I'm not in my best of mood right now. Basically because I am very tired and sleepy. I am feeling very irritated too. As much as I can be very tolerant with certain things, but please know where is the limit. It is shocking how little you understand about me.
Recently, I made new decisions on certain things. I can be a very fickle minded person and I could take forever just to make one simple decision. But when I set my eyes on something, I am serious. This is just being me.
At least the emotional turmoil I've been going through recently has finally come to a halt. I am sorry, I can't share with you my innermost feelings and thoughts on this. I am not good at sharing this out with others. Nevertheless, I am proud of myself to be searching for my own happiness again. And even if I were to fall again, I will never give up on what life has to offer me.
Thanks to my friends, I have finalised my Art coursework concept. Like the concept, I want to be that person I had portray myself to be. That is despite pressures from everyone around me, I want to have the optimism to fight for what I want. What I want is happiness. A sunflower is made up of more than 2000 little seeds. My happiness is going to be made up of more than 2000 little things that make it big.
Honestly, to keep calling myself weak, not confident and hopeless is an understatement. Inside, I can be a very strong and determined girl indeed. And not forgetting one that is true to her heart. :))
Recently, I made new decisions on certain things. I can be a very fickle minded person and I could take forever just to make one simple decision. But when I set my eyes on something, I am serious. This is just being me.
At least the emotional turmoil I've been going through recently has finally come to a halt. I am sorry, I can't share with you my innermost feelings and thoughts on this. I am not good at sharing this out with others. Nevertheless, I am proud of myself to be searching for my own happiness again. And even if I were to fall again, I will never give up on what life has to offer me.
Thanks to my friends, I have finalised my Art coursework concept. Like the concept, I want to be that person I had portray myself to be. That is despite pressures from everyone around me, I want to have the optimism to fight for what I want. What I want is happiness. A sunflower is made up of more than 2000 little seeds. My happiness is going to be made up of more than 2000 little things that make it big.
Honestly, to keep calling myself weak, not confident and hopeless is an understatement. Inside, I can be a very strong and determined girl indeed. And not forgetting one that is true to her heart. :))
My first love is loving myself.