyways, I doubt there is anything negative in those cookies. I have not yet place up my new year resolutions, but no. 4 is one of them.
I wasn't intending to post up my new year resolutions in this post, as I am suppose to be churning out sketches for my coursework. But since I am already blogging, whatever! Hahas.
Let me start reflecting on the year 2008 first. While doing so, I am also viewing my reflections on Year 2007. The year 2008 was definitely better than 2007. Probably because I finally moved on with life. It was a year of achievements in my academics and also not forgetting the GIS competition. It was also when I started to open my heart and love again. Thought I would never give myself a chance to love again, guess I was wrong.Though the results weren't pleasant, I really enjoyed falling in love and doing so many crazy stuffs. I will speak on love again later in my resolutions.
Year 2008 also saw my class coming closer together. My bonds between family and friends also improved by heaps. It was also the year where I tried many new things. There was me running my first marathon, my first clubbing experience and there are definitely more which I cannot remember.
Year 2008 was of course not all blessings, there were also disasters. Can you recount how many times I fell that year alone? At the beginning of that year, I quoted myself as the most unluckiest girl in the world. Thankfully, my luck changed for the better. My health wasn't perfect. My geography grades fell tremendously! And do I need to remind you on how I regret being a student councilor big time. There was also how I screwed my H1 Math paper. Hopefully the results won't turn out the be one of my disasters this year.
Actually reflecting on the disastrous side of the year can be quite a scary thing. It is starting to make my blessings seem so small. I better move on to my resolutions.
Firstly my priority for this year is definitely studying super doubly hard for my A level examinations. From the very day I stepped into M.I, I have already set a target of 3 As for all my H2 subjects and I want nothing less than that.
My second new year resolution is similar to that of no. 4(see above). Friends are very important to me. I want to find not any other friends that comes and goes. But true friends that would be there for me, for life.
My third new year resolution would be on love. You know how I would always say "I am single, but unavailable". Not because I already loved someone else, but because I was not prepared to be in a relationship. On New Year's day, I ended up not watching the fireworks. I stayed back at home and watched the movie "P.S I love you". Besides crying a whole lot during the movie, I was thinking to myself how great it was to be loved.
I am so tired of fighting for the someone that I cared about. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. I once said " All I want is a guy who is different from all the rest." Then, I must had grasped the concept of "different from all the rest" wrongly. Now I understand the meaning.
Love never fails. This is one thing that I had learned. For all that had failed, it brings me closer to the one I am searching for. I had never given any thought to what I was searching for. However, the more it failed, the more I was able to describe the character, the personality, the kind of person I was searching for would be.
"I want a guy who loves me for my personality. A guy who would love the idea of spending the weekends with me counting the stars and watching movies. A guy who accepts the fact that I have my "days", and that a lot of the time I'm completely insecure. A guy who will buy me a sunflower just because he was thinking about me. A guy who would be my bestfriend and my boyfriend, who knows all my secrets, inside and out, and still loves me more than I know.
I want a guy who actually believes I'm worth a second thought. A guy who would call me at midnight on our anniversary every single month just to tell me how lucky he feels that he has me. (: A guy who will promise that he'll love me forever and actually keep that promise. A guy who can look at me and tell me that I'm the most beautiful girl he's ever seen and make me believe it and actually in his whole heart believe it too.
I want a guy who won't care that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning. A guy who would stay by my bed when I am sick. A guy who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usually ones I regret. A guy who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way. I want a guy who isn't like all the rest; a guy who will love me. "
Now this is why I call the someone I am searching for Prince Charming. It was never because of Prince Charming's looks. So, for this new year I decided to face up to my fate. Which is accepting that you and me can't be together. The best new year gift I had given myself is to walk away. It is time to give my heart what it deserves. (:
That is one very long 3rd resolution and that is my last resolution for the year.
Before I end my post, I want to thank all my friends for being there for me in 2008 and still counting. You guys add sparks to my life. I really appreciate to have all of you as friends.
& to All: May your new year be filled with happiness, new beginnings, good health and tons of blessings from God. :) Ciao.
P.S It's exactly a month more to my birthday!!! Hohohos. :D:D:D
