When someone close to you keeps hurting you so much, there will come a point in time where you just have to let it go. Be it because you want to protect yourself or even just because you can't accept the other's flaw, nothing will ever change the way it is.
Yesterday, was the last straw. You know the kind of sadness where your heart aches so much, where you felt so certain that trust doesn't exists and that you just could stop your tears from coming. I just knew, I couldn't accept your sorry and forgive you anymore.
I was extremely angry with you for the whole of today. Angry because I allowed myself to be used time and time again. Angry because I never once talked to you about any of this. Angry because I tried so hard to please you and yet still failed in the end.
I'm sure fate has a reason why we ended up this way.
So thank you, but goodbye to my first BestFriendForever.
Yesterday, was the last straw. You know the kind of sadness where your heart aches so much, where you felt so certain that trust doesn't exists and that you just could stop your tears from coming. I just knew, I couldn't accept your sorry and forgive you anymore.
I was extremely angry with you for the whole of today. Angry because I allowed myself to be used time and time again. Angry because I never once talked to you about any of this. Angry because I tried so hard to please you and yet still failed in the end.
I'm sure fate has a reason why we ended up this way.
So thank you, but goodbye to my first BestFriend