Today was one of the bad days in school. Remember I said before, I didn't want my Art results to be like my Economics and Geography. It didn't, it was worse! My Art results is fucking terrible. It came as a surprise to me, because I was confident that I would get at least a C. Now I've got my first E! I've never gotten below a C for my H2 before and never would I expect it to come from Art. Sometimes, shit happens in life. But, I can't help feeling very disappointed in myself. I seriously don't know what happened and why!
This really set me thinking about my dad question yesterday. He asked me "what if you can't enter university, what are you going to do?" And I told him, I never thought of that possibility at all. Now that I know shit can happen anytime, I better start planning for a Plan B.
I've got another bad news also related to Art. I've got to start re-thinking my concept of my Art coursework, because the teacher says its very fragmented. The worst thing that can happen to you is that no one understands your art work. I've got to revise my concept. That could mean whatever I've done since last year would be useless. I've only got a few more months left for it and I haven't even started on my final piece at all. This is very worrying.
Felt that I shouldn't even have chosen to do an artwork based on my life at all. Already I've trouble expressing my life to others and yet now, I need to illustrate it. Now you know why I so peng after Art. HAIS!
This really set me thinking about my dad question yesterday. He asked me "what if you can't enter university, what are you going to do?" And I told him, I never thought of that possibility at all. Now that I know shit can happen anytime, I better start planning for a Plan B.
I've got another bad news also related to Art. I've got to start re-thinking my concept of my Art coursework, because the teacher says its very fragmented. The worst thing that can happen to you is that no one understands your art work. I've got to revise my concept. That could mean whatever I've done since last year would be useless. I've only got a few more months left for it and I haven't even started on my final piece at all. This is very worrying.
Felt that I shouldn't even have chosen to do an artwork based on my life at all. Already I've trouble expressing my life to others and yet now, I need to illustrate it. Now you know why I so peng after Art. HAIS!