I am in love with Faber Drive so very much! This is the only rock band I have ever love ALL their songs. Go hear "You'll Make It", its truly inspirational and reflective of this world. I am going to drop by HMV and get their album later. :))
Back to my life. My grandmother just called to ask about me. :D I'm so touched.
Newton Active Run is just tomorrow. Oh my, I am not ready! I don't even have a targeted finishing time. What if I do worse than my Standard Chartered timing?
Common test is finally over and I am dying of boredom at home. Since I am so bored, I had plenty of time to think. I've realised plenty of things, but accepting it is another matter.
Before I continue here's a *Warning: I'm going to be very honest with my heart here. It's not for the faint hearted. Ok la, not so extreme. Hahas.
I have always been very stubborn in accepting facts. That is because I always believe in a saying "If I'll never try, I will never know. And if I were to ever give up trying, I will still never know." However, I am doubting my own belief now. Should I give myself a chance to be loved? While the real questions here are "Can I love? Have I really let go?"
"Have I really let go?"-Honestly, I don't know. I have. I would have always listened to my heart, but I have realised that sometimes love is beyond our control. It does not only takes plenty of hard work, but also plenty of fate, destiny and luck. Unfortunately, fate, destiny and luck just didn't come my way this time. This question has become too draggy, I'll deal with it soon.
"Can I love?"- No, I can't. Not now, nor anytime soon.Until I have given the latter (learnt from darwy:D) a yes answer, my answer for this question is a defo No. Love is a feeling. And if I don't have it, then I am sorry. Fate, destiny and luck just didn't come your way, just like it did not come to mine.
I am contented with my life. I don't need anything more than what I have right now. I am not ready to love again. I am tired of heart breaks and disappointments. I am going to be two years single soon. I have very much gotten use to it already. Probably, if my prince charming loses his way and never turn up, I wouldn't mind living my life alone. Oh wells, I always have man's bestfriend to accompany me. Now you know why Audrey and Tiger are the loveliest things that happened in my life.
Back to my life. My grandmother just called to ask about me. :D I'm so touched.
Newton Active Run is just tomorrow. Oh my, I am not ready! I don't even have a targeted finishing time. What if I do worse than my Standard Chartered timing?
Common test is finally over and I am dying of boredom at home. Since I am so bored, I had plenty of time to think. I've realised plenty of things, but accepting it is another matter.
Before I continue here's a *Warning: I'm going to be very honest with my heart here. It's not for the faint hearted. Ok la, not so extreme. Hahas.
I have always been very stubborn in accepting facts. That is because I always believe in a saying "If I'll never try, I will never know. And if I were to ever give up trying, I will still never know." However, I am doubting my own belief now. Should I give myself a chance to be loved? While the real questions here are "Can I love? Have I really let go?"
"Have I really let go?"-
"Can I love?"- No, I can't. Not now, nor anytime soon.
I am contented with my life. I don't need anything more than what I have right now. I am not ready to love again. I am tired of heart breaks and disappointments. I am going to be two years single soon. I have very much gotten use to it already. Probably, if my prince charming loses his way and never turn up, I wouldn't mind living my life alone. Oh wells, I always have man's bestfriend to accompany me. Now you know why Audrey and Tiger are the loveliest things that happened in my life.
" A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, give them you heart and they will give you theirs." :))
Very random, but so very true.