My 2011 Resolutions
1)Earn many many money
- Travel to Taiwan in Auguest
- & back to orea in the 2nd half of the year.
2) Don't go back to School, unless I know what I really want to study.
- Study something I love and not because of influence.
3) Grow as a person
- Practice patience and tolerance. But don't overdo it and hurt myself.
- Control my hot temper!
4) Fall in love
-Not a one sided love. It's time to open up my heart. Don't be afraid. Be strong!
-Believe and trust. :D
5) Stay Strong For My Dream
- I must never ever give up! Must stay positive
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All these I have it engraved into my 2011 diary. So that it can remind me every single day.
But just going into the 2nd month of the year, I already know resolution number 2 cannot be fulfilled and resolution number 1 will most likely be just half fulfilled.
Yes, I've decided to go back to school. I'm not going to study something I love. But I can't say it is something I hate too.
I am going back to school purely because of influence and pressure, from everyone else and including myself. This isn't what I want. However, I have to admit I have to do something about it. I can't be forever waiting and longing for something I cannot have.
Thus, I choosed the alternative route.
I am very afraid I might live to regret my decision. But who knows I might not. Realised I cannot be forever living in fears.
Resolution no.5- Stay strong for my dream, is still staying strong in me.
I may have chosen an alternative route despite knowing that is not what I want, but I'm still not giving up on my dream. It just means I'll take a longer time to reach there.
I'm very lucky to be able to live my dream once already. It was the best time of my life. And because I was able to live once and feel it, all the more I am going to fight for it. To work hard for it. I promise, someday I will reach there.
Never once, I felt the one year sacrificed was in vain. I learned many things. Experienced so much that one year being in school earlier could give me.
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