How I long that whenever I cry, my mummy will be there to comfort me.
But she never does.
Not once when I broke up with my boyfriends, nor when I was troubling with my directions in life.
I'm the eldest, I have to be stronger than any of my sisters.
Need to be independent, so my sisters can learn from me.
In some ways, I thank my parents for teaching me this way.
If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be the independent, wise, strong, optimistic girl I am today.
But......,
I feel very lonely with no shoulders to cry on.
But she never does.
Not once when I broke up with my boyfriends, nor when I was troubling with my directions in life.
I'm the eldest, I have to be stronger than any of my sisters.
Need to be independent, so my sisters can learn from me.
In some ways, I thank my parents for teaching me this way.
If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be the independent, wise, strong, optimistic girl I am today.
But......,
I feel very lonely with no shoulders to cry on.